Diaper Humiliation Brainstorming Session

[15:41] Lexi Luvs: Hey! Figured I'd let you know that I bookmarked 'ya, seeing as you like it so much it's in your favorites.♥
[15:42] Lexi Luvs: I'll have time later today to scene but just wanted to let you know that the profile is bravo and seeing someone into our [i]niche[/i] who is looking for above 20 words is a wonderful treat.~
[15:42] Christine Bailey: Oh, hello! Thank you for letting me know. Very much appreciated and thank you for taking your time to have a look at my profile. :)
[15:45] Christine Bailey: Unfortunately, I don't think I can promise a RP these days, since my schedule is already quite full. Many apologies! But I'm definitely bookmarking you if that's okay so that I know in case my schedule opens up.
[15:45] Christine Bailey: Either way, I'm always up for a chat, at least.
[15:46] Lexi Luvs: That's just fine, ya silly. [sub]It's mostly that our kinks and desired type of scene are practically made for eachother and it'd be a shame not to try out ruining Lexi's life when you're free.[/sub]
[15:47] Christine Bailey: I freely admit you have quite a few kinks I'm usually looking for when it comes to Christine's partners.
[15:49] Lexi Luvs: See. I have psychic powers-- And you're even a fan of a slow degradation rather than all these losers who need to get to the meat right away. It's too perfect.♥
[15:52] Christine Bailey: Definitely, I plan for long-term RPs pretty much exclusively and the only way for me to enjoy them is to keep ramping things up slowly.
[15:53] Christine Bailey: That way, there's always many ideas to explore and thus things to look forward to.
[15:54] Lexi Luvs: Oh! Mind if I ask how you are on brainwashing/mental abuse/mind-play? [sub]I-it's kind of my weakness.[/sub]
[15:56] Christine Bailey: Well, the thing is... By default, I prefer to play Christine nice, so leaning mostly towards con/dub-con scenes, but I have toyed with a few let's say mean ideas even though I never got too far with them (my partners lost interest).
[15:57] Lexi Luvs: Do [i]you[/i] have interest in mean-ness cutie? My whole love is gentle, loving cruelty/abuse. The kind where it's clear that there's a huge connection, yet everything done to express it is wonderfully fucked up.♥
[15:57] Christine Bailey: As for mind-play,  it's something... I want to be careful about. I think I prefer for characters to retain their own will, so full on hypnosis is probably not something that I'd enjoy much. Conditioning with reward/punishment is fine/welcome, though.
[15:58] Christine Bailey: Oh, definitely, even when Christine is mean she almost always smiles and isn't cold/physically cruel or rude or such.
[15:58] Lexi Luvs: Beautiful.~ There was an old image floating around where a cutie realized her mother only gave her knee-bouncing until she squirted when she was in a messy diaper, and commented upon that coincidence, only to recieve "I know.♥" in return.~ Best possible outcome to ruin a girl's sex life forever.♥
[16:03] Christine Bailey: Ohh! Intriguing! Although here's one more weird thing about me. I'm usually not a fan of including much or any sex, in fact, especially when diapers are included. That doesn't mean sex drive would have to be ignored, though. Chastity definitely, or maybe associating pleasure with something related to diapers, though... That might be interesting!
[16:08] Lexi Luvs: That is the absolute top tier. Being totally denied sex, and then having that desire shaped into something even more sick.♥ I've always had a penchant for the caretaker associating diaper usage with sex/orgasm, such that through the process, the girl begins untraining herself of her own will, looking forward to her next accident shamefully because it's the only way she can clear her perpetually-horny head anymore♥
[16:11] Lexi Luvs: Oh! Any particular quirks for how you like to approach loss of control, by the way?♥
[16:12] Christine Bailey: I think if anything when it comes to associating orgasm with something, I'd go either with diapers, or something diaper related, or (public) nudity or exhibitionism and related shame.
[16:14] Christine Bailey: Loss of control as in incontinence or in general?
[16:14] Lexi Luvs: That also sounds equally humiliating.~ And yes, unless you'd like to elaborate on the overall! You said you're much more about the journey than the destination - what parts are the best?
[16:16] Christine Bailey: When it comes to incontinence and (forced) diaper usage, I prefer either rewards/coaxing, or blackmail/coercion (if it's mean Chrissy) but I'm also a big fan of medical play, so things like enemas, catheters, suppositories, laxatives/diuretics. Then there's simple but effective stuff like locking the bathroom, of course, which I also like!
[16:18] Christine Bailey: Hmm, what parts are best? I believe all parts can be great, subtle ones or very kinky ones alike!
[16:18] Christine Bailey: For me, this "journey rather than destination" thingy really mostly is about gradual inclusion of both new kinks into the scenes as well as new scenes overall.
[16:19] Lexi Luvs: Oh good.~ I hope to push your horizons just a little bit further♥
[16:23] Christine Bailey: Now, when it comes to general loss of control, there are definitely bits of it I like besides just incontinence. Most importantly rules regarding behavior, speech, clothing, maybe even food, although this mostly applies to infantilism, but I don't see that one amongst your kinks - this connects well with loss of agency as well as dependency. With that being said, urethra play, force feeding and movement restriction are something I'd be interested in as well.
[16:24] Christine Bailey: Oh and in some way enforced chastity as well, naturally.
[16:26] Christine Bailey: Now I'm actually wondering, since infantilism isn't in your kinks, does it mean you're looking for diapers mostly as a tool for degradation, loss of agency and such, rather than something... Hmm, let's say cute and/or to be accompanied by other infantilism related things, like cribs, dummies, etc.?
[16:31] Lexi Luvs: I tend to hate the [i]kinds[/i] of play I get when I advertise for infantilsm, as it's all bottles and rattles and assuming that's degrading and supposed to make me go ".////." rather than silly. Jangling keys isn't humiliating. Though for me, I love infantilism when it's done through the veil of degradation/humiliation/complete surrender of control. Imagine a few months have passed with Christine gradually taking over little sections of Lexi's life, imagine she hadn't changed her own pants for three weeks now, and on accident one day says "Bye, mom" on the end of one of their phone conversations - and spends the next 40 minutes mentally killing herself over it. Another week passes and we gradually move into more formally recognizing it, now that she slipped up and admitted what's on her mind: Maybe she's allowed to use the bathroom for the first time she can remember if she asks properly for it.♥
[16:33] Lexi Luvs: One of the big things I've always loved is the physical/mental dichotomy. Sure, it's humiliating to have your urethra violated at all hours of the day, not be able to feed yourself, be forced to crawl, have someone else yank you out of classes due to a sudden maturity decline, etc--- but even more humiliating is accepting that and growing comfortable with it. Watching something you used to absolutely hate become nice, or looked forward to.♥
[16:36] Christine Bailey: I see! And I agree, as humiliating as it is, I much more prefer if the character becomes accepting of it or even looking forward to it slowly over time. I feel like if it stays only on "I hate it" level, it can get very same-y and stale rather quick for me.
[16:37] Lexi Luvs: Absolutely.♥
[16:38] Christine Bailey: It's intriguing to me. I actually never got very far with RPs where diapers weren't used together with infantilism. But you have many otherwise infantilism related things (or ones closely related, loss of control/agency over many things as well as dependency) but you don't seem to be fan of the more cutesy side of infantilism, if I get that right.
[16:40] Lexi Luvs: I'm fine with it! I even like it, as long as it's a side rather than the main dish, if that makes sense? There's little done for me with bottles and pacifiers, mostly because it's an overused [i]aesthetic[/i] that is supposed to translate to shame, rather than shameful acts being enhanced by realizing you can't even pretend to be an adult anymore if baby bouncers are actually fun for you.♥
[16:41] Christine Bailey: I have to say that that for some reason I find the idea of just diapers being included but not cutesy infantilism stuff even more degrading in some way, than both together. It just makes it... way more clear that diapers are for humiliation/degradation. At least for me.
[16:41] Lexi Luvs: Oh.~ And is that something you like, hm?~
[16:42] Lexi Luvs: A normal girl losing control over her undies, before her girlfriend steps in and gradually steals away her adulthood with every slip up?♥
[16:44] Christine Bailey: It might depend on how exactly is her adulthood being stolen (besides diapers) and it might also depend on the overall story (...I like to have at least some simple story-line, I'm terrible at RPing without context) but from what I have been able to experience as far as "only diapers" RPs go, I might be very much up for it.
[16:49] Lexi Luvs: Not, say, the overt kind of infantilsm, with pastel cribs and nursery rhymes, but a more subtle loss of adulthood that sinks in over time. Keys suddenly go missing and the replacement will take a few weeks, forced to ask to be driven somewhere. Food is already cut up so one never needs to touch a knife. Gradual persuasion to quit job for a few weeks to just get one's head sorted out, and then two months later realizing that she's never asked you to go back. Helping with changes turns into always being 'helped' turns into locking her into diapers so she doesn't mess up her change if she tries it on her own. After a long time, the realization hits that she may as week have been kidnapped to turn into her girlfriend's child - what would be the difference? Why is she so happy?♥
[16:50] Lexi Luvs: [sub]Look what I did. Got myself all antsy. Be able to play sometime soon, you big jerk. I have too many ideas in my head not to.~[/sub]
[16:53] Christine Bailey: This is all very clever, I really like it! You clearly have thought about it a lot! Or at least as much as I'm usually thinking through things like untraining back to diapers.
[16:53] Lexi Luvs: So daily, I assume.♥
[16:53] Christine Bailey: Duh! :3
[16:55] Lexi Luvs: Oh~ And of course! Earnest effort to help her girlfriend get over her little accident episode gradually giving way to darker desires. Like prolonging it, because she's so cute when she's vulnerable like this.. Sabotaging her efforts to hold in her oopsies with slightly-too-hard-hugs. Persuading her to get used to it, because it's been months and she's only gotten worse.... Eventually, simply cupping Lexi's bottom and whispering "Push" and daring her to disobey.♥
[16:55] Christine Bailey: I wonder what you prefer as the trigger so to speak, for these events. Would you prefer simply Christine wanting to do this or would it perhaps start with Lexi's wetting accident which would put such ideas into Christine's mind? Or something else entirely to trigger it...?
[16:56] Christine Bailey: Ah, I think you might've just answered my question. :)
[16:57] Lexi Luvs: [sub]Ngh. Fuck. I just made it hotter as hell with that last sentence. Imagine Lexi wasn't incontinent. Imagine how that changes it all - girlfriend develops an accident fetish and starts slipping drugs into her drinks, learning massage techniques that cause a sudden flow, convincing her to use diapers, asking nicely if Lexi would trust her with something that intimate, for the sake of their relationship...~
[16:58] Lexi Luvs: And then simply "Lexi, sweetie? You're clean. Fix that.♥" And giving her a certain look that says "Try not to, see what happens.♥"
[16:58] Lexi Luvs: How much worse.~ How much hotter. Yeah.♥
[16:59] Christine Bailey: Oh I would definitely like to see at least a period of time in RP where Lexi uses her diaper on her own, rather than because of an accident. I feel like that even more humiliating, in a way.
[17:00] Lexi Luvs: I know~ Imagine how soul-crushing it would be to realize that you've been forcing all this out for your girlfriend but-- oh god, did it just start slipping out that time?
[17:01] Lexi Luvs: Think of how much she's going to tease you when she changes you now!!♥
[17:02] Christine Bailey: That's one thing I really love, slowly induced incontinence, either just bladder and maybe later even bowels, from prolonged diaper use.
[17:03] Christine Bailey: Actual incontinence caused this way (through diaper use) is optional for me, though. I'm completely fine if that doesn't happen. My preference might even be just bladder incontinence on its own.
[17:04] Lexi Luvs: [sub]Weeeeak.~ Nothing's more humiliating than an immediately-haunting grease between your cheeks~[/sub]
[17:04] Christine Bailey: Hehe! But if it does happen, I'd want it to be a gradual thing, too!
[17:04] Lexi Luvs: But of course, silly sweetie~
[17:05] Lexi Luvs: Are you alright with bowels~ T-they're kind of the pinnacle of embarassment for me.♥
[17:06] Christine Bailey: When it comes to diapers, both wetting and soiling are almost mandatory for me. Although, weirdly enough, I'm not that big a fan of scat otherwise.
[17:06] Lexi Luvs: Me too! Only in diapers.♥
[17:09] Christine Bailey: I'd be even okay with wet or even a messy accident in panties once or twice, though. But that would be about it. I'm fairly open to how many details people want to include when it comes to diaper usage when the diaper is still closed. I'm a bit iffy on flatulence, though.
[17:09] Lexi Luvs: Good, because it's boring and that sucks~
[17:10] Lexi Luvs: You said earlier you're not free for RP, am I right in assuming that's for chat RP, or are you closed on notes, too?
[17:10] Christine Bailey: I RP only over notes, because I like to write longer replies and don't want people to have to wait an hour or more for me.
[17:10] Christine Bailey: Well, that's one reason, at least.
[17:10] Christine Bailey: I already have a few note-based RPs going, so that's why I can't offer more at the moment.
[17:11] Lexi Luvs: [sub]I genuinely enjoy multipara RP when it takes literally 8 hours. I've had 2+ hour between-post times.~[/sub]
[17:11] Lexi Luvs: But, aaah. That's okay, cutie~ I'm just all hype to lewd you now.♥
[17:12] Christine Bailey: I try to respond as quick as possible, of course, but usually I manage between 3 to 5 replies per week.
[17:13] Christine Bailey: Multi-para, so three or more paragraphs. Especially if my partner writes about the same length.
[17:14] Lexi Luvs: [sub]I tend to stick around 3para on F-chat. If I'm given a lot, I can write waay more. I think I did 8para with a cutie once in a brainwashing scene, it was top tier.~[/sub]
[17:17] Christine Bailey: Coincidentally my biggest recent reply does have 8 paragraphs as well. But I usually write about 4-6, depending on how inspired I feel at that moment. :3
[17:18] Christine Bailey: Do you have any suggestions or wishes when it comes to the story, or rather, the premise of RP?
[17:18] Lexi Luvs: Several kinds of things really appeal to me, like, the framework of the RP?
[17:20] Christine Bailey: Yeah, the basic idea that gets things moving. I have a few ideas on my page, but they're not filled out yet, except one. My apologies. Some of them might fit, though.
[17:20] Christine Bailey: I pretty much require some kind of basic story, otherwise I wouldn't know how to "steer" the RP event-wise.
[17:21] Christine Bailey: Of course, that doesn't mean the RP itself isn't about 80% kinky stuff in some way or other.
[17:22] Lexi Luvs: So I have a weakness for things that Lexi can't get out of, denying escape or gradually reining in her chances to get free as things go on. It works well with things like 'research projects' and abusive relationships, where Lexi has just moved in. I've never once turned down a kidnapping scene because those make my heart flutter. That's the kind of stuff I usually work at.
[17:22] Lexi Luvs: I've always been wanting to do some sort of incest scene where it's the actual parent corrupting Lexi for her own good, that is sickeningly wrong and hot♥

[we broke off there]