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  1. riri 🌼 - Today at 6:19 AM
  2. not only that
  3. even before that
  4. i always had the feeling you understimate me quite a lot
  5. not sure if u remember than once i got pissed bc you kept making comparisons between me and lacus
  6. maybe not with that intention
  7. but it seemed like it
  8.  
  9. - it's not that i underestimated you, i just honestly didn't think your personality is suited for a manager as you're either too stubborn or too sweet, neither of which, imo, is what a manager should be. you already know about the lacus comparison thing now, but yet again i apologise cos wasn't very clear.
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  13. however you also know i can't hate on people
  14.  
  15. - yes and you're very stupid for that. i hate a lot of people.
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  19. SparksBlade - Today at 6:20 AM
  20. THAT WAS ALMOST 2 YEARS AGO
  21.  
  22. - im an idiot.
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  26. riri 🌼 - Today at 6:20 AM
  27. wait
  28. there is more.
  29. SparksBlade - Today at 6:20 AM
  30. and my comparison was with you both making mistakes in english and still trying
  31. ok my bad
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  35. - im an idiot.
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  39. riri 🌼 - Today at 6:21 AM
  40. so then i didn't delete harem
  41. SparksBlade - Today at 6:21 AM
  42. i just got hyped
  43. riri 🌼 - Today at 6:21 AM
  44. i deleted my discord
  45. and the server died as well
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  49. - i miss harem and i hate you for that. also im an idiot.
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  54. i noticed that lacus suddenly changed with me
  55. let me tell u this
  56. i wasnt going to play snake
  57. poek wanted me to play so bad
  58. and i told him i was gonna sign up again because i deleted my post
  59. only if he drafted lacus + me
  60. the reason was simple i wasn't going to be able to play all the weeks
  61. that's why i had to play like 3 games on the same day
  62. anyway
  63. lacus changed with me for god knows what reasons
  64. i remember i talked to him and he replied like 3 days after the draft and told me
  65. ''i didnt notice u were drafted gz''
  66. and well i got a bit tired of his attitude and i also had a hard time in snake
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  68. - from the little that i know, apparently harem died after you kicked me, and then i think you kicked lacus, or deleted your account so harem got deleted, but i think lacus felt like you also betrayed him. also he dodged blades vs you in snake so that's a pretty good reason to be mad at him. i think there was no communication b/w you and lacus, and he feared you might invite some other people to harem expose him. also it's kinda like lacus to not notice that you got drafted, so i don't think there was any bad intent behind that.
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  72. you saw the thot thing
  73. you and lacus were the only people i considered friends
  74. and none of you were there when i needed u the most
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  78. - i did think that you're having it very hard on you with all the bullshit, but we were really not communicating and i couldn't reach out to you. also could be my ego telling me "don't talk to ari now, she'll think you're only talking cos she got in snake" idk im pretty stupid too.
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  82. i got logs
  83. from someone i won't mention
  84. where you judged me so terrible vs thimo
  85.  
  86. - idc about logs, i'll say it any time you were pretty stupid in the thimo thing, and so was he. like really you should've understood that td's are on your side, he cannot claim act or anything, and you deserve an actual recreate along with hypnosis hitting, but you just went along and played 3-4 games just like that. ik it's very harsh and you it wasn't really easy for you either, and im sorry if it feels like im dissing you just cos i saw the opportunity, but that's not it and i honestly feel you made many mistakes there.
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  90. i also got to hear some stuff in the ubers staff chat
  91. and thats why i brutally changed with everyone you and lacus
  92.  
  93. - this i have no idea about. i've tried to defend you on many occasions, like when n00b attacks you for no reason, or any other doxxing that happens. if slurmz is one of the issues, he is my friend and ik he posted that paste, but knowing him i still believe he didn't know what exactly was in it. having said that, he's very much at fault for not checking, and it doesn't excuse him for posting something so sensitive. his ban is deserved, his permaban came retroactively so im more against the actual policy than im defending slurmz (there's no defending slurmz really).
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  97. you also like discussing with people
  98. and you're almost all the time
  99. against every proposal that i make
  100. see UPL
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  102. - yes i've spoken a lot against you, and honestly i'd still stick by most of the stuff i said cos it's opinions and i think im right and you're wrong. that said, i've avoided making any attacks directly at you, while you're aware that you've made many personal comments towards me. most of the time it's not what i said, but that it's me who said it that bothered you, and that seems very childish to me. example: https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/423886656496467995/445357150878040075/image.jpg
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  106. ngl you know me and you know i get upset quite easily
  107. so tilting me is the easiest thing to do
  108. so ye you always understimate me maybe you didn't mean that
  109. but it felt like it
  110. so basically every time you say something that is about to start an argument pisses me off
  111. because i am tired of that
  112. esp when i even gave you my phone number
  113. you didn't realize how much you meant to me as friend
  114. back then
  115. it hurts when you don't have you friends's support
  116. it's whatever now because i moved on
  117. but i genuinely offered my friendship
  118. and same goes for lacus
  119. until now idk what happened
  120. so like i am just annoyed by that
  121. i dont hate u
  122. idc about what php daenys jj did to me
  123. when it comes to friends
  124. it really hurts me
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  126. - i don't look for opportunities to argue with you, it just happens a lot of times that there's a situation where you say something that i find completely wrong. it's not personal, i don't make any remarks based on who said it, im always focusing on what was said, and cos of that i've also argued a lot with nayrz kwefki sarah mags gunner exiline ms. im really sorry if it looks like im just targeting you, and i really wish we could just get back on talking terms cos i just wanna have a good time here, and for that i don't even mind that im having actual conversations with mags and ttg after right after i said that i dislike them both.
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  128. - im actually very aware of our friendship, cos you meant just the same to me as well and i was also very saddened by the fact that we weren't talking. many things happened in between and nobody can change that, and rn we're not on the best terms and that's just a simple fact. ik you don't hate me cos you're incapable of hating, i also don't hate you cos im just the same type of idiot, and sometimes i just think that everything was so much better 1 year ago when me you lacus gastrik were such good friends and would sing in call and listen to music and all that fun stuff. ik i hurt you, and i could also go into a lot of stuff that you did it's just not fair that we keep attacking each other when we could just get along better.
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  132. your coffee's getting cold.
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