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- Tougane has joined the chat
- Tougane: What do you need to talk about?
- xMaliceReturnsx: Let me rant without interruption.
- Tougane: Sure.
- xMaliceReturnsx: You know my feelings for you are still incredibly fucking strong to the point I am angry at myself for continuing to have such feelings after everything we've talked about.
- xMaliceReturnsx: I hate how I can't move on from this fucking feeling
- xMaliceReturnsx: I hate it
- xMaliceReturnsx: I despise it
- xMaliceReturnsx: I want to rip out my heart and throw it in the ocean
- xMaliceReturnsx: I don't know how one can fall head over fucking heels with someone over the internet
- xMaliceReturnsx: I dont
- xMaliceReturnsx: But it happened.
- xMaliceReturnsx: Now
- xMaliceReturnsx: Due to what happened, Micheala has been struggling incredibly hard
- xMaliceReturnsx: She's been receiving bitchings from Chris about being replaced
- xMaliceReturnsx: Dealing with his usperiority
- xMaliceReturnsx: Superiority*
- xMaliceReturnsx: " "
- xMaliceReturnsx: She's tired of hearing people go behind the backs of people she cares most for.
- xMaliceReturnsx: She's tired of it all
- xMaliceReturnsx: I can tell she's giving the fuck up
- xMaliceReturnsx: She's slowly giving up
- xMaliceReturnsx: And like we both stated last night, I'm fully fucking tired of that
- xMaliceReturnsx: Know that my love for you will NEVER falter nor go away. I will always love you.
- xMaliceReturnsx: But I'm locking that shit away
- xMaliceReturnsx: All of it
- xMaliceReturnsx: The only feeling I have will be for our daughter
- xMaliceReturnsx: I WILL be a caring, loving mother
- xMaliceReturnsx: I will step up to the fucking plate
- xMaliceReturnsx: I'm tired of my baby being hurt by, not only my drama, but others
- xMaliceReturnsx: So.
- xMaliceReturnsx: You and I are GOING to get along
- xMaliceReturnsx: We are GOING to be there for her
- xMaliceReturnsx: She needs us
- xMaliceReturnsx: And frankly?
- xMaliceReturnsx: And I'm throwing your words back at you
- xMaliceReturnsx: We need her too
- xMaliceReturnsx: Yes, I am being a bitch
- Tougane: Not really.
- xMaliceReturnsx: Interruption. *marks it on her notepad*
- Tougane: Okay?
- xMaliceReturnsx: I am TIRED
- xMaliceReturnsx: Of being
- Tougane: I already told you to get your shit together.
- xMaliceReturnsx: In the dark of everything.
- Tougane: So do it.
- xMaliceReturnsx: Oi
- xMaliceReturnsx: You
- xMaliceReturnsx: Are interrupting
- Tougane: Keep going, then.
- xMaliceReturnsx: I find everything out last.
- xMaliceReturnsx: LAst.
- xMaliceReturnsx: By Micheala
- xMaliceReturnsx: Some things I found out? I despise. I hate.
- xMaliceReturnsx: They broke me.
- xMaliceReturnsx: But I will not be viewed as the pathetic cheating girl anymore.
- xMaliceReturnsx: I've already established what I did was wrong.
- xMaliceReturnsx: Call me the cheating girl.
- xMaliceReturnsx: But I am taking back my pride
- xMaliceReturnsx: I will be that girl you first met in the Hunter's Guild
- xMaliceReturnsx: And I will be that girl who overcomes the darkness. Again.
- Tougane: From what I heard, you'd already been cheating with others before I even met you.
- Tougane: It's not taking your pride back.
- Tougane: It's growing up.
- Tougane: If you change back in to the girl I met, you're ultimately the same.
- xMaliceReturnsx: When the hell did I cheat on others?
- Tougane: Michaela hates how addicted you are to your own sexual desires.
- Tougane: They get the best of you.
- Tougane: Chris or whoever... Somebody you supposed lied about while dating one of them.
- xMaliceReturnsx: Lol, nope. Never cheated on or with him
- Tougane: Okay, well, it was somebody. I just can't remember their name.
- Tougane: Point is, you've had a bad record.
- Tougane: So, work on growing up.
- Tougane: If you really wanted to settle with me, you would've done so and been adult about it.
- Tougane: Leaving that Chase boy.
- Tougane: So, if that's what you want now, don't fool around.
- xMaliceReturnsx: "if that's what you want now" Pardon my small hope and ability to get easily confused, but settle in general, or settle with you? Cause I thought that would never happen.
- Tougane: I can't trust you as you are now, so make a change, and maybe someday.
- xMaliceReturnsx: So there /is/ hope?
- Tougane: Not yet.
- Tougane: Doesn't mean their can't be.
- xMaliceReturnsx: *she shrugs* Fair enough.
- Tougane: there*
- xMaliceReturnsx: Thought that looked whacky.
- Tougane: Mm.
- xMaliceReturnsx: *Grammar Nazi*
- Tougane: That's annoying.
- xMaliceReturnsx: Sue me.
- xMaliceReturnsx: So. Can you lock away the feelings?
- xMaliceReturnsx: So we can coexist
- Tougane: I already have.
- xMaliceReturnsx: Perfect. *she extends her hand in front of him* To coexisting.
- Tougane: Eh, I don't want to shake your hand.
- xMaliceReturnsx: Don't want to touch me? Mmk.
- Tougane: No, it's just you're being pedantic.
- xMaliceReturnsx: What's so wrong about that?
- Tougane: I'm not in a mood for bullshit. If we have to be particular about just being friends, then it's unnatural and we shouldn't waste our time.
- xMaliceReturnsx: How is me ventin everything out to you then wanting to shake your hand a waste of time in your eyes? How is it bullshit?
- Tougane: Because it seems we have a chore of being friends.
- xMaliceReturnsx: It's not a chore.
- xMaliceReturnsx: I needed to say what I did so it wouldnt be bottled up. So you knew.
- xMaliceReturnsx: Instead of just saying
- xMaliceReturnsx: "Hey. Let's be friends. I got this down"
- Tougane: We're not friends if we just sit around uncomfortable and awkward.
- xMaliceReturnsx: Are you going to be awkward?
- xMaliceReturnsx: Or uncomfortable?
- xMaliceReturnsx: Cause I'm not. Now that I got all that stuff above off my chest.
- Tougane: No, I won't.
- xMaliceReturnsx: So we're friends then, yes?
- Tougane: If you feel that's what's best, but I need to see this growth. So far, I don't like this new Jackie.
- Tougane: But I'll bite my tongue.
- xMaliceReturnsx: I'm currently in a more relaxed stage of my bitch rage mode.
- xMaliceReturnsx: People have pissed me off today.
- xMaliceReturnsx: So there is adrenaline
- xMaliceReturnsx: You'll see change. Don't worry.
- Tougane: I busted open my hand on a car motor and then tore open the wound smashing my fist on a heavy bag.
- Tougane: Don't worry, I know the pissiness.
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