>The rest of my life, huh?
What are you-

>Jajaan~~

>*gasp*
Hey, that's the career assessment form-

>*giggles*

>Hey!
*disappointed "Aaah"*
*disgruntled "Uegh"*

>I don't need something like that. It's impossible for me to think about my future.
I can't even recognise myself right now.

>Eh?

>I've always, always denied my present self.
"Why is this happening? What should I do to avoid it?"
How can I know what I want to do later when I don't even know what I want to do right now?

>*contemplative hmm*

>*sound of epiphany*
There's one thing I want to do! I want to fall in love normally!

>*falling sounds of "uuAAAGhur"*

>Het, what's wrong?

>Y-You don't even have someone-
No...

>Someone I like? I don't even know who it is.
I wanted to be born into a normal family, then raised as a normal good girl, and then have a normal encounter with a guy, and become friends normally. I wanted to fall in love normally like that...

>Why are you using past tense?

>I told you, it's impossible.
I mean, the condition are already wrong. I'm not normal at all.

>What do you mean by "normal"?

>Eh?

>What's right, and what's wrong? Who's there to decide those things?

>Hold it, why are you suddently lecturing me?

>*surprised "uh" that gets stuck in his throat*
Oh, no... I didn't mean that...
Where are you going? What about the career assessments?

>I'm going home, I don't give a damn about that.

>Taiga...