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Neklous sighs. Seven seemed to be asking just all the right questions. He wondered the origins of this lad but that was for another time and story.

"No."

Neklous said, responding bleakly.

"Its hard to explain. You see I walk around barely clothed. Only pants and a jacket yet nothing else covers me. Even though I am a beastkin.. I feel my wild nature is a bit more demanding than it is for other beastkin alike. I feel the urge to be free.."

"And the only place I feel free is within the forest. I've always had a thick fondness for wild animals and plants a like. If only there was a way to deeper that bond in a way that I could communicate with them. "

"When I speak of manifesting myself.. I mean.. well.. "

"It might just be easier if I give you an example. I am from the Endore family.."

"Just like most families if not all, wee have a dark past blahh blahh blah.."

"Point is when I was young, I stood there and watched as groups of Endore members would leave for battle. When they came back though, some were missing.."

"Some were missing yet.."

"Yet... "

"There were no cries of mourning.. nor outburst of grief.. it was just.. pure... silence.."

"It was like the world was drained of color.. only being black and white."

"Long story short.. that silence became a trauma for me, causing me to take up distant traits. People often say my doll blue eyes has a distant feeling lingering within them. It doesn't matter but the end result of this trauma and being so distant was me manifesting time magic on my own. I transcended in a way that I saw evil and good as a single entity and many other things. What I sacrificed though was a bit of my sanity.. and what replaced it was hint of madness. Not angry or wraith madness but a odd and distant one."

Glancing over at Al-Aziz, he slowly commented "Aziz is a personal witness of it."

"Long story short once again, I just want to find a way to embrace the wild side of me more. To commune with the ones I find peace with which are the animals and plants of the forest."

"I for some unknown reason hold a certain disgust for the first Order. I don't mind interacting with them but for any long periods of time.. would get on my nerves. "

"I don't mind you priest but your paths are simply not the one for me. I am not a religious man in the slightest idea. I don't even come close to the sense of the word. "

"I have not found any other group I fit into as well."

"What I do believe in is the 'hunt'. The hunt.. the great thrill of chasing what you want. Like hunters chasing prey"