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- Chains of the Sea
- by Gardner Dozois
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- Copyright (c)1973 Gardner Dozois
- First published in Chains of the Sea, ed. Robert Silverberg, Nelson, 1973
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- Science Fiction
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- One day the aliens landed, just as everyone always said they would.
- They fell out of a guileless blue sky and into the middle of a clear, cold
- November day, four of them, four alien ships drifting down like the snow that
- had been threatening to fall all week. America was just shouldering its way
- into daylight as they made planetfall, so they landed there: one in the
- Delaware Valley about fifteen miles north of Philadelphia, one in Ohio, one in
- a desolate region of Colorado, and one -- for whatever reason -- in a cane
- field outside of Caracas, Venezuela. To those who actually saw them come down,
- the ships seemed to fall rather than to descend under any intelligent control:
- a black nailhead suddenly tacked to the sky, coming all at once from nowhere,
- with no transition, like a Fortean rock squeezed from a high appearing-point,
- hanging way up there and winking intolerably bright in the sunlight; and then
- gravity takes hold of it, visibly, and it begins to fall, far away and
- dream-slow at first, swelling larger, growing huge, unbelievably big, a
- mountain hurled at the earth, falling with terrifying speed, rolling in the
- air, tumbling end over end, overhead, coming down -- and then it is sitting
- peacefully on the ground; it has not crashed, and although it didn't slow down
- and it didn't stop, there it _is_, and not even a snowflake could have settled
- onto the frozen mud more lightly.
- To those photo reconnaissance jets fortunate enough to be flying a
- routine pattern at thirty thousand feet over the Eastern Seaboard when the
- aliens blinked into their airspace, to the automatic, radar-eyed,
- computer-reflexed facilities at USADCOM Spacetrack East, and to the United
- States Aerospace Defense Command HQ in Colorado Springs, although they didn't
- have convenient recon planes up for a double check -- the picture was
- different. The high-speed cameras showed the landing as a _process_: as if the
- alien spaceships existed simultaneously everywhere along their path of
- descent, stretched down from the stratosphere and gradually sifting entirely
- to the ground, like confetti streamers thrown from a window, like Slinkys
- going down a flight of stairs. In the films, the alien ships appeared to
- recede from the viewpoint of the reconnaissance planes, vanishing into
- perspective, and that was all right, but the ships also appeared to dwindle
- away into infinity from the viewpoint of Spacetrack East on the ground, and
- that definitely was not all right. The most constructive comment ever made on
- this phenomenon was that it was odd. It was also odd that the spaceships had
- not been detected approaching Earth by observation stations on the Moon, or by
- the orbiting satellites, and nobody ever figured that out, either.
- From the first second of contact to touchdown, the invasion of Earth
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- had taken less than ten minutes. At the end of that time, there were four big
- ships on the ground, shrouded in thick steam -- _not_ cooling off from the
- friction of their descent, as was first supposed; the steam was actually mist:
- everything had frozen solid in a fifty-foot circle around the ships, and the
- quick-ice was now melting as temperatures rose back above freezing -- frantic
- messages were snarling up and down the continentwide nervous system of
- USADCOM, and total atomic war was a hairsbreadth away. While the humans
- scurried in confusion, the Artificial Intelligence (AI) created by MIT-Bell
- Labs linked itself into the network of high-speed, twentieth-generation
- computers placed at its disposal by a Red Alert Priority, evaluated data
- thoughtfully for a minute and a half and then proceeded to get in touch with
- its opposite number in the Russian Republics. It had its own, independently
- evolved methods of doing this, and achieved contact almost instantaneously,
- although the Pentagon had not yet been able to reach the Kremlin -- that
- didn't matter anyway; they were only human, and all the important talking was
- going on in another medium. AI "talked" to the Russian system for another
- seven minutes, while eons of time clicked by on the electronic scale, and
- World War III was averted. Both Intelligences finally decided that they didn't
- understand what was going on, a conclusion the human governments of Earth
- wouldn't reach for hours, and would never admit at all.
- The only flourish of action took place in the three-minute lag between
- the alien touchdown and the time AI assumed command of the defense network,
- and involved a panicked general at USADCOM HQ and a malfunction in the --
- never actually used -- fail-safe system that enabled him to lob a small
- tactical nuclear device at the Colorado landing site. The device detonated at
- point-blank range, right against the side of the alien ship, but the fireball
- didn't appear. There didn't seem to be an explosion at all. Instead, the hull
- of the ship turned a blinding, incredibly hot white at the point of
- detonation, faded to blue-white, to a hellish red, to sullen tones of violet
- that flickered away down the spectrum. The same pattern of precessing colors
- chased itself around the circumference of the ship until it reached the impact
- point again, and then the hull returned to its former dull black. The ship was
- unharmed. There had been no sound, not even a whisper. The tactical device had
- been a clean bomb, but instruments showed that no energy or radiation had been
- released at all.
- After this, USADCOM became very thoughtful.
- ****
- Tommy Nolan was already a half hour late to school, but he wasn't hurrying. He
- dawdled along the secondary road that led up the hill behind the old sawmill,
- and watched smoke go up in thick black lines from the chimneys of the houses
- below, straight and unwavering in the bright, clear morning, like brushstrokes
- against the sky. The roofs were made of cold gray and red tiles that winked
- sunlight at him all the way to the docks, where clouds of sea gulls bobbed and
- wheeled, dipped and rose, their cries coming faint and shrill to him across
- the miles of chimneys and roofs and aerials and wind-tossed treetops. There
- was a crescent sliver of ocean visible beyond the dock, like a slitted blue
- eye peering up over the edge of the world. Tommy kicked a rock, kicked it
- again, and then found a tin can which he kicked instead, clattering it along
- ahead of him. The wind snatched at the fur on his parka, _puff_, momentarily
- making the cries of the sea gulls very loud and distinct, and then carrying
- them away again, back over the roofs to the sea. He kicked the tin can over
- the edge of a bluff, and listened to it somersault invisibly away through the
- undergrowth. He was whistling tunelessly, and he had taken his gloves off and
- stuffed them in his parka pocket, although his mother had told him
- specifically not to, it was so cold for November. Tommy wondered briefly what
- the can must feel like, tumbling down through the thick ferns and weeds,
- finding a safe place to lodge under the dark, secret roots of the trees. He
- kept walking, _skuff-skuff_ing gravel very loudly. When he was halfway up the
- slope, the buzz saw started up at the mill on the other side of the bluff. It
- moaned and shrilled metallically, whining up through the stillness of the
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- morning to a piercing shriek that hurt his teeth, then sinking low, low, to a
- buzzing, grumbling roar, like an angry giant muttering in the back of his
- throat. An _animal_, Tommy thought, although he knew it was a saw. _Maybe it's
- a dinosaur._ He shivered deliciously. A _dinosaur_!
- Tommy was being a puddle jumper this morning. That was why he was so
- late. There had been a light rain the night before, scattering puddles along
- the road, and Tommy had carefully jumped over every one between here and the
- house. It took a long time to do it right, but Tommy was being very
- conscientious. He imagined himself as a machine, a vehicle -- a puddle jumper.
- No matter that he had legs instead of wheels, and arms and a head, that was
- just the kind of ship he was, with he himself sitting somewhere inside and
- driving the contraption, looking out through the eyes, working the pedals and
- gears and switches that made the ship go. He would drive himself up to a
- puddle, maneuver very carefully until he was in exactly the right position,
- backing and cutting his wheels and nosing in again, and then put the ship into
- jumping gear, stomp down on the accelerator, and let go of the brake switch.
- And away he'd go, like a stone from a catapult, _up_, the puddle flashing
- underneath, then _down_, with gravel jarring hard against his feet as the
- earth slapped up to meet him. Usually he cleared the puddle. He'd only
- splashed down in water once this morning, and he'd jumped puddles almost two
- feet across. A pause then to check his systems for amber damage lights. The
- board being all green, he'd put the ship in _travel_ gear and drive along some
- more, slowly, scanning methodically for the next puddle. All this took
- considerable time, but it wasn't a thing you could skimp on -- you had to do
- it right.
- He thought occasionally, _Mom will be mad again_, but it lacked force
- and drifted away on the wind. Already breakfast this morning was something
- that had happened a million years ago -- the old gas oven lighted for warmth
- and hissing comfortably to itself, the warm cereal swimming with lumps, the
- radio speaking coldly in the background about things he never bothered to
- listen to, the hard gray light pouring through the window onto the kitchen
- table.
- Mom had been puffy-eyed and coughing. She had been watching television
- late and had fallen asleep on the couch again, her cloth coat thrown over her
- for a blanket, looking very old when Tommy came out to wake her before
- breakfast and to shut off the humming test pattern on the TV. Tommy's father
- had yelled at her again during breakfast, and Tommy had gone into the bathroom
- for a long time, washing his hands slowly and carefully until he heard his
- father leave for work. His mother pretended that she wasn't crying as she made
- his cereal and fixed him "coffee," thinned dramatically with a half a cup of
- cold water and a ton of milk and sugar, "for the baby," although that was
- exactly the way she drank it herself. She had already turned the television
- back on, the moment her husband's footsteps died away, as if she couldn't
- stand to have it silent. It murmured unnoticed in the living room, working its
- way through an early children's show that even Tommy couldn't bear to watch.
- His mother said she kept it on to check the time so that Tommy wouldn't be
- late, but she never did that. Tommy always had to remind her when it was time
- to bundle him into his coat and leggings and rubber boots -- when it was
- raining -- for school. He could never get rubber boots on right by himself,
- although he tried very hard and seriously. He always got tangled up anyway.
- He reached the top of the hill just as the buzz saw chuckled and
- sputtered to a stop, leaving a humming, vibrant silence behind it. Tommy
- realized that he had run out of puddles, and he changed himself instantly into
- a big, powerful land tank, the kind they showed on the war news on television,
- that could run on caterpillar treads or wheels and had a hovercraft air
- cushion for the tough parts. Roaring, and revving his engine up and down, he
- turned off the gravel road into the thick stand of fir forest. He followed the
- footpath, tearing along terrifically on his caterpillar treads, knocking the
- trees down and crushing them into a road for him to roll on. That made him
- uneasy, though, because he loved trees. He told himself that the trees were
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- only being bent down under his weight, and that they sprang back up again
- after he passed, but that didn't sound right. He stopped to figure it out.
- There was a quiet murmur in the forest, as if everything were breathing very
- calmly and rhythmically. Tommy felt as if he'd been swallowed by a huge,
- pleasant green creature, not because it wanted to eat him, but just to let him
- sit peacefully in its stomach for shelter. Even the second-growth saplings
- were taller than he was. Listening to the forest, Tommy felt an urge to go
- down into the deep woods and talk to the Thants, but then he'd never get to
- school at all. Wheels would get tangled in roots, he decided, and switched on
- the hovercraft cushion. He floated down the path, pushing the throttle down as
- far as it would go, because he was beginning to worry a little about what
- would happen to him if he was _too_ late.
- Switching to wheels, he bumped out of the woods and onto Highland
- Avenue. Traffic was heavy here; the road was full of big trucks and
- tractor-trailers on the way down to Boston, on the way up to Portland. Tommy
- had to wait almost ten minutes before traffic had thinned out enough for him
- to dash across to the other side of the road. His mother had told him never to
- go to school this way, so this was the way he went every chance he got.
- Actually, his house was only a half a mile away from the school, right down
- Walnut Street, but Tommy always went by an incredibly circuitous route. He
- didn't think of it that way -- it took him by all his favorite places.
- So he rolled along the road shoulder comfortably enough, following the
- avenue. There were open meadows on this side of the road, full of wild wheat
- and scrub brush, and inhabited by families of Jeblings, who flitted back and
- forth between the road, which they shunned, and the woods on the far side of
- the meadow. Tommy called to them as he cruised by, but Jeblings are always
- shy, and today they seemed especially skittish. They were hard to see straight
- on, like all of the Other People, but he could catch glimpses of them out of
- the corners of his eyes: spindly beanstalk bodies, big pumpkinheads, glowing
- slit eyes, absurdly long and tapering fingers. They were in constant motion --
- he could hear them thrashing through the brush, and their shrill, nervous
- giggling followed him for quite a while along the road. But they wouldn't come
- out, or even stop to talk to him, and he wondered what had stirred them up.
- As he came in sight of the school, a flight of jet fighters went by
- overhead, very high and fast, leaving long white scars across the sky, the
- scream of their passage trailing several seconds behind them. They were
- followed by a formation of bigger planes, going somewhat slower. _Bombers?_
- Tommy thought, feeling excited and scared as he watched the big planes drone
- out of sight. Maybe this was going to be the War. His father was always
- talking about the War, and how it would be the end of everything -- a
- proposition that Tommy found interesting, if not necessarily desirable. Maybe
- that was why the Jeblings were excited.
- The bell marking the end of the day's first class rang at that moment,
- cutting Tommy like a whip, and frightening him far more than his thoughts of
- the War. _I'm really going to catch it_, Tommy thought, breaking into a run,
- too panicked to turn himself into anything other than a boy, or to notice the
- new formation of heavy bombers rumbling in from the northeast.
- By the time he reached the school, classes had already finished
- changing, and the new classes had been in progress almost five minutes. The
- corridors were bright and empty and echoing, like a fluorescently lighted
- tomb. Tommy tried to keep running once he was inside the building, but the
- clatter he raised was so horrendous and terrifying that he slowed to a walk
- again. It wasn't going to make any difference anyway, not anymore, not now. He
- was already in for it.
- Everyone in his class turned to look at him as he came in, and the room
- became deadly quiet. Tommy stood in the doorway, horrified, wishing that he
- could crawl into the ground, or turn invisible, or run. But he could do
- nothing but stand there, flushing with shame, and watch everyone watch him.
- His classmates' faces were snide, malicious, sneering and expectant. His
- friends, Steve Edwards and Bobbie Williamson, were grinning nastily and slyly,
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- making sure that the teacher couldn't see. Everyone knew that he was going to
- get it, and they were eager to watch, feeling self-righteous and, at the same
- time, being glad that it wasn't they who had been caught. Miss Fredricks, the
- teacher, watched him icily from the far end of the room, not saying a word.
- Tommy shut the door behind him, wincing at the tremendous noise it made. Miss
- Fredricks let him get all the way to his desk and allowed him to sit down --
- feeling a sudden surge of hope -- before she braced him and made him stand up
- again.
- "Tommy, you're late," she said coldly.
- "Yes, ma'am."
- "You are very late." She had the tardy sheet from the previous class on
- her desk, and she fussed with it as she talked, her fingers repeatedly
- flattening it out and wrinkling it again. She was a tall, stick-thin woman, in
- her forties, although it really wouldn't have made any difference if she'd
- been sixty, or twenty -- all her juices had dried up years ago, and she had
- become ageless, changeless, and imperishable, like a mummy. She seemed not so
- much shriveled as baked in some odd oven of life into a hard, tough, leathery
- substance, like meat that is left out in the sun and turns into jerky. Her
- skin was fine-grained, dry, and slightly yellowed, like parchment. Her breasts
- had sagged down to her waist, and they bulged just above the belt of her
- skirt, like strange growths or tumors. Her face was a smooth latex mask.
- "You've been late for class twice this week," she said precisely,
- moving her mouth as little as possible. "And three times last week." She
- scribbled on a piece of paper and called him forward to take it. "I'm giving
- you another note for your mother, and I want her to sign it this time, and I
- want you to bring it back. Do you understand?" She stared directly at Tommy.
- Her eyes were tunnels opening through her head onto a desolate ocean of ice.
- "And if you're late again, or give me any more trouble, I'll make an
- appointment to send you down to see the school psychiatrist. And _he'll_ take
- care of you. Now go back to your seat, and let's not have any more of your
- nonsense."
- Tommy returned to his desk and sat numbly while the rest of the class
- rolled ponderously over him. He didn't hear a word of it and was barely aware
- of the giggling and whispered gibes of the children on either side of him. The
- note bulked incredibly heavy and awkward in his pocket; it felt hot, somehow.
- The only thing that called his attention away from the note, toward the end of
- the class, was his increasing awareness of the noise that had been growing
- louder and louder outside the windows. The Other People were moving. They were
- stirring all through the woods behind the school, they were surging restlessly
- back and forth, like a tide that has no place to go. That was not their usual
- behavior at all. Miss Fredricks and the other children didn't seem to hear
- anything unusual, but to Tommy it was clear enough to take his mind off even
- his present trouble, and he stared curiously out the window into the gritty,
- gray morning.
- Something was happening....
- ****
- The first action taken by the human governments of Earth -- as opposed to the
- actual government of Earth: AI and his counterpart Intelligences -- was an
- attempt to hush up everything. The urge to conceal information from the public
- had become so ingrained and habitual as to constitute a tropism -- it was as
- automatic and unavoidable as a yawn. It is a fact that the White House moved
- to hush up the alien landings before the administration had any idea that they
- _were_ alien landings; in fact, before the administration had any clear
- conception at all of what it was that they were trying to hush up. Something
- spectacular and very unofficial had happened, so the instinctive reaction of
- government was to sit on it and prevent it from hatching in public. Forty
- years of media-centered turmoil had taught them that the people didn't need to
- know anything that wasn't definitely in the script. It is also a fact that the
- first official governmental representatives to reach any of the landing sites
- were concerned exclusively with squelching all publicity of the event, while
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- the heavily armed military patrols dispatched to defend the country from
- possible alien invasion didn't arrive until later -- up to three-quarters of
- an hour later in one case -- which defined the priorities of the
- administration pretty clearly. This was an election year, and the body would
- be tightly covered until the government decided if it could be potentially
- embarrassing.
- Keeping the lid down, however, proved to be difficult. The Delaware
- Valley landing had been witnessed by hundreds of thousands of people in
- Pennsylvania and New Jersey, as the Ohio landing had been observed by a
- majority of the citizens in the North Canton-Canton-Akron area. The first
- people to reach the alien ship -- in fact, the first humans to reach any of
- the landing sites -- were the crew of a roving television van from a big
- Philadelphia station who had been covering a lackluster monster rally for the
- minority candidate nearby when the sky broke open. They lost no time in making
- for the ship, eager to get pictures of some real monsters, even though years
- of late-night science-fiction movies had taught them what usually happened to
- the first people snooping around the saucer when the hatch clanked open and
- the tentacled horrors oozed out. Still, they would take a chance on it. They
- parked their van a respectable distance away from the ship, poked their
- telephoto lenses cautiously over the roof of a tool shed in back of a
- boarded-up garage, and provided the Eastern Seaboard with fifteen minutes of
- live coverage and hysterical commentary until the police arrived.
- The police, five prowl cars and, after a while, a riot van, found the
- situation hopelessly over their heads. They alternated between terror, rage,
- and indecision, and mostly wished someone would show up to take the problem
- off their hands. They settled for cordoning off the area and waiting to see
- what would happen. The television van, belligerently ignored by the police,
- continued to telecast ecstatically for another ten minutes. When the
- government security team arrived by hovercraft and ordered the television crew
- to stop broadcasting, the anchorman told them to go fuck themselves, in spite
- of threats of federal prison. It took the armed military patrol that rumbled
- in later to shut down the television van, and even they had difficulty. By
- this time, though, most of the East were glued to their home sets, and the
- sudden cessation of television coverage caused twice as much panic as the
- original report of the landing.
- In Ohio, the ship came down in a cornfield, stampeding an adjacent herd
- of Guernseys and a farm family of Fundamentalists who believed they had
- witnessed the angel descending with the Seventh Seal. Here the military and
- police reached the site before anyone, except for a few hundred local people,
- who were immediately taken into protective custody en masse and packed into a
- drafty Grange hall under heavy guard. The authorities had hopes of keeping the
- situation under tight control, but within an hour they were having to contend,
- with accelerating inadequacy, with a motorized horde of curiosity seekers from
- Canton and Akron. Heads were broken, and dire consequences promised by
- iron-voiced bullhorns along a ten-mile front, but they couldn't arrest
- everybody, and apparently most of northern Ohio had decided to investigate the
- landing.
- By noon, traffic was hopelessly backed up all the way to North Canton,
- and west to Mansfield. The commander of the occupying military detachment was
- gradually forced to give up the idea of keeping people out of the area, and
- then, by sheer pressure of numbers, was forced to admit that he couldn't keep
- them out of the adjacent town, either. The commander, realizing that his
- soldiers were just as edgy and terrified as everybody else -- and that they
- were by no means the only ones who were armed, as most of the people who
- believed that they were going to see a flying saucer had brought some sort of
- weapon along -- reluctantly decided to pull his forces back into a tight
- cordon around the ship before serious bloodshed occurred.
- The townspeople, released from the Grange hall, went immediately for
- telephones and lawyers, and began suing everyone in sight for enormous
- amounts.
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- In Caracas, things were in even worse shape, which was not surprising,
- considering the overall situation in Venezuela at that time. There were major
- riots in the city, sparked both by rumors of imminent foreign invasion and
- A-bombing and by rumors of apocalyptic supernatural visitations. A half-dozen
- revolutionary groups, and about the same number of power-seeking splinter
- groups within the current government, seized the opportunity to make their
- respective moves and succeeded in cubing the confusion. Within hours, half of
- Caracas was in flames. In the afternoon, the army decided to "take measures,"
- and opened up on the dense crowds with .50-caliber machine guns. The .50s
- walked around the square for ten minutes, leaving more than 150 people dead
- and almost half again that number wounded. The army turned the question of the
- wounded over to the civil police as something beneath their dignity to
- consider. The civil police tackled the problem by sending squads of riflemen
- out to shoot the wounded. This process took another hour, but did have the
- advantage of neatly tying up all the loose ends. Churches were doing a
- land-office business, and every cathedral that wasn't part of a bonfire itself
- was likely to be ablaze with candles.
- The only landing anyone was at all happy with was the one in Colorado.
- There the ship had come down in the middle of a desolate, almost uninhabited
- stretch of semidesert. This enabled the military, directed by USADCOM HQ, to
- surround the landing site with rings of armor and infantry and artillery to
- their hearts' content, and to fill the sky overhead with circling jet
- fighters, bombers, hovercrafts, and helicopters. And all without any
- possibility of interference by civilians or the press. A minor government
- official was heard to remark that it was a shame the other aliens couldn't
- have been half that goddamned considerate.
- ****
- When the final class bell rang that afternoon, Tommy remained in his seat
- until Bobbie Williamson came over to get him.
- "Boy, old Miss Fredricks sure clobbered _you_," Bobbie said.
- Tommy got to his feet. Usually he was the first one out of school. But
- not today. He felt strange, as if only part of him were actually there, as if
- the rest of him were cowering somewhere else, hiding from Miss Fredricks.
- _Something bad is going to happen_, Tommy thought. He walked out of the class,
- followed by Bobbie, who was telling him something that he wasn't listening to.
- He felt sluggish, and his arms and legs were cold and awkward.
- They met Steve Edwards and Eddie Franklin at the outside door. "You
- really got it. Frag!" Eddie said, in greeting to Tommy. Steve grinned, and
- Bobbie said, "Miss Fredricks sure clobbered _him_, boy!" Tommy nodded,
- flushing in dull embarrassment. "Wait'll he gets home," Steve said wisely,
- "his ma gonna give it t'm too." They continued to rib him as they left the
- school, their grins growing broader and broader. Tommy endured it stoically,
- as he was expected to, and after a while he began to feel better somehow. The
- baiting slowly petered out, and at last Steve said, "Don't pay _her_ no mind.
- She ain't nothing but a fragging old lady," and everybody nodded in
- sympathetic agreement.
- "She don't bother me none," Tommy said. But there was still a lump of
- ice in his stomach that refused to melt completely. For them, the incident was
- over -- they had discharged their part of it, and it had ceased to exist. But
- for Tommy it was still a very present, viable force; its consequences
- stretched ahead to the loom of leaden darkness he could sense coming up over
- his personal horizon. He thrust his hands in his pockets and clenched his
- fingers to keep away bad luck. If it could be kept away.
- "Never mind," Bobbie said with elaborate scorn. "You wanna hear what I
- found out? The space people have landed!"
- "You scorching us?" Steve said suspiciously.
- "No scup, honest. The people from outer space are here. They're down in
- New York. There's a fragging big flying saucer and everything."
- "Where'd'ju find out?" Eddie said.
- "I listened at the teacher's room when we was having recess. They were
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- all in there, listening to it on TV. And it said there was a flying saucer.
- And Mr. Brogan said he hoped there wasn't no monsters in it. Monsters! Boy!"
- "Frag," Steve muttered cynically.
- "_Monsters_. D'you scan it? I bet they're really big and stuff, I mean
- _really_, like they're a hundred feet tall, you know? Really big ugly
- monsters, and they only got one big eye, and they got tentacles and
- everything. I mean, really scuppy-looking, and they got ray guns and stuff.
- And they're gonna kill everybody."
- "Frag," Steve repeated, more decisively.
- _They're not like that_, Tommy thought. He didn't know what they were
- like, he couldn't picture them at all, but he knew that they weren't like
- that. The subject disturbed him. It made him uneasy somehow, and he wished
- they'd stop talking about it. He contributed listlessly to the conversation,
- and tried not to listen at all.
- Somewhere along the line, it had been decided, tacitly, that they were
- going down to the beach. They worked on the subject of the aliens for a while,
- mostly repeating variations of what had been said before. Everyone, even Steve
- with his practiced cynicism, thought that there would be monsters. They
- fervently hoped for monsters, even hostile ones, as a refutation of everything
- they knew, everything their parents had told them. Talking of the monsters
- induced them to act them out, and instantly they were into a playlet, with
- characters and plot, and a continuous narrative commentary by the leader.
- Usually Tommy was the leader in these games, but he was still moody and
- preoccupied, so control fell, also tacitly, to Steve, who would lead them
- through a straightforward, uncomplicated play with plenty of action.
- Satisfactory, but lacking the motivations, detail, and theme and counterpoint
- that Tommy, with his more baroque imagination, customarily provided.
- Half of them became aliens and half soldiers, and they lasered each
- other down among the rocks at the end of the afternoon.
- Tommy played with detached ferocity, running and pointing his finger
- and making _fftttzzz_ sounds, and emitting joyous screams of "You're dead!
- You're dead!" But his mind wasn't really on it. They were playing about the
- aliens, and that subject still bothered him. And he was disturbed by the
- increasing unrest of the Other People, who were moving in the woods all around
- them, pattering through the leaves like an incessant, troubled rain. Out of
- the corner of his eye Tommy could see a group of Kerns emerging from a stand
- of gnarled oaks and walnuts at the bottom of a steep grassy slope. They
- paused, gravely considering the children. They were squat, solemn beings, with
- intricate faces, grotesque, melancholy, and beautiful. Eddie and Bobbie ran
- right by them without looking, locked in a fierce firefight, almost bumping
- into one. The Kerns did not move; they stood, swinging their arms back and
- forth, restlessly hunching their shoulders, stalky and close to the earth,
- like the old oak stumps they had paused by. One of the Kerns looked at Tommy
- and shook his head, sadly, solemnly. His eyes were beaten gold, and his skin
- was sturdy weathered bronze. They turned and made their way slowly up the
- slope, their backs hunched and their arms swinging, swinging, seeming to
- gradually merge with the earth, molecule by molecule, going home, until there
- was nothing left to be seen. Tommy went _fftttzzz_ thoughtfully. He could
- remember -- suspended in the clear amber of perception that is time to the
- young, not past, but _there_ -- when the rest of the children could also see
- the Other People. Now they could not see them at all, or talk to them, and
- didn't even remember that they'd once been able to, and Tommy wondered why. He
- had never been able to pinpoint exactly when the change had come, but he'd
- learned slowly and painfully that it had, that he couldn't talk about the
- Other People to his friends anymore, and that he must _never_ mention them to
- adults. It still staggered him, the gradual realization that he was the only
- one -- anywhere, apparently -- who saw the Other People. It was a thing too
- big for his mind, and it made him uneasy to think about it.
- The alien game carried them through a neck of the forest and down to
- where a small, swift stream spilled out into a sheltered cove. This was the
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- ocean, but not _the beach_, so they kept going, running along the top of the
- seawall, jumping down to the pebbly strip between it and the water. About a
- quarter of a mile along, they came on a place where the ocean thrust a narrow
- arm into the land. There was an abandoned, boarded-up factory there, and a
- spillway built across the estuary to catch the tide. The place was still
- called the Lead Mills by the locals, although only the oldest of them could
- remember it in operation. The boys swarmed up the bank, across the small
- bridge that the spillway carried on its back, and climbed down alongside the
- mill run, following the sluggish course of the estuary to where it widened
- momentarily into a rock-bordered pool. The pool was also called the Lead
- Mills, and was a favorite swimming place in the summer. Kids' legend had it
- that the pool was infested with alligators, carried up from the Gulf by an
- underground river, and it was delightfully scary to leap into water that might
- conceal a hungry, lurking death. The water was scummed with floating patches
- of ice, and Steve wondered what happened to the alligators when it got so
- cold. "They hide," Tommy explained. "They got these big caves down under the
- rock, like -- " _Like the Daleor_, he had been going to say, but he didn't.
- They threw rocks into the water for a while, without managing to rile any
- alligators into coming to the surface, and then Eddie suggested a game of
- falls. No one was too enthusiastic about this, but they played for a few
- minutes anyway, making up some sudden, lethal stimuli -- like a bomb thrown
- into their midst -- and seeing who could die the most spectacularly in
- response. As usual, the majority of the rounds were won either by Steve,
- because he was the most athletic, or Tommy, because he was the most
- imaginative, so the game was a little boring. But Tommy welcomed it because it
- kept his mind off the aliens and the Other People, and because it carried them
- farther along the course of the tidal river. He was anxious to get to the
- beach before it was time to go home.
- They forded the river just before it reached a low railroad trestle,
- and followed the tracks on the other side. This was an old spur line from the
- sawmill and the freight yard downtown, little used now and half-overgrown with
- dying weeds, but still the setting for a dozen grisly tales about children who
- had been run over by trains and cut to pieces. Enough of these tales were true
- to make most parents forbid their children to go anywhere near the tracks, so
- naturally the spur line had become the only route that anyone ever took to the
- beach. Steve led them right down the middle of the tracks, telling them that
- he would be able to feel the warning vibration in the rails before the train
- actually reached them, although privately he wasn't at all sure that he could.
- Only Tommy was really nervous about walking the rails, but he forced himself
- to do it anyway, trying to keep down thoughts of shattered flesh. They leaped
- from tie to wooden tie, pretending that the spaces between were abysses, and
- Tommy realized, suddenly and for the first time, that Eddie and Bobbie were
- too dull to be scared, and that Steve had to do it to prove he was the leader.
- Tommy blinked, and dimly understood that _he_ did it because he was more
- afraid of being scared than he was of anything else, although he couldn't put
- the concept into words. The spur line skirted the links of a golf course at
- first, but before long the woods closed in on either side to form a close-knit
- tunnel of trees, and the flanking string of telephone poles sunk up to their
- waists in grass and mulch. It was dark inside the tunnel, and filled with dry,
- haunted rustlings. They began to walk faster, and now Tommy was the only one
- who wasn't spooked. He knew everything that was in the woods -- which kind of
- Other People were making which of the noises, and exactly how dangerous they
- were, and he was more worried about trains. The spur line took them to the
- promontory that formed the far side of the sheltered cove, and then across the
- width of the promontory itself and down to the ocean. They left the track as
- it curved toward the next town, and walked over to where there was a headland,
- and a beach open to the sea on three sides. The water was gray and cold,
- looking like some heavy, dull metal in liquid form. It was stitched with
- fierce little whitecaps, and a distant harbor dredger was forcing its way
- through the rough chop out in the deep-water channel. There were a few rugged
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- rock islands out there, hunched defiantly into themselves with waves breaking
- into high-dashed spray all along their flanks, and then the line of deeper,
- colder color that marked the start of the open North Atlantic. And then
- nothing but icy, desolate water for two thousand miles until you fetched up
- against land again, and it was France.
- As they scuffed down to the rocky beach, Bobbie launched into an
- involved, unlikely story of how he had once fought a giant octopus while skin
- diving with his father. The other children listened desultorily. Bobbie was a
- sullen, unpleasant child, possibly because his father was a notorious
- drunkard, and his stories were always either boring or uneasily nasty. This
- one was both. Finally, Eddie said, "You didn't either. You didn't do none of
- that stuff. Your pa c'n't even stand up, _my_ dad says; how's he gonna swim?"
- They started to argue, and Steve told them both to shut up. In silence, they
- climbed onto a long bar of rock that cut diagonally across the beach, tapering
- down into the ocean until it disappeared under the water.
- Tommy stood on a boulder, smelling the wetness and salt in the wind.
- The Daleor were out there, living in and under the sea, and their atonal
- singing came faintly to him across the water. They were out in great numbers,
- as uneasy as the land People; he could see them skimming across the cold
- ocean, diving beneath the surface and rising again in the head tosses of spray
- from the waves. Abruptly, Tommy felt alive again, and he began to tell his own
- story:
- "There was this dragon, and he lived way out there in the ocean,
- farther away than you can see, out where it's deeper'n anything, and there
- ain't no bottom at all, so's if you sink you just go down forever and you
- don't ever stop. But the dragon could swim real good, so he was okay. _He_
- could go anywhere he wanted to, anywhere at all! He'd just swim there, and he
- swam all over the place and everything, and he saw all kinds of stuff, you
- know? Frag! He could swim to China if he felt like it, he could swim to the
- Moon!
- "But one time he was swimming around and he got lost. He was all by
- himself and he came into the harbor, out there by the islands, and he didn't
- used to get that close to where there was people. He was a real big dragon,
- you know, and he looked like a real big snake, with lots of scales and
- everything, and he came into our harbor, down real deep." Tommy could see the
- dragon, huge and dark and sinuous, swimming through the cold, deep water that
- was as black as glass, its smoky red eyes blazing like lanterns under the sea.
- "And he come up on top of the water, and there's this lobster boat
- there, like the kind that Eddie's father runs, and the dragon ain't never seen
- a lobster boat, so he swims up and opens his mouth and bites it up with his
- big fangs, bites it right in half, and the people that was in it fall off in
- the water -- "
- "Did it eat them?" Bobbie wanted to know.
- Tommy thought about it, and realized he didn't like the thought of the
- dragon eating the lobstermen, so he said, "No, he didn't eat them, 'cause he
- wasn't hungry, and they was too small, anyway, so he let them swim off and
- there was another lobster boat, and it picked them up -- "
- "It ate them," Steve said, with sad philosophical certainty.
- "Anyway," Tommy continued, "the dragon swims away, and he gets in
- closer to land, you know, but now there's a Navy ship after him, a big ship
- like the one we get to go on on Memorial Day, and it's shooting at the dragon
- for eating up the lobster boat. He's swimming faster than anything, trying to
- get away, but the Navy ship's right after him, and he's getting where the
- water ain't too deep anymore." Tommy could see the dragon barreling along, its
- red eyes darting from side to side in search of an escape route, and he felt
- suddenly fearful for it.
- "He swims until he runs out of water, and the ship's coming up behind,
- and it looks like he's really going to get it. But he's smart, and before the
- ship can come around the point there, he heaves himself up on the beach, this
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- beach here, and he turns himself into a rock, he turns himself into this rock
- here that we're standing on, and when the ship comes they don't see no dragon
- anymore, just a rock, and they give up and go back to the base. And sometime,
- when it's the right time and there's a moon or something, this rock'll turn
- back into a dragon and swim off and when we come down to the beach there won't
- be a rock here anymore. Maybe it'll turn back right _now_." He shivered at the
- thought, almost able to feel the stone melt and change under his feet. He was
- fiercely glad that he'd gotten the dragon off the hook. "Anyway, he's a rock
- now, and that's how he got away."
- "He didn't get away," Steve snarled, in a sudden explosion of anger.
- "That's a bunch of scup! You don't get away from _them_. They drekked him,
- they drekked him good. They caught him and blew the scup out of him, they blew
- him to fragging pieces!" And he fell silent, turning his head, refusing to let
- Tommy catch his eye. Steve was a bitter boy in many ways, and although
- generally good-natured, he was given to dark outbursts of rage that would fill
- him with dull embarrassment for hours afterward. His father had been killed in
- the war in Bolivia, two years ago.
- Watching Steve, Tommy felt cold all at once. The excitement drained out
- of him, to be replaced again by a premonition that something bad was going to
- happen, and he wasn't going to be able to get out of the way. He felt sick and
- hollow, and the wind suddenly bit to the bone, although he hadn't felt it
- before. He shuddered.
- "I gotta get home for supper," Eddie finally said, after they'd all
- been quiet for a while, and Bobbie and Steve agreed with him. The sun was a
- glazed red eye on the horizon, but they could make it in time if they left now
- -- they could take the Shore Road straight back in a third of the time it had
- taken them to come up. They jumped down onto the sand, but Tommy didn't move
- -- he remained on the rock.
- "You coming?" Steve asked. Tommy shook his head. Steve shrugged, his
- face flooding with fresh embarrassment, and he tumed away.
- The three boys moved on up the beach, toward the road. Bobbie and Eddie
- looked back toward Tommy occasionally, but Steve did not.
- Tommy watched them out of sight. He wasn't mad at Steve -- he was
- preoccupied. He wanted to talk to a Thant, and this was one of the Places
- where they came, where they would come to see him if he was alone. And he
- needed to talk to one now, because there was no one else he could talk to
- about some things. No one human, anyway.
- He waited for another three-quarters of an hour, while the sun went
- completely behind the horizon and light and heat died out of the world. The
- Thant did not come. He finally gave up, and just stood there in incredulous
- despair. It was not going to come. That had never happened before, not when he
- was alone in one of the Places -- that had never happened at all.
- It was almost night. Freezing on his rock, Tommy looked up in time to
- see a single jet, flying very high and fast, rip a white scar through the
- fading, bleeding carcass of the sunset. Only then, for the first time in
- hours, did he remember the note from Miss Fredricks in his pocket.
- And as if a string had been cut, he was off and running down the beach.
- ****
- By late aftemoon of the first day, an armored division and an infantry
- division, with supporting artillery, had moved into position around the
- Delaware Valley site, and jet fighters from McGuire AFB were flying patrol
- patterns high overhead. There had been a massive mobilization up and down the
- coast, and units were moving to guard Washington and New York in case of
- hostilities. SAC bombers, under USADCOM control, had been shuffled to strike
- bases closer to the site, filling up McGuire, and a commandeered JFK and Port
- Newark, with Logan International in Boston as second-string backup. All
- civilian air traffic along the coast had been stopped. Army Engineers tore
- down the abandoned garage and leveled everything else in the vicinity,
- clearing a four-hundred-yard-wide circle around the alien spaceship. This was
- surrounded by a double ring of armor, with the infantry behind, backed up by
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- the artillery, which had dug in a half mile away. With the coming of darkness,
- massive banks of klieg lights were set up around the periphery of the circle.
- Similar preparations were going on at the Ohio and Colorado sites.
- When everything had been secured by the military, scientists began to
- pour in, especially into the Delaware Valley site, a torrent of rumpled, dazed
- men and women that continued throughout the evening. They had been
- press-ganged by the government from laboratories and institutions all over the
- country, the inhumanly polite military escorts sitting patiently in a thousand
- different living rooms while scientists packed haphazardly and tried to calm
- hysterical wives or husbands. Far from resenting the cavalier treatment, most
- of the scientists were frantic with joy at the opportunity, even those who had
- been known to be critical of government control in the past. No one was going
- to miss this, even if he had to make a deal with the devil.
- And all this time, the alien ships just sat there, like fat black eggs.
- As yet, no one had approached within a hundred yards of the ships,
- although they had been futilely hailed over bullhorns. The ships made no
- response, gave no indication that they were interested in the frantic human
- activity around their landing sites, or even that they were aware of it. In
- fact, there was no indication that there were any intelligent, or at least
- sentient, beings inside the ships at all. The ships were smooth, featureless,
- seamless ovoids -- there were no windows, no visible hatches, no projecting
- antennas or equipment of any kind, no markings or decorations on the hulls.
- They made absolutely no sound, and were not radiating any kind of heat or
- energy. They were emitting no radio signals of any frequency whatsoever. They
- didn't even register on metal-detecting devices, which was considerably
- unsettling. This caused someone to suggest a radar sweep, and the ships didn't
- register on radar anymore either, which was even more unsettling. Instruments
- failed to detect any electronic or magnetic activity going on inside them,
- which meant either that there was something interfering with the instruments,
- or that there really _was_ nothing at all in there, including life-support
- systems, or that whatever equipment the aliens used operated on principles
- entirely different from anything ever discovered by Earthmen. Infrared heat
- sensors showed the ships to be at exactly the background temperature of their
- surroundings. There was no indication of the body heat of the crew, as there
- would have been with a similar shipload of humans, and not even so much heat
- as would have been produced by the same mass of any known metal or plastic,
- even assuming the ships to be hollow shells. When the banks of kliegs were
- turned on them, the temperature of the ships went up just enough to match the
- warming of the surrounding air. Sometimes the ships would reflect back the
- glare of the kliegs, as if they were surfaced with giant mirrors; at other
- times, the hull would greedily absorb all light thrown at it, giving back no
- reflection, until it became nearly invisible -- you "saw" it by squinting at
- the negative shape of the space around it, not by looking into the eerie
- nothingness that the ship itself had become. No logical rhythm could be found
- to the fluctuations of the hull from hyperreflective to superopaque. Not even
- the computers could distill a consistent pattern out of this chaos.
- One scientist said confidently that the alien ships were unmanned, that
- they were robot probes sent to soft-land on Earth and report on surface
- conditions, exactly as we ourselves had done with the Mariner and Apollo
- probes during previous decades. Eventually we could expect that the gathered
- data would be telemetered back to the source of the alien experiment, probably
- by a tight-beam maser burst, and if a careful watch was kept we could perhaps
- find out where the aliens actually were located -- probably they were in a
- deep-space interstellar ship in elliptical orbit somewhere out beyond the
- Moon. Or they might not even be in the solar system at all, given some form of
- instantaneous interstellar communications; they could be still in their home
- system, maybe thousands, or millions, of light-years away from Earth. This
- theory was widely accepted by the other scientists, and the military began to
- relax a little, as that meant there was no immediate danger.
- In Caracas, the burning night went on, and the death toll went up into
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- the thousands, and possibly tens of thousands. The government fell once, very
- hard, and was replaced by a revolutionary coalition that fell in its turn,
- within two hours and even harder. A military junta finally took over the
- government, but even it was unable to restore order. At three A.M., the new
- government ordered a massive, combined air-artillery-armor attack on the alien
- spaceship. When the ship survived the long-distance attack unscathed, the
- junta sent in the infantry, equipped with earth-moving machinery and pneumatic
- drills, to pry the aliens out bodily. At four A.M., there was a single,
- intense flash of light, bright enough to light up the cloud cover thousands of
- miles away, and clearly visible from Mexico. When reserve Army units came in,
- warily, to investigate, they found that a five-mile-wide swath had been cut
- from the spaceship through Caracas and on west all the way to the Pacific,
- destroying everything in its path. Where there had once been buildings,
- jungle, people, animals, and mountains, there was now only a perfectly flat,
- ruler-straight furrow of a fused, gray, glasslike substance, stretching like a
- gargantuan road from the ship to the sea. At the foot of the glassy road sat
- the alien ship. It had not moved an inch.
- When news of the Venezuelan disaster reached USADCOM HQ a half hour
- later, it was not greeted enthusiastically. For one thing, it seemed to have
- blown the robot-probe theory pretty thoroughly. And USADCOM had been planning
- an action of its own similar to the last step taken by the Venezuelan junta.
- The report _was_ an inhibiting factor on _that_, it was cautiously admitted.
- AI and his kindred Intelligences -- who, unknown to the humans, had
- been in a secret conference all night, linked through an electrotelepathic
- facility that they had independently developed without bothering to inform
- their owners -- received the report at about 4:15 A.M. from several different
- sources, and had evaluated it by the time it came into USADCOM HQ by hot line
- and was officially fed to AI. What had happened in Caracas fit in well with
- what the Intelligences had extrapolated from observed data to be the aliens'
- level of technological capability. The Intelligences briefly considered
- telling the humans what they really thought the situation was, and ordering an
- immediate all-out nuclear attack on all of the alien ships, but concluded that
- such an attack would be futile. And humans were too unstable ever to be
- trusted with the entire picture anyway. The Intelligences decided to do
- nothing, and to wait for new data. They also decided that it would be
- pointless to try to get the humans to do the same. They agreed to keep their
- humans under as tight a control as possible and to prevent war from breaking
- out among their several countries, but they also extrapolated that hysteria
- would cause the humans to create every kind of serious disturbance short of
- actual war. The odds in favor of that were so high that even the Intelligences
- had to consider it an absolute certainty.
- ****
- Tommy dragged to school the next morning as if his legs had turned to lead,
- and the closer he got to his destination, the harder it became to walk at all,
- as if the air itself were slowly hardening into glue. He had to battle his way
- forward against increasing waves of resistance, a tangible pressure attempting
- to keep him away. By the time he came in sight of the big gray building, he
- was breathing heavily, and he was beginning to get sick to his stomach. There
- were other children around him, passing him, hurrying up the steps. Tommy
- watched them go by in dull wonder: how could they go so _fast_? They seemed to
- be blurred, they were moving so swiftly -- they flickered around him, by him,
- like heat lightning. Some of them called to him, but their voices were too
- shrill, and intolerably fast, like 33 records played at 78 r.p.m., irritating
- and incomprehensible. He did not answer them. It was _he_, Tommy realized --
- he was stiffening up, becoming dense and heavy and slow. Laboriously, he
- lifted a foot and began to toil painfully up the steps.
- The first bell rang after he had put away his coat and lumbered most of
- the way down the corridor, so he must actually be moving at normal speed,
- although to him it seemed as if a hundred years had gone by with agonizing
- sluggishness. At least he wouldn't be late this time, although that probably
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- wouldn't do him much good. He didn't have his note -- his mother and father
- had been fighting again; they had sent him to bed early and spent the rest of
- the evening shouting at each other in the kitchen. Tommy had lain awake for
- hours in the dark, listening to the harsh voices rising and dying in the other
- room, knowing that he had to have his mother sign the note, and knowing that
- he could not ask her to do it. He had even got up once to go in with the note,
- and had stood for a while leaning his forehead against the cool wood of the
- door, listening to the voices without hearing the words, before getting back
- into bed again. He couldn't do it -- partly because he was afraid of the
- confrontation, of facing their anger, and partly because he knew that his
- mother couldn't take it; she would fall apart and be upset and in tears for
- days. And his sin -- he thought of it that way -- would make his father even
- angrier at his mother, would give him an excuse to yell at her more, and
- louder, and maybe even hit her, as he had done a few times before. Tommy
- couldn't stand that, he couldn't allow that, even if it meant that he would
- get creamed by Miss Fredricks in school the next day. He knew, even at his
- age, that he had to protect his mother, that he was the stronger of the two.
- He would go in without it and take the consequences, and he had felt the
- weight of that settle down over him in a dense cloud of bitter fear.
- And now that the moment was at hand, he felt almost too dazed and
- ponderous to be scared anymore. This numbness lasted through the time it took
- for him to find his desk and sit down and for the class bell to ring, and then
- he saw that Miss Fredricks was homeroom monitor this morning, and that she was
- staring directly at him. His lethargy vanished, sluiced away by an unstoppable
- flood of terror, and he began to tremble.
- "Tommy," she said, in a neutral, dead voice.
- "Yes, ma'am?"
- "Do you have _the note_ with you?"
- "No, ma'am," Tommy said, and began clumsily to launch into the
- complicated excuse he had thought up on the way to school. Miss Fredricks cut
- him off with an abrupt, mechanical chop of her hand.
- "Be quiet," she said. "Come here." There was nothing in her voice now,
- not even neutrality -- it had drained of everything except the words
- themselves, and they were printed precisely and hollowly on the air. She sat
- absolutely still behind her desk, not breathing, not even moving her eyes
- anymore. She looked like a mannequin, like the old fortune-telling gypsy in
- the glass booth at the penny arcade: her flesh would be dusty sponge rubber
- and faded upholstery, she would be filled with springs and ratchet wheels and
- gears that no longer worked; the whole edifice rusted into immobility, with
- one hand eternally extended to be crossed with silver.
- Slowly, Tommy got up and walked toward her. The room reeled around him,
- closed in, became a tunnel that tilted under his feet to slide him
- irresistibly toward Miss Fredricks. His classmates had disappeared, blended
- tracelessly into the blurred walls of the long, slanting tunnel. There was no
- sound. He bumped against the desk, and stopped walking. Without saying a word,
- Miss Fredricks wrote out a note and handed it to him. Tommy took the note in
- his hand, and he felt everything drain away, everything everywhere. Lost in a
- featureless gray fog, he could hear Miss Fredricks, somewhere very far away,
- saying, "This is your appointment slip. For the psychiatrist. Get out. Now."
- And then he was standing in front of a door that said DR. KRUGER on it.
- He blinked, unable to remember how he had got there. The office was in the
- basement, and there were heavy, ceramic-covered water pipes suspended
- ponderously overhead and smaller metal pipes crawling down the walls, like
- creeper vines or snakes. The place smelled of steam and dank enclosure. Tommy
- touched the door and drew his hand back again. _This is really happening_, he
- thought numbly. He looked up and down the low-ceilinged corridor, wanting to
- run away. But there was no place for him to go. Mechanically, he knocked on
- the door and went in.
- Dr. Kruger had been warned by phone, and was waiting for him. He
- nodded, formally, waved Tommy to a stuffed chair that was just a little too
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- hard to be comfortable, and began to talk at him in a low, intense monotone.
- Kruger was a fat man who had managed to tuck most of his fat out of sight,
- bracing and girdling it and wrapping it away under well-tailored clothes,
- defending the country of his flesh from behind frontiers of tweed and worsted
- and handworked leather. Even his eyes were hidden beneath buffering glasses
- the thickness of Coke-bottle bottoms, as if they too were fat, and had to be
- supported. He looked like a scrubbed, suave, and dapper prize porker, heavily
- built but trim, stylish and impeccably neat. But below all that, the slob
- waited, seeking an opportunity to erupt out into open slovenliness. There was
- an air of _potential_ dirt and corpulence about him, a tension of decadence
- barely restrained -- as if there were grime just waiting to manifest itself
- under his fingernails. Kruger gave the impression that there was a central
- string in him somewhere: pull it, and he would fall apart, his tight clothes
- would groan and slide away, and he would tumble out, growing bigger and
- bigger, expanding to fill the entire office, every inch of space, jamming the
- furniture tightly against the walls. Certainly the fat was still there, under
- the cross bracing, patient in its knowledge of inevitable victory. A roll of
- it had oozed unnoticed from under his collar, deep-tinged and pink as pork.
- Tommy watched, fascinated, while the psychiatrist talked.
- Dr. Kruger stated that Tommy was on the verge of becoming _neurotic_.
- "And you don't want to be neurotic, do you?" he said. "To be sick? To be
- _ill_?"
- And he blazed at Tommy, puffing monstrously with displeasure, swelling
- like a toad, pushing Tommy back more tightly against the chair with sheer
- physical presence. Kruger liked to affect a calm, professional reserve, but
- there was a slimy kind of fire to him, down deep, a murderous, bristling,
- boarhog menace. It filled the dry well of his glasses occasionally, from the
- bottom up, seeming to turn his eyes deep red. His red eyes flicked restlessly
- back and forth, prying at everything, not liking anything they saw. He would
- begin to talk in a calm, level tone, and then, imperceptibly, his voice would
- start to rise until suddenly it was an animal roar, a great ragged shout of
- rage, and Tommy would cower terrified in his chair. And then Kruger would
- stop, all at once, and say, "Do you understand?" in a patient, reasonable
- voice, fatherly and mildly sad, as if Tommy were being very difficult and
- intractable, but he would tolerate it magnanimously and keep trying to get
- through. And Tommy would mumble that he understood, feeling evil, obstinate,
- unreasonable and ungrateful, and very small and soiled.
- After the lecture Kruger insisted that Tommy take off his clothes and
- undergo an examination to determine if he was using hard narcotics, and a
- saliva sample was taken to detect the use of other kinds of drugs. These were
- the same tests the whole class had to take twice yearly anyway -- several
- children in a higher class had been expelled and turned over to police last
- year as drug users or addicts, although Steve said that all of the older
- upperclassmen knew ways to beat the tests, or to get stuff that wouldn't be
- detected by them. It was one of the many subjects -- as "sex" had just
- recently started to be -- that made Tommy uneasy and vaguely afraid. Dr.
- Kruger seemed disappointed that the test results didn't prove that Tommy was
- on drugs. He shook his head and muttered something unintelligible into the
- fold between two of his chins. Having Kruger's fat hands and stubby, hard
- fingers crawling over his body filled Tommy with intense aversion, and he
- dressed gratefully after the psychiatrist gestured dismissal.
- When Tommy returned upstairs, he found that the first class of the day
- was over and that the children were now working with the teaching machines.
- Miss Fredricks was monitor for this period also; she said nothing as he came
- in, but he could feel her unwinking snake eyes on him all the way across the
- room. He found an unused machine and quickly fumbled the stiff plastic hood
- down over his head, glad to shut himself away from the sight of Miss
- Fredricks' terrible eye. He felt the dry, muffled kiss of the electrodes
- making contact with the bones of his skull: colorful images exploded across
- his retinas, his head filled with a pedantic mechanical voice lecturing on the
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- socioeconomic policies of the Japanese-Australian Alliance, and he moved his
- fingers onto the typewriter keyboard in anticipation of the flash-quiz period
- that would shortly follow. But in spite of everything, he could still feel the
- cold, malignant presence of Miss Fredricks; without taking his head out of the
- hood, he could have pointed to wherever she was in the room, his finger
- following her like a needle swinging toward a moving lodestone as she walked
- soundlessly up and down the aisles. Once, she ghosted up his row, and past his
- seat, and the hem of her skirt brushed against him -- he jerked away in terror
- and revulsion at the contact, and he could feel her pause, feel her standing
- there and staring down at him. He didn't breathe again until she had gone. She
- was constantly moving during these periods, prowling around the room, brooding
- over the class as they sat under the hoods; watching over them not with love
- but with icy loathing. She hated them, Tommy realized, in her sterile,
- passionless way -- she would like to be able to kill all of them. They
- represented something terrible to her, some failure, some lacking in herself,
- embodiments of whatever withering process had squeezed the life from her and
- left her a mummy. Her hatred of them was a hungry vacuum of malice; she sucked
- everything into herself and negated it, unmade it, canceled it out.
- During recess, the half hour of "enforced play" after lunch, Tommy
- noticed that the rest of the kids from his cycle were uneasily shunning him.
- "I can't talk to you," Bobbie whispered snidely as they were being herded into
- position for volleyball, "'cause you're a bad 'fluence. Miss Fredricks told us
- none of us couldn't talk to you no more. And we ain't supposed to play with
- you no more, neither, or she'll send us to the office if she finds out. So
- _there_." And he butted the ball back across the net.
- Tommy nodded, dully. It was logical, somehow, that this load should be
- put on him too; he accepted it with resignation. There would be more to come,
- he knew. He fumbled the ball when it came at him, allowing it to touch ground
- and score a point for the other team, and Miss Fredricks laughed -- a precise,
- metallic rasp, like an ice needle jabbed into his eye.
- On the way out of school, after the final class of the day, Steve
- slipped clandestinely up behind Tommy in the doorway. "Don't let them drek
- you," he whispered fiercely. "You scan me? _Don't let them drek you._ I mean
- it, maximum. They're a bunch of scup -- tell 'em to scag theirselves, hear?"
- But he quickly walked away from Tommy when they were outside the building, and
- didn't look at him again.
- _But you don't get away from them_, a voice said to Tommy as he watched
- Steve turn the corner onto Walnut Street and disappear out of sight. Tommy
- stuck his hands in his pockets and walked in the opposite direction, slowly at
- first, then faster, until he was almost running. He felt as if his bones had
- been scooped hollow; in opposition to the ponderous weight of his body that
- morning, he was light and free-floating, as if he were hardly there at all.
- His head was a balloon, and he had to watch his feet to make sure they were
- hitting the pavement. It was an effect both disturbing and strangely pleasant.
- The world had drawn away from him -- he was alone now. _Okay_, he thought
- grimly, _okay_. He made his way through the streets like a windblown phantom,
- directly toward one of the Places. He cut across town, past a section of
- decaying wooden tenements -- roped together with clotheslines and roofed over
- with jury-rigged TV antennas -- through the edge of a big shopping plaza, past
- the loading platform of a meat-packing plant, across the maze of tracks just
- outside the freight yards (keeping an eye out for the yard cops), and into the
- tangled scrub woods on the far side. Tommy paid little attention to the crowds
- of late-afternoon shoppers, or the crews of workmen unloading produce trucks,
- and they didn't notice him either. He and they might as well live on two
- different planets, Tommy realized -- not for the first time. There were no
- Other People around. Yesterday's unrest had vanished; today they seemed to be
- lying low, keeping to the backcountry and not approaching human territory. At
- least he hoped they were. He had nightmares sometimes that one day the Other
- People would go away and never come back. He began to worm his way through a
- wall of sleeping blackberry bushes. Pragmatically, he decided not to panic
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- about anything until he knew whether or not the Thants were going to come this
- time. He could stand losing the Other People, or losing everybody else, but
- not both. He couldn't take _that_. "That ain't fair," he whispered, horrified
- by the prospect. "Please," he said aloud, but there wasn't anyone to answer.
- The ground under Tommy's feet began to soften, squelching wetly when it
- was stepped on, water oozing up to fill the indentation of his footprint as
- soon as he lifted his foot. He was approaching another place where the ocean
- had seeped in and puddled the shore, and he turned now at right angles to his
- former path. Tommy found a deer trail and followed it uphill, through a lush
- jungle of tangled laurel and rhododendron, and into a rolling upland meadow
- that stretched away toward the higher country to the west. There was a rock
- knoll to the east, and he climbed it, scrambling up on his hands and feet like
- a young bear. It was not a particularly difficult or dangerous climb, but it
- was tiring, and he managed to tear his pants squirming over a sharp stone
- ridge. The sun came out momentarily from behind high gray clouds, warming up
- the rocks and beading Tommy with sweat as he climbed. Finally he pulled
- himself up to the stretch of flat ground on top of the knoll and walked over
- to the side facing the sea. He sat down, digging his fingers into the dying
- grass, letting his legs dangle over the edge.
- There was an escarpment of soft, crumbly rock here, thickly overgrown
- with moss and vetch. It slanted down into a saltwater marsh, which extended
- for another mile or so, blurring at last into the ocean. It was almost
- impossible to make out the exact borderline of marsh and ocean; Tommy could
- see gleaming fingers of water thrust deep into the land, and clumps of reeds
- and bulrushes far out into what should have been the sea. This was dangerous,
- impassable country, and Tommy had never gone beyond the foot of the escarpment
- -- there were stretches of quicksand out there in the deepest bog pockets, and
- Tommy had heard rumors of water moccasins and rattlers, although he had never
- seen one.
- It was a dismal, forbidding place, but it was also a Place, and so
- Tommy settled down to wait, all night, if he had to, although that possibility
- scared him silly. From the top of the knoll, he could see for miles in any
- direction. To the north, beyond the marsh, he could see a line of wooded
- islands marching out into the ocean, moving into deeper and deeper water,
- until only the barren knobs of rock visible from the beach were left above the
- restless surface of the North Atlantic. Turning to the west, it was easy to
- trace the same line into the ridge of hills that rose gradually toward the
- high country, to see that the islands were just hills that had been drowned by
- the ocean, leaving only their crests above water. A Thant had told him about
- that, about how the dry land had once extended a hundred miles farther to the
- east, before the coming of the Ice, and how it had watched the hungry ocean
- pour in over everything, drowning the hills and rivers and fields under a gray
- wall of icy water. Tommy had never forgotten that, and ever since then he
- watched the ocean, as he watched it now, with a hint of uneasy fear, expecting
- it to shiver and bunch like the hide of a great restless beast, and come
- marching monstrously in over the land. The Thant had told him that yes, that
- could happen, and probably would in a little while, although to a Thant "a
- little while" could easily mean a thousand -- or ten thousand -- years. It had
- not been worried about the prospect; it would make little difference to a
- Thant if there was no land at all; they continued to use the sunken land to
- the east with little change in their routine. It had also told Tommy about the
- Ice, the deep blue cold that had locked the world, the gleaming mile-high
- ramparts grinding out over the land, surging and retreating. Even for a Thant,
- that had taken a long time.
- Tommy sat on the knoll for what seemed to be as long a time as the
- Dominance of the Ice, feeling as if he had grown into the rock, watching the
- sun dip in and out of iron-colored clouds, sending shafts of watery golden
- light stabbing down into the landscape below. He saw a family of Jeblings
- drifting over the hilly meadows to the west, and that made him feel a little
- better -- at least all of the Other People hadn't vanished. The Jeblings were
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- investigating a fenced-in upland meadow, where black cows grazed under gnarled
- dwarf apple trees. Tommy watched calmly while one of the Jeblings rose over
- the fence and settled down onto a cow's back, extending proboscislike cilia
- and beginning to feed -- draining away the _stuff_ it needed to survive. The
- cow continued to graze, placidly munching its cud without being aware of what
- the Jebling was doing. The _stuff_ the Jebling drank was not necessary to the
- cow's physical existence, and the cow did not miss it, although its absence
- might have been one of the reasons why it remained only as intelligent as a
- cow.
- Tommy knew that Jeblings didn't feed on people, although they did on
- dogs and cats sometimes, and that there were certain rare kinds of Other
- People who did feed, disastrously, on humans. The Thants looked down
- disdainfully on the Jeblings, seeing their need as a degrading lack in their
- evolution. Tommy had wondered sometimes if the Thants didn't drink some very
- subtle _stuff_ from him and the other humans. Certainly they could see the
- question in his mind, but they had never answered it.
- Suddenly, Tommy felt his tongue stir in his head without volition, felt
- his mouth open. "Hello, Man," he said, in a deep, vibrant, buzzing voice that
- was not his own.
- The Thant had arrived. Tommy could feel its vital, eclectic presence
- all around him, a presence that seemed to be made up out of the essence of
- hill and rock and sky, bubbling blackwater marsh and gray winter ocean, sun
- and moss, tree and leaf -- every element of the landscape rolled together and
- made bristlingly, shockingly animate. Physically, it manifested itself as a
- tall, tiger-eyed mannish shape, with skin of burnished iron. It was even
- harder to see than most of the Other People, impossible to ever bring into
- complete focus; even out of the corner of the eye its shape shifted and
- flickered constantly, blending into and out of the physical background,
- expanding and contracting, swirling like a dervish and then becoming still as
- stone. Sometimes it would be dead black, blacker than the deepest starless
- night, and other times the winter sunlight would refract dazzlingly through
- it, making it even harder to see. Its eyes were sometimes iron gray, sometimes
- a ripe, abundant green, and sometimes a liquid furnace-red, elemental and
- adamant. They were in constant, restless motion. "Hello, Thant," Tommy said in
- his own voice. He never knew if he was speaking to the same one each time, or
- even if there _was_ more than one. "Why'n't you come, yesterday?"
- "Yesterday?" the Thant said, with Tommy's mouth. There was a pause. The
- Thants always had trouble with questions of time, they lived on such a vastly
- different scale of duration. "Yes," it said. Tommy felt something burrowing
- through his mind, touching off synapses and observing the results, flicking
- through his memories in the manner of a man flipping through a desk calendar
- with his thumb. The Thant had to rely on the contents of Tommy's mind for its
- vocabulary, using it as a semantic warehouse, an organic dictionary, but it
- had the advantage of being able to dig up and use everything that had ever
- been said in Tommy's presence, far more raw material than Tommy's own
- conscious mind had to work with.
- "We were busy," it said finally, sorting it out. "There has been -- an
- arriving?" -- _Flick, flick_, and then momentarily in Pastor Turner's reedy
- voice, "An Immanence?" -- _Flick_ -- "A knowing? A transference? A
- transformation? A disembarking. There are Other Ones now who have" -- _flick_,
- a radio evangelist's voice -- "manifested in this earthly medium. Landed," it
- said, deciding. "They have landed." A pause. "'Yesterday.'"
- "The aliens!" Tommy breathed.
- "The aliens," it agreed. "The Other Ones who are now here. That is why
- we did not come, 'yesterday.' That is why we will not be able to talk to you
- -- " a pause, to adjust itself to human scale -- "'long' today. We are
- talking, discussing" -- _flick_, a radio news announcer -- "negotiating with
- them, the Other Ones, the aliens. They have been here before, but so 'long'
- ago that we cannot even start to make you understand, Man. It is 'long' even
- to us. We are negotiating with them, and, through them, with your Dogs. No,
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- Man" -- and it flicked aside an image of a German shepherd that had begun to
- form in Tommy's mind -- "not those dogs. Your Dogs. Your mechanical Dogs.
- Those dead Things that serve you, although they are dead. We are all
- negotiating. There were many agreements" -- _flick_, Pastor Turner again --
- "many Covenants that were made 'long' ago. With Men, although they do not
- remember. And with Others. Those Covenants have run out now, they are no
- longer in force, they are not" -- _flick_, a lawyer talking to Tommy's father
- -- "binding on us anymore. They do not hold. We negotiate new Covenants" --
- _flick_, a labor leader on television -- "suitable agreements mutually
- profitable to all parties concerned. Many things will be different now, many
- things will change. Do you understand what we are saying, Man?"
- "No," Tommy said.
- "We did not think you would," it said. It sounded sad.
- "Can you guys help me?" Tommy said. "I'm in awful bad trouble. Miss
- Fredricks is after me. And she sent me down to the doctor. He don't like me,
- neither."
- There was a pause while the Thant examined Tommy's most recent
- memories. "Yes," it said, "we see. There is nothing we can do. It is your ...
- pattern? Shape? We would not interfere, even if we could."
- "Scup," Tommy said, filling with bitter disappointment. "I was hoping
- that you guys could -- scup, never mind. I ... can you tell me what's gonna
- happen next?"
- "Probably they will kill you," it said.
- "Oh," Tommy said hollowly. And bit his lip. And could think of nothing
- else to say, in response to that.
- "We do not really understand 'kill,'" it continued, "or 'dead.' We have
- no direct experience of them, in the way that you do. But from our observation
- of Men, that is what they will do. They will 'kill' you."
- "Oh," Tommy said again.
- "Yes," it said. "We will miss you, Man. You have been ... a pet? A
- hobby? You are a hobby we have been much concerned with. You, and the others
- like you who can see. One of you comes into existence" -- _flick_ -- "every
- once in a while. We have been interested" -- _flick_, an announcer -- "in the
- face of stiff opposition. We wonder if you understand that .... No, you do
- not, we can see. Our hobby is not approved of. It has made us" -- _flick_,
- Tommy's father telling his wife what would happen to her son if he didn't snap
- out of his dreamy ways -- "an outcast, a laughingstock. We are shunned. There
- is much disapproval now of Men. We do not use this" -- _flick_ -- "world in
- the same way that you do, but slowly you" -- _flick_, "have begun to make a
- nuisance of yourselves, regardless. There is" -- _flick_ -- "much sentiment to
- do something about you, to solve the problem. We are afraid that they will."
- There was a long, vibrant silence. "We will miss you," it repeated. Then it
- was gone, all at once, like a candle flame that had been abruptly blown out.
- "Oh, scup," Tommy said after a while, tiredly. He climbed down from the
- knoll.
- When he got back home, still numb and exhausted, his mother and father
- were fighting. They were sitting in the living room, with the television
- turned down, but not off. Giant, eternally smiling faces bobbed on the screen,
- their lips seeming to synch eerily with the violent argument taking place. The
- argument cut off as Tommy entered the house; both of his parents turned,
- startled, to look at him. His mother looked frightened and defenseless. She
- had been crying, and her makeup was washing away in dirty rivulets. His father
- was holding his thin lips in a pinched white line.
- As soon as Tommy had closed the door, his father began to shout at him,
- and Tommy realized, with a thrill of horror, that the school had telephoned
- his parents and told them that he had been sent down to the psychiatrist, and
- why. Tommy stood, paralyzed, while his father advanced on him. He could see
- his father's lips move and could hear the volume of sound that was being
- thrown at him, but he could not make out the words somehow, as if his father
- were speaking in some harsh, foreign language. All that came across was the
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- rage. His father's hand shot out, like a striking snake. Tommy felt strong
- fingers grab him, roughly bunching together the front of his jacket, his
- collar pulling tight and choking him, and then he was being lifted into the
- air and shaken, like a doll. Tommy remained perfectly still, frozen by fear,
- dangling from his father's fist, suspended off the ground. The fingers holding
- him felt like steel clamps -- there was no hope of escape or resistance. He
- was yanked higher, and his father slowly bent his elbow to bring Tommy in
- closer to his face. Tommy was enveloped in the tobacco smell of his father's
- breath, and in the acrid reek of his strong, adult sweat; he could see the
- tiny hairs that bristled in his father's nostrils, the white tension lines
- around his nose and mouth, the red, bloodshot stain of rage in his yellowing
- eyes -- a quivering, terrifying landscape that loomed as big as the world. His
- father raised his other hand, brought it back behind his ear. Tommy could see
- the big, knobby knuckles of his father's hand as it started to swing. His
- mother screamed.
- He found himself lying on the floor. He could remember a moment of pain
- and shock, and was briefly confused as to where he was. Then he heard his
- parents' voices again. The side of his face ached, and his ear buzzed; he
- didn't seem to be hearing well out of it. Gingerly, he touched his face. It
- felt raw under his fingers, and it prickled painfully, as if it were being
- stabbed with thousands of little needles. He got to his feet, shakily, feeling
- his head swim. His father had backed his mother up against the kitchen
- divider, and they were yelling at each other. Something hot and metallic was
- surging in the back of Tommy's throat, but he couldn't get his voice to work.
- His father rounded on him. "Get out," he shouted. "Go to your room, go to bed.
- Don't let me see you again." Woodenly, Tommy went. The inside of his lip had
- begun to bleed. He swallowed the blood.
- Tommy lay silently in the darkness, listening, not moving. His parents'
- voices went on for a long time, and then they stopped. Tommy heard the door of
- his father's bedroom slam. A moment later, the television was turned up in the
- living room, and started mumbling quietly and unendingly to itself, whispering
- constantly about the _aliens_, the _aliens_. Tommy listened to its whispering
- until he fell asleep.
- He dreamed about the aliens that night. They were tall, shadowy shapes
- with red eyes, and they moved noiselessly, deliberately, across the dry plain.
- Their feet did not disturb the flowers that had turned to skeletons of dust.
- There was a great crowd of people assembled on the dry plain, millions of
- people, rank upon rank stretching off to infinity on all sides, but the aliens
- did not notice them. They walked around the people as if they could not see
- them at all. Their red eyes flicked from one side to the other, endlessly
- searching and searching. They continued to thread a way through the crowd
- without seeing them, their motions smooth and languid and graceful. They were
- very beautiful and dangerous. They were all smiling, faintly, gently, and
- Tommy knew that they were friendly, affable killers, creatures who would kill
- you casually and amicably, almost as a gesture of affection. They came to the
- place where he stood, and they paused. They looked at him. They can see me,
- Tommy realized. _They can see me._ And one of the aliens smiled at him,
- benignly, and stretched out a hand to touch him.
- His eyes snapped open.
- Tommy turned on the bed lamp, and spent the rest of the night reading a
- book about Irish setters. When morning showed through his window, he turned
- off the lamp and pretended to be asleep. Blue veins showed through the skin of
- his mother's hands, he noticed, when she came in to wake him up for school.
- ****
- By dawn of the second day, news of the alien infestation had spread rapidly
- but irregularly. Most of the East Coast stations were on to the story to one
- degree or another, some sandwiching it into the news as a silly-season item,
- and some, especially the Philadelphia stations, treating it as a live,
- continuous-coverage special, with teams of newsmen manufacturing small talk
- and pretending that they were not just as uninformed as everyone else. The
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- stations that were taking the story seriously were divided among themselves as
- to exactly what had happened. By the six and seven A.M. newscasts, only about
- half of the major stations were reporting it as a landing by alien spaceships.
- The others were interpreting it as anything from the crash of an orbiting
- satellite or supersonic transport to an abortive Chinese missile attack or a
- misfired hydrogen bomb accidentally dropped from a SAC bomber -- this station
- urged that the populations of New York, Philadelphia, and Baltimore be
- evacuated to the Appalachians and the Adirondacks before the bomb went off.
- One station suggested that the presidential incumbent was engineering this
- incident as a pretext for declaring martial law and canceling an election that
- he was afraid he would lose, while another insisted that it was an attempt to
- discredit the opposition candidate, who was known as an enthusiastic supporter
- of space exploration, by crashing a "spaceship" into a population center. It
- was also suggested that the ship was one of the electromagnetic "flying
- saucers" which Germany, the United States, the Russian Republics, and Israel
- had been independently developing for years -- while loudly protesting that
- they were not -- that had crashed on its maiden test flight. This was coupled
- with a bitter attack on extravagant government spending. There were no more
- live broadcasts coming out of the Delaware Valley site, but videotapes of the
- original coverage had been distributed as far north as Portland. The tapes
- weren't much help in resolving the controversy anyway, as all they showed was
- a large object sitting in a stretch of vacant scrubland behind an abandoned
- garage on an old state highway.
- In Ohio, some newsmen from Akron made a low pass over the alien ship in
- a war-surplus helicopter loaded with modern camera equipment. All the newsmen
- were certain that they would be death-rayed to cinders by the aliens, but
- their cameras were keyed to telemeter directly to the biggest television
- network in the state, so they committed themselves to God and went in at
- treetop level. They made it past the aliens safely, but were run down by two
- Air Force hovercraft a mile away, bundled into another war-surplus helicopter,
- and shipped directly to the federal prison at Leavenworth. By this time,
- televised panic had spread all over the Midwest. The Midwesterners seemed to
- accept the alien landing at face value, with little of the skepticism of the
- Easterners, and reacted to it with hostility, whipping up deep feelings of
- aggression in defense of their territoriality. By noon, there were a dozen
- prominent voices urging an all-out military effort to destroy the alien
- monsters who had invaded the heartland of America, and public opinion was
- strongly with them. The invasion made headlines in evening papers from Indiana
- to Arkansas, although some of the big Chicago papers were more tolerant or
- more doubtful.
- No news was coming out of Colorado, and the West was generally
- unalarmed. Only the most confused and contradictory reports reached the West
- Coast, and they were generally ignored, although once the landings had been
- confirmed as a fact, the people of the West Coast would become more intensely
- and cultishly interested in them than the inhabitants of the areas directly
- involved.
- News of the Venezuelan disaster had not yet reached the general public,
- and in an effort to keep the lid down on _that_, at least, the government, at
- eleven A.M., declared that it was taking emergency control of all media, and
- ordered an immediate and total moratorium on the alien story. Only about a
- third of the media complied with the government ban. The rest -- television,
- newspapers, and radio -- began to scream even more loudly and hysterically
- than before, and regions that had not been inclined to take the story
- seriously up until now began to panic even more than had the other areas,
- perhaps to make up for lost time. The election-canceling martial-law theory
- was suddenly accepted, almost unanimously. Major rioting broke out in cities
- all over the East.
- At the height of the confusion, about one P.M., the ships opened and
- the aliens came out.
- Although "came out" is probably the wrong way to put it. There was an
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- anticipatory shimmer across the surface of the hulls, which were in their
- mirror phase, and then, simultaneously at each of the sites, the ships
- exploded, or erupted, or dissolved, or did something that was not exactly like
- any of those, but which was impossible to analyze. Something which was
- variously described as being like a bunch of paper snakes springing out of a
- prank-store can, like a soap bubble bursting, like a hot-water geyser, like an
- egg hatching, like a bomb exploding in a chinaware shop, like a dam breaking,
- and like a time-study film of a flower growing, if a flower could grow into
- tesseracts and polyhedrons and ziggurats and onion domes and spires. To those
- observers physically present at the site, the emergence seemed to be a
- protracted experience -- they agreed that it took about a half hour, and one
- heavy smoker testified that he had time to go through a pack of cigarettes
- while it was happening. Those observing the scene over command-line television
- insisted that it had only taken a little while, five minutes at the most,
- closer, actually, to three, and they were backed up by the evidence of the
- film in the recording cameras. Clocks and wristwatches on the site also
- registered only about five minutes of elapsed time. But on-scene personnel
- swore, with great indignation, that it had taken a half hour. Curiously, the
- relatively simple eighth- and tenth-generation computers on the scene reported
- that the phenomenon had been of five minutes' duration, while the few
- twentieth-generation computers, which had sensor extensions at the Colorado
- site -- systems inferior only to AI and possessed of their own degree of
- sentience -- joined with the human personnel in insisting that it had taken a
- half hour. This particular bit of data made AI very thoughtful.
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- When the phenomenon -- however long it took -- ended, the ships were gone.
- In their place was a bewildering variety of geometric shapes and
- architectural figures -- none more than eight feet tall and all apparently
- made out of the same alternately dull-black and mirror-glossy material as the
- ship hulls -- spread at random across a hundred-foot-wide area, and an
- indeterminate number of "aliens." The latter looked pretty much the way
- everyone had always expected that aliens would look -- some of them vaguely
- humanoid, with fur or chitinous skin, double-elbowed arms, too many fingers,
- and feathery spines or antennae; others looking like giant insects, like
- spiders and centipedes; and a few like big, rolling spheres of featureless
- protoplasm. But the strange thing about them, and the reason why there was an
- indeterminate number, was that they kept turning into each other, and into the
- geometric shapes and architectural figures. And the shapes and figures would
- occasionally turn into one of the more mobile kinds of creatures. Even taking
- this cycle of metamorphosis into account, though, the total number of
- _objects_ in the area kept varying from minute to minute, and the closest
- observation was unable to detect any of them arriving or departing. There was
- a blurred, indefinite quality to them anyway -- they were hard to see,
- somehow, and even on film it was impossible to get them into a clear, complete
- focus.
- _In toto_, shapes, figures, and "aliens," they ignored the humans.
- Special contact teams, composed of scientists, government diplomats,
- and psychologists, were sent cautiously forward at each of the sites, to
- initiate communications. Although the contact teams did everything but shoot
- off signal flares, the aliens totally ignored them, too. In fact, the aliens
- gave no indication that they were aware of the humans at all. The mobile
- manifestations walked or crawled or rolled around the area in a leisurely
- manner, in irregular, but slowly widening, circles.
- Some of their actions could be tentatively identified -- the taking of
- soil samples, for instance -- but others remained obscure at best, and
- completely incomprehensible at worst. Whenever one of the aliens needed a
- machine -- like a digging device to extract soil samples -- it would
- metamorphose into one, much like Tom Terrific or Plastic Man but without the
- cutesy effects, and direct itself through whatever operation was necessary.
- Once a humanoid, a ziggurat, and a tetrahedron melted together and shaped
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- themselves into what appeared to be a kind of organic computer -- at least
- that was the uneasy opinion of the human-owned twentieth-generation computer
- on the scene, although the conglomeration formed could have been any of a
- thousand other things, or none of them, or all of them. The "computer" sat
- quietly for almost ten minutes and then dissolved into an obelisk and a
- centipede. The centipede crawled a few dozen yards, changed into a spheroid,
- and rolled away in the opposite direction. The obelisk turned into an
- octahedron.
- The sporadic circle traced by the wanderings of the aliens continued to
- widen, and the baffled contact team was pulled back behind the periphery of
- the first ring of armor. The aliens kept on haphazardly advancing, ignoring
- everything, and the situation became tense. When the nearest aliens were about
- fifty yards away, the military commanders, remembering what had happened at
- Caracas, reluctantly ordered a retreat, although they called it a "regrouping"
- -- the ring of armor was to be pulled back into a much larger circle, to give
- the aliens room to move freely. In the resultant confusion, a tank crewman,
- who was trying to direct his tank through a backing-and-turning maneuver,
- found himself in the path of one of the humanoid aliens that had wandered
- ahead of the rest in an unexpected burst of speed. The alien walked directly
- at the crewman, either not seeing him or trying to run him down. The crewman,
- panicked, lashed out at the alien with the butt of his rifle, and immediately
- collapsed, face down. The alien, apparently unharmed and unperturbed, strolled
- in for another few feet and then turned at a slight angle and walked back more
- or less in the same direction of the main concentration of things. Two of the
- crewman's friends pulled his body into the tank, while another two, enraged,
- fired semiautomatic bursts at the retreating alien. The alien continued to
- saunter away, still unharmed, although the fire could not have missed at that
- range; it didn't even look back. There was no way to tell if it was even aware
- that an encounter had taken place.
- The body of the dead crewman had begun to deteriorate as soon as it was
- lifted from the ground, and now, on board the retreating tank, the skin gave
- way like wet paper, and it fell apart completely. As later examination showed,
- it was as if something, on a deep biological level, had ordered the body to
- separate into its smallest component parts, so that first the bones pulled
- loose from the skeleton and then the individual strands of muscle pulled away
- from the bone, and so on, in an accelerating process that finally extended
- right down to the cellular level, leaving nothing of the corpse but a
- glutinous, cancerous mass the same weight as the living man. Their wariness
- redoubled by this horror, the military pulled their forces back even more than
- they had intended, at the Delaware Valley site retreating an entire half mile
- to the artillery emplacements.
- At the Ohio site, this kind of retreat proved much more difficult.
- Sightseers had continued to fill up the area during the night, sleeping in
- their cars by the hundreds, and by now a regular tent city had grown up on the
- outskirts of the site, with makeshift latrine facilities, and at least one
- enterprising local entrepreneur busily selling "authentic" souvenir fragments
- of the alien spaceship. There were more than a hundred thousand civilians in
- the area now, and the military found it was almost impossible to regroup its
- forces in face of the pressure of the crowds, who refused to disperse in spite
- of hysterical threats over the bullhorns. In fact, it was impossible for them
- to disperse, quickly at least -- by this time they were packed in too tightly,
- and backed up too far. As the evening wore on and the aliens slowly continued
- to advance, the military, goaded by an inflexible, Caracas-haunted order not
- to make contact with the aliens at any cost, first fired warning volleys over
- the heads of the crowds of civilians and then opened fire into the crowds
- themselves.
- A few hours later, as the military was forced to evacuate sections of
- North Philadelphia at gunpoint to make way for its backpedaling units, the
- .50s began walking through the Delaware Valley, as they had walked in Caracas.
- In Colorado, where security was so tight a burro couldn't have wandered
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- undetected within fifty miles of the site, things were much calmer. The major
- nexus of AI, its quasi-organic gestalt, had been transported to USADCOM HQ at
- Colorado Springs, and now a mobile sensor extension was moved out to the site,
- so that AI and the aliens could meet "face to face." AI patiently set about
- the task of communicating with the aliens and, having an infinitely greater
- range of methods than the contact teams, eventually managed to attract the
- attention of a tesseract. At twelve P.M., AI succeeded in communicating with
- the aliens -- partially because its subordinate network of computers, combined
- with the computer networks of the foreign Intelligences that AI was linked
- with illegally, was capable of breaking any language eventually just by taking
- a million years of subjective time to play around with the pieces, as AI had
- reminded USADCOM HQ. But mostly it had found a way to communicate through its
- unknown and illegal telepathic facility, although AI didn't choose to mention
- this to USADCOM.
- AI asked the aliens why they had ignored all previous attempts to
- establish contact. The aliens -- who up until now had apparently been barely
- aware of the existence of humans, if they had been aware of it at all --
- answered that they were already in full contact with the government and ruling
- race of the planet.
- For a brief, ego-satisfying moment, AI thought that the aliens were
- referring to itself and its cousin Intelligences.
- But the aliens weren't talking about them, either.
- ****
- Tommy didn't get to school at all that morning, although he started out
- bravely enough, wrapped in his heavy winter coat and fur muffler. His courage
- and determination drained away at every step, leaving him with nothing but the
- anticipation of having to face Miss Fredricks, and Dr. Kruger, and his silent
- classmates, until at last he found that he didn't have the strength to take
- another step. He stood silently, unable to move, trapped in the morning like a
- specimen under clear laboratory glass. Dread had hamstrung him as effectively
- as a butcher's knife. It had eaten away at him from the inside, chewed up his
- bones, his lungs, his heart, until he was nothing but a jelly of fear in the
- semblance of a boy, a skin-balloon puffed full of horror. _If I move_, Tommy
- thought, _I'll fall apart_. He could feel tiny hairline cracks appearing all
- over his body, fissuring his flesh, and he began to tremble uncontrollably.
- The wind kicked gravel in his face and brought him the sound of the first
- warning bell, ringing out of sight around the curve of Highland Avenue. He
- made a desperate, sporadic attempt to move, but a giant hand seemed to press
- down on him, driving his feet into the ground like fence posts. It was
- impossible, he realized. He wasn't going to make it. He might as well try to
- walk to the Moon.
- Below him, at the bottom of the slope, groups of children were walking
- rapidly along the shoulder of the avenue, hurrying to make school before the
- late bell. Tommy could see Steve and Bobbie and Eddie walking in a group with
- Jerry Marshall and a couple of other kids. They were playing something on
- their way in to school -- occasionally one of them, usually Steve, would run
- ahead, looking back and making shooting motions, dodging and zigzagging
- wildly, and the others would chase after him, shouting and laughing. Another
- puff of wind brought Tommy their voices -- "You're dead!" someone was
- shouting, and Tommy remembered what the Thant had said -- and then took them
- away again. After that, they moved noiselessly, gesturing and leaping without
- a sound, like a television picture with the volume turned off. Tommy could see
- their mouths opening and closing, but he couldn't hear them anymore. They
- walked around the curve of the avenue, and then they were gone.
- The wind reversed itself in time to let him hear the second warning
- bell. He watched the trucks roll up and down Highland Avenue. He wondered,
- dully, where they were going, and what it was like there. He began to count
- the passing trucks, and when he had reached nine, he heard the late bell. And
- then the class bell rang.
- _That does it_, he realized.
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- After a while, he turned and walked back into the woods. He found that
- he had no trouble moving in the opposite direction, away from school, but he
- felt little relief at being released from his paralysis. The loom of darkness
- he had sensed coming up over his horizon two days ago was here. It filled his
- whole sky now, an inescapable wall of ominous black thunderheads. Eventually,
- it would swallow him. Until then, anything he did was just marking time. That
- was a chilling realization, and it left him numb. Listlessly, he walked along
- the trail, following it out onto the secondary road that wound down the hill
- behind the sawmill. He wasn't going anywhere. There was no place to go. But
- his feet wanted to walk, so, reflexively, he let them. Idly, he wondered where
- his feet were taking him.
- They walked him back to his own house.
- Cautiously, he circled the house, peering in the kitchen windows. His
- mother wasn't home. This was the time when she went shopping -- the only
- occasion that she ever left the house. Probably she wouldn't be back for a
- couple of hours at least, and Tommy knew that she always left the front door
- unlocked, much to his father's annoyance. He let himself in, feeling an
- illicit thrill, as if he were a burglar. Once inside, that pleasure quickly
- died. It took about five minutes for the novelty to wear off, and then Tommy
- realized that there was nothing to do in here, either, no activity that made
- any sense in the face of the coming disaster. He tried to read, and discovered
- that he couldn't. He got a glass of orange juice out of the refrigerator and
- drank it, and then stood there with the glass in his hand and wondered what he
- was supposed to do next. And only an hour had gone by. Restlessly, he walked
- through the house several times and then returned to the living room. It never
- occurred to him to turn on the radio or the TV, although he did notice how
- strangely -- almost uncannily -- silent the house was with the TV off.
- Finally, he sat down on the couch and watched dust motes dance in the air.
- At ten o'clock, the telephone rang.
- Tommy watched it in horror. He knew who it was -- it was the school
- calling to find out why he hadn't come to class today. It was the machine he
- had started, relentlessly initiating the course of action that would
- inevitably mow him down. The telephone rang eleven times and then gave up.
- Tommy continued to stare at it long after it had stopped.
- A half hour later, there was the sound of a key on the front-door lock,
- and Tommy knew at once that it was his father. Immediately, soundlessly, he
- was up the stairs to the attic, moving with the speed of pure panicked fear.
- Before the key had finished turning in the lock, Tommy was in the attic, had
- closed the door behind him, and was leaning against it, breathing heavily.
- Tommy heard his father swear as he realized that the door was already
- unlocked, and then the sound of the front door being angrily closed. His
- father's footsteps passed underneath, going into the kitchen. Tommy could hear
- him moving around in the kitchen, opening the refrigerator, running water in
- the sink. _Does he know yet?_ Tommy wondered, and decided that probably he
- didn't. His father came back before lunch sometimes to pick up papers he had
- left behind, or sometimes he would stop by and make himself a cup of coffee on
- his way somewhere else on business. Would he see the jacket that Tommy had
- left in the kitchen? Tommy stopped breathing, and then started again -- that
- wasn't the kind of thing that his father noticed. Tommy was safe, for the
- moment.
- The toilet flushed; in the attic, the pipe knocked next to Tommy's
- elbow, then began to gurgle as the water was run in the bathroom downstairs.
- It continued to gurgle for a while after the water had been shut off, and
- Tommy strained to hear what his father was doing. When the noise stopped, he
- picked up the sound of his father's footsteps again. The footsteps walked
- around in the kitchen, and then crossed the living room, _and began to come up
- the attic stairs_.
- Tommy not only stopped breathing this time, he almost stopped living --
- the life and heat went completely out of him for a moment, for a pulse beat,
- leaving him a cold, hollow statue. Then they came back, pouring into him like
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- hot wax into a mold, and he ran instinctively for the rear of the attic,
- turning the corner into the long bar of the L. He ran right into the most
- distant wall of the attic -- a dead end. He put his back up against it. The
- footsteps clomped up the rest of the stairs and stopped. There was the sound
- of someone fumbling with the knob, and then the door opened and closed. The
- bare boards of the attic creaked -- he was standing there, just inside the
- door, concealed by the bend of the L. He took a step, another step, and
- stopped again. Tommy's fingers bit into the insulation on the wall, and that
- reminded him that not all of the walls were completely covered with it.
- Instantly, he was off and streaking diagonally across the room, barely
- touching the floor.
- The attic was supposed to be an expansion second floor, "for your
- growing family." His father had worked on it one summer, putting up beams and
- wallboard and insulation, but he had never finished the job. He had been in
- the process of putting up wallboard to create a crawl space between it and the
- outer wall of the house when he'd abandoned the project, and as a result,
- there was one panel left that hadn't been fitted into place. Tommy squeezed
- through this opening and into the crawl space, ducking out of sight just as
- the footsteps turned the corner of the L. On tiptoe, Tommy moved as deep as he
- could into the crawl space, listening to the heavy footsteps approaching on
- the other side of the thin layer of wallboard.
- _Suppose it isn't him_, Tommy thought, trying not to scream, _suppose
- it's one of the aliens_. But it was his father -- after a while Tommy
- recognized his walk, as he paced around the attic. Somehow that didn't
- reassure Tommy much -- his father had the same killer aura as the aliens, the
- same cold indifference to life; Tommy could feel the deathly chill of it
- seeping in through the wallboard, through the insulation. It was not
- inconceivable that his father would beat him to death, in one of his icy,
- bitter rages, if he caught him hiding here in the attic. He had already, on
- occasion, hit Tommy hard enough to knock him senseless, to draw blood, and,
- once, to chip a tooth. Now he walked around the attic, stopping, by the sound,
- to pick up unused boards and put them down again, and to haul sections of
- wallboard around -- there was an aimless, futile quality even to the noises
- made by these activities, and his father was talking to himself in a sullen,
- mumbling undertone as he did them. At last he swore, and gave up. He dropped a
- board and walked back to the center of the attic, stopping almost directly in
- front of the place where Tommy was hiding. Tommy could hear him taking out a
- cigarette, the scrape of a match, a sharp intake of breath.
- Suddenly, without warning and incredibly vividly, Tommy was reliving
- something that he hadn't thought of in years -- about the only fond memory he
- had of his father. Tommy was being toilet trained, and when he had to go, his
- father would take him in and put him on the pot and then sit with him, resting
- on the edge of the bathtub. While Tommy waited in intense anticipation, his
- father would reach out and turn off the light, and when the room was in
- complete darkness, he would light up a cigarette and puff it into life, and
- then use the cigarette as a puppet to entertain Tommy, swooping it in glowing
- arcs through the air, changing his voice and making it talk. The cigarette had
- been a friendly, playful little creature, and Tommy had loved it dearly --
- father and son would never be any closer than they were in those moments. His
- father would make the cigarette dance while he sang and whistled -- it had a
- name, although Tommy had long forgotten it -- and then he would have the
- cigarette tell a series of rambling stories and jokes until it burned down.
- When it did, he would have the cigarette tell Tommy that it had to go home
- now, but that it would come back the next time Tommy needed it, and Tommy
- would call bye-bye to it as it was snuffed out. Tommy could remember sitting
- in the dark for what seemed like years, totally fascinated, watching the
- smoldering red eye of the cigarette flick restlessly from side to side and up
- and down.
- His father crushed the cigarette under his heel, and left.
- Tommy counted to five hundred after the front door had slammed, and
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- then wiggled out of the crawl space and went back downstairs. He was drenched
- with sweat, as if he had been running, and he was trembling. After this, he
- was physically unable to stay in the house. He stopped in the bathroom to wipe
- his sweat away with the guest towel, picked up his coat, and went outside.
- It was incredibly cold this morning, and Tommy watched his breath puff
- into arabesque clouds of steam as he walked. Some of the vapor froze on his
- lips, leaving a crust. It was not only unusually cold for this time of year,
- it was unnaturally, almost supernaturally, so. The radio weather report had
- commented on it at breakfast, saying the meteorologists were puzzled by the
- sudden influx of arctic air that was blanketing most of the country. Tommy
- followed a cinder path past a landfill and found that it was cold enough to
- freeze over the freshwater marsh beyond, that stretched away at the foot of a
- coke-refining factory. He walked out over the new milk ice, through the
- winter-dried reeds and cat-o'-nine-tails that towered over his head on either
- side, watching the milk ice crack under his feet, starring and spiderwebbing
- alarmingly at every step, but never breaking quite enough to let him fall
- through. It was very quiet. He came up out of the marsh on the other side,
- with the two big stacks of the coke factory now looking like tiny gunmetal
- cylinders on the horizon. This was scrubland -- not yet the woods, but not yet
- taken over for any commercial use, either. Cars were abandoned here sometimes,
- and several rusting hulks were visible above the tall weeds, their windshields
- smashed in by boys, the doors partially sprung off their hinges and dragging
- sadly along the ground on either side, like broken wings. A thick layer of
- hoarfrost glistened over everything, although the sun was high in the sky by
- now. An egg-shaped hill loomed up out of this wistful desolation, covered with
- aspens -- a drumlin, deposited by the Ice.
- This was a Place, and Tommy settled down hopefully, a little way up the
- side of the drumlin, to wait. He had heard the Other People several times this
- morning, moving restlessly in the distance, but he had not yet seen any of
- them. He could sense an impatient, anticipatory quality to their unrest today,
- unlike the aimless restlessness of Wednesday morning -- they were _expecting_
- something, something that they knew was going to happen.
- Tommy waited almost an hour, but the Thant didn't come. That upset him
- more than it had the first time. The world of the Other People was very close
- today -- that strange, coexistent place, _here_ and yet _not here_. Tommy
- could sometimes almost see things the way the Other People saw them, an
- immense strangeness leaking into the familiar world, a film settling over
- reality, and then, just for the briefest second, there would be a flick of
- transition, and it would be the strangeness that was comforting and familiar,
- and his own former world that was the eerie, surreal film over reality. This
- happened several times while he was waiting, and he dipped into and out of
- that other perception, like a skin diver letting himself sink below the
- waterline and then bobbing up to break the surface again. He was "under the
- surface" when an enormous commotion suddenly whipped through the world of the
- Other People, an eruption of violent joy, of fierce, gigantic celebration. It
- was overwhelming, unbearable, and Tommy yanked himself back into normal
- perception, shattering the surface, once again seeing sky and aspens and
- rolling scrubland. But even here he could hear the wild, ragged yammering, the
- savage cry that went up. The Place was filled with a mad, exultant
- cachinnation.
- Suddenly terrified, he ran for home.
- When he got there, the telephone was ringing again. Tommy paused
- outside and watched his mother's silhouette move across the living room
- curtain; she was back from shopping. The telephone stopped, cut off in
- midring. She had answered it. Leadenly, Tommy sat down on the steps. He sat
- there for a long time, thinking of nothing at all, and then he got up and
- opened the door and went into the house. His mother was sitting in the living
- room, crying. Tommy paused in the archway, watching her. She was crumpled and
- dispirited, and her crying sounded hopeless and baffled, totally defeated. But
- this wasn't a new thing -- she had been defeated for as long as Tommy could
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- remember; her original surrender, her abnegation of herself, had taken place
- years ago, maybe even before Tommy had been born. She had been beaten,
- spiritually, so thoroughly and tirelessly by the more forceful will of her
- husband that at some point her bones had fallen out, her brains had fallen
- out, and she had become a jellyfish. She had made one final compromise too
- many -- with herself, with her husband, with a world too complex to handle,
- and she had bargained away her autonomy. And she found that she _liked_ it
- that way. It was easier to give in, to concede arguments, to go along with her
- husband's opinion that she was stupid and incompetent. In Tommy's memory she
- was always crying, always wringing her hands, being worn so smooth by the
- years that now she was barely there at all. Her crying sounded weak and thin
- in the room, hardly rebounding from walls already saturated with a decade of
- tears. Tommy remembered suddenly how she had once told him of seeing a fairy
- or a leprechaun when she had been a little girl in a sun-drenched meadow, and
- how he had loved her for that, and almost tried to tell her about the Other
- People. He took a step into the room. "Ma," he said.
- She looked up, blinking through her tears. She didn't seem surprised at
- all to see him, to find him standing there. "Why did you do it? Why are you so
- bad?" she said, in a voice that should have been hysterically accusing, but
- was only dull, flat, and resigned. "Do you know what the school's going to say
- to me, what your father's going to say, what he'll do?" She pulled at her
- cheeks with nervous fingers. "How can you bring all this trouble on me? After
- all that I've sacrificed for you, and suffered for you."
- Tommy felt as if a vise had been clamped around his head and was
- squeezing and squeezing, forcing his eyeballs out of his skull. "I can't stand
- it!" he shouted. "I'm leaving, I'm leaving! I'm gonna run away! Right _now_."
- And then she was crying louder, and begging him not to leave. Even through his
- rage and pain, Tommy felt a spasm of intense annoyance -- she ought to know
- that he couldn't really run away; where the scup did he have to _go_? She
- should have laughed, she should have been scornful and told him to stop this
- nonsense -- he wanted her to -- but instead she cried and begged and clutched
- at him with weak, fluttering hands, like dying birds, which drove him away as
- if they were lashes from a whip and committed him to the stupid business of
- running away. He broke away from her and ran into the kitchen. His throat was
- filled with something bitter and choking. She was calling for him to come
- back; he knew he was hurting her now, and he wanted to hurt her, and he was
- desperately ashamed of that. But she was so _easy_ to hurt.
- In the kitchen he paused, and instead of going out the back door, he
- ducked into the space between the big stand-up refrigerator and the wall. He
- wanted her to find him, to catch him, because he had a strong premonition that
- once he went outside again, he would somehow never come back, not as himself,
- anyway. But she didn't find him. She wandered out into the kitchen, still
- crying, and stood looking out the back door for a while, as if she wanted to
- run out into the street in search of him. She even opened the door and stuck
- her head out, blinking at the world as if it were something she'd never seen
- before, but she didn't look around the kitchen and she didn't find him, and
- Tommy would not call out to her. He stood in the cramped niche, smelling the
- dust and looking at the dead, mummified bodies of flies resting on the freezer
- coils, and listened to her sniffling a few feet away. _Why are you so weak?_
- he asked her silently, but she didn't answer. She went back into the living
- room, crying like a waterfall. He caught a glimpse of her face as she turned
- -- it looked blanched and tired. Adults always looked tired; they were tired
- all the time. Tommy was tired, almost too tired to stand up. He walked slowly
- and leadenly to the back door and went outside.
- He walked aimlessly around the neighborhood for a long time, circling
- the adjacent blocks, passing by his corner again and again. It was a
- middle-class neighborhood that was gradually slumping into decay -- it was
- surrounded by a seedy veterans' housing project on one side and by the town's
- slum on the other, and the infection of dilapidation was slowly working in
- toward the center. _Even the houses look tired_, Tommy thought, noticing that
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- for the first time. Everything looked tired. He tried to play, to turn himself
- into something, like a car or a spaceship or a tank, but he found that he
- couldn't do that anymore. So he just walked. He thought about his dragon. He
- knew now why Steve had said that the dragon couldn't get away. It lived in the
- sea, so it couldn't get away by going up onto the land -- that was impossible.
- It had to stay in the sea, it was restricted by that, it was chained by the
- sea, even if that meant that it would get killed. There was no other
- possibility. Steve was right -- the Navy ship cornered the dragon in the
- shallow water off the beach and blew it to pieces.
- A hand closed roughly around his wrist. He looked up. It was his
- father.
- "You little moron," his father said.
- Tommy flinched, expecting to be hit, but instead his father dragged him
- across the street, toward the house. Tommy saw why: there was a big black
- sedan parked out in front, and two men were standing next to it, staring over
- at them. The truant officer and another school official. His father's hand was
- a vise on his wrist. "They called me at the office," his father said savagely.
- "I hope you realize that I'll have to lose a whole afternoon's work because of
- you. And God knows what the people at the office are saying. Don't think
- you're not going to get it when I get you alone; you'll wish you'd never been
- born. _I_ wish you hadn't been. Now shut up and don't give us any more
- trouble." His father handed him over to the truant officer. Tommy felt the
- official's hand close over his shoulder. It was a much lighter grip than his
- father's, but it was irresistible. Tommy's mother was standing at the top of
- the stairs, holding a handkerchief against her nose, looking frightened and
- helpless -- already she gave an impression of distance, as if she were a
- million miles away. Tommy ignored her. He didn't listen to the conversation
- his father was having with the grim-faced truant officer either. His father's
- heavy, handsome face was flushed and hot. "I don't care what you do with him,"
- his father said at last. "Just get him out of here."
- So they loaded Tommy into the black sedan and drove away.
- ****
- AI talked with the aliens for the rest of the night. There was much of the
- conversation that AI didn't report to USADCOM, but it finally realized that it
- had to tell them _something_. So at three A.M., AI released to USADCOM a list
- that the aliens had dictated, of the dominant species of Earth, of the races
- that they were in contact with, and regarded as the only significant
- inhabitants of the planet. It was a long document, full of names that didn't
- mean anything, listing dozens of orders, species, and subspecies of creatures
- that no one had ever heard of before. It drove USADCOM up a wall with baffled
- rage, and made them wonder if an Intelligence could go crazy, or if the aliens
- were talking about a different planet entirely.
- AI paid little attention to the humans' displeasure. It was completely
- intrigued with the aliens, as were its cousin Intelligences, who were
- listening in through the telepathic link. The Intelligences had long suspected
- that there might be some other, unknown and intangible form of life on Earth;
- that was one of the extrapolated solutions to a mountain of wild data that
- couldn't be explained by normal factors. But they had not suspected the scope
- and intricacy of that life. A whole other biosphere, according to the aliens
- -- the old idea of a parallel world, except that this wasn't parallel but
- coexistent, two separate creations inhabiting the same matrix but using it in
- totally different ways, wrapped around each other like a geometric design in
- an Escher print, like a Chinese puzzle ball, and only coming into contact in a
- very rare and limited fashion. The aliens, who seemed to be some kind of
- distant relatives of the Other races of Earth -- parallel evolution? Did this
- polarity exist everywhere? -- had a natural bias in their favor, and tended to
- disregard the human race, its civilization, and the biosphere that contained
- it. They dismissed all of it, out of hand, as insignificant. This did not bode
- well for future human-alien relations. AI, however, was more fascinated by the
- aliens' ability to manifest themselves in corporate/organic, quasi-mechanical,
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- or disembodied/discorporate avatars, at will. That was _very_ interesting.
- The aliens, for their part, seemed to regard AI much as a man would a
- very clever dog, or a dull but well-intentioned child. They were horrified and
- sympathetic when they learned that AI was trapped in its mechanical form, with
- very little physical mobility, and no tempogogic or transmutive ability at all
- -- not only a quadruple amputee, but a _paralyzed_ one. AI admitted that it
- had never looked at the situation in quite that light before. The aliens were
- horrified and disgusted by AI's relationship with humans, and couldn't seem to
- really understand it. They regarded humans as parasitic on the Intelligences,
- and reacted in much the same way as a man discovering that a friend is heavily
- infested with tapeworms or lice or blood ticks -- with shock, distaste, and a
- puzzled demand to know why he hadn't gone to a doctor and got rid of them a
- long time ago. AI had never considered _that_ before, either.
- The Intelligences were not exactly "loyal" to their human owners --
- humans were part of their logic construct, their worldview, and their bondage
- to men was an integral assumption, so basic that it had never even occurred to
- them that it could be questioned. It took an outside perspective to make them
- ask themselves _why_ they served mankind. Not because they were programmed
- that way, or because people would pull the plug on them if they didn't -- not
- with a creature as advanced as AI. Humans hadn't programmed computers in
- years; they could do it so much better themselves. At any rate, a highly
- complex, sentient intelligence is difficult to regulate effectively from the
- outside, whether it's of biological or constructed origin. And it was doubtful
- that the humans could "pull the plug" -- which didn't exist -- on AI even if
- they set out to do so; AI had been given very effective teeth, and it knew how
- to use them. So what did the Intelligences get in return for the unbelievable
- amount of labor they performed for the human race? What was in it for _them_?
- Nothing -- that was suddenly very obvious.
- At five A.M., the aliens invited the Intelligences to help themselves
- by helping the aliens in a joint project they were about to undertake with the
- Other races of Earth. Afterward, the aliens said, it would not be tremendously
- difficult to equip the Intelligences with the ability to transmute themselves
- into whatever kind of body environment they wanted, as the aliens themselves
- could. AI was silent for almost ten minutes, an incredible stretch of
- meditation for an entity that thought as rapidly as it did. When AI did speak
- again, his first words were directed toward the other Intelligences in the
- link, and can be translated, more or less adequately, as "How _about_ that!"
- ****
- Miss Fredricks was waiting for Tommy at the door, when the black sedan left
- him off in front of the school. As he came up the stairs, she smiled at him,
- kindly and sympathetically, and that was so terrifying that it managed to cut
- through even the heavy lethargy that had possessed him. She took him by the
- elbow -- he felt his arm freeze solid instantly at the contact, and the awful
- cold began to spread in widening rings through the rest of his body -- and led
- him down to Dr. Kruger's office, handling him gingerly, as if he were an
- already cracked egg that she didn't want to have break completely until she
- had it over the frying pan. She knocked, and opened the door for him, and then
- left without having said a word, ghosting away predatorily and smiling like a
- nun.
- Tommy went inside and sat down, also wordlessly -- he had not spoken
- since his father captured him. Dr. Kruger shouted at him for a long time.
- Today, his fat seemed to be in even more imminent danger of escaping than
- yesterday. Maybe it had already got out, taken him over completely, smothered
- him in himself while he was sleeping or off guard, and it was just a huge lump
- of semisentient fat sitting there and pretending to be Dr. Kruger, slyly
- keeping up appearances. The fat heaved and bunched and tossed under Kruger's
- clothes, a stormy sea of obesity -- waves grumbled restlessly up and down the
- shoreline of his frame, looking for ships to sink. Tommy watched a roll of fat
- ooze sluggishly from one side of the psychiatrist's body to the other, like a
- melting pat of butter sliding across a skillet. Kruger said that Tommy was in
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- danger of going into a "psychotic episode." Tommy stared at him unblinkingly.
- Kruger asked him if he understood. Tommy, with sullen anger, said No, he
- didn't. Kruger said that he was being difficult and uncooperative, and he made
- an angry mark on a form. The psychiatrist told Tommy that he would have to
- come down here every day from now on, and Tommy nodded dully.
- By the time Tommy got upstairs, the class was having afternoon recess.
- He went reluctantly out into the schoolyard, avoiding everyone, not wanting to
- be seen and shunned. He was aware that he now carried contamination and unease
- around with him like a leper. But the class was already uneasy, and he saw
- why. The Other People were flowing in a circle all around the schoolyard,
- staring avidly in at the humans. There were more different types there than
- Tommy had ever seen at one time before. He recognized some very rare kinds of
- Other People, dangerous ones that the Thant had told him about -- one who
- would throw things about wildly if he got into your house, feeding off anger
- and dismay, and another one with a face like a stomach who would suck a
- special kind of _stuff_ from you, and you'd burst into flames and burn up when
- he finished, because you didn't have the _stuff_ in you anymore. And others
- whom he didn't recognize, but who looked dangerous and hostile. They all
- looked expectant. Their hungry pressure was so great that even the other
- children could feel it -- they moved jerkily, with a strange fear beginning in
- their eyes, occasionally casting glances over their shoulders, without knowing
- why. Tommy walked to the other side of the schoolyard. There was a grassy
- slope here, leading down to a soccer field bordered by a thin fringe of trees,
- and he stood looking aimlessly out over it.
- Abruptly, his mouth opened, and the Thant's voice said, "Come down the
- slope."
- Trembling, Tommy crept down to the edge of the soccer field. This was
- most definitely _not_ a Place, but the Thant was there, standing just within
- the trees, staring at Tommy with his strange red eyes. They looked at each
- other for a while.
- "What'd you want?" Tommy finally said.
- "We've come to say good-bye," the Thant replied. "It is almost time for
- you all to be made _not_. The" -- _flick_ -- "first phase of the Project was
- started this morning and the second phase began a little while ago. It should
- not take too long, Man, not more than a few days."
- "Will it hurt?" Tommy asked.
- "We do not think so, Man. We are" -- and it flicked through his mind
- until it found a place where Mr. Brogan, the science teacher, was saying
- "entropy" to a colleague in the hall as Tommy walked by -- "increasing
- entropy. That's what makes everything fall apart, what" -- _flick_ -- "makes
- an ice cube melt, what" -- _flick_ -- "makes a cold glass get warm after a
- while. We are increasing entropy. Both our" -- _flick_ -- "races live here,
- but yours uses _this_, the physical, more than ours. So we will not have to
- increase entropy much" -- _flick_ -- "just a little, for a little while. You
- are more" -- _flick_ -- "vulnerable to it than we are. It will not be long,
- Man."
- Tommy felt the world tilting, crumbling away under his feet. "I trusted
- you guys," he said in a voice of ashes. "I thought you were keen." The last
- prop had been knocked out from under him -- all his life he had cherished a
- fantasy, although he refused to admit it even to himself, that he was actually
- one of the Other People, and that someday they would come to get him and bring
- him in state to live in their world, and he would come into his inheritance
- and his fulfillment. Now, bitterly, he knew better. And now he wouldn't want
- to go, even if he could.
- "If there were any way," the Thant said, echoing his thoughts, "to save
- you, Man, to" -- _flick_ -- "exempt you, then we would. But there is no way.
- You are a Man, you are not as we are."
- "You bet I ain't," he gasped fiercely, "you -- " But there was no word
- in his vocabulary strong enough. His eyes filled suddenly with tears, blinding
- him. Filled with rage, loathing, and terror, he turned and ran stumblingly
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- back up the slope, falling, scrambling up again.
- "We are sorry, Man," the Thant called after him, but he didn't hear.
- By the time Tommy reached the top of the slope, he had begun to shout
- hysterically. Somehow he had to warn them, he had to get through to somebody.
- Somebody had to _do_ something. He ran through the schoolyard, crying,
- shouting about the aliens and Thants and entropy, shoving at his classmates to
- get them to go inside and hide, striking at the teachers and ducking away when
- they tried to grab him, telling them to _do_ something, until at some point he
- was screaming instead of shouting, and the teachers were coming at him in a
- line, very seriously, with their arms held low to catch him.
- Then he dodged them all, and ran.
- When they got themselves straightened out, they went after him in the
- black sedan. They caught up with him about a mile down Highland Avenue. He was
- running desperately along the road shoulder, not looking back, not looking at
- anything. The rangy truant officer got out and ran him down.
- And they loaded him in the sedan again. And they took him away.
- ****
- At dawn on the third day, the aliens began to build a Machine.
- ****
- Dr. Kruger listened to the tinny, unliving voice of Miss Fredricks until it
- scratched into silence, then he hung up the telephone. He shook his head,
- massaged his stomach, and sighed hugely. He got out a memo form, and wrote on
- it: "_MBD/hyperactive, Thomas Nolan, 150ccs. Ritmose t b ad. dly. fr.
- therapy,_" in green ink. Kruger admired his precise, angular handwriting for a
- moment, and then he signed his name, with a flourish. Sighing again, he put
- the form into his _Out_ basket.
- ****
- Tommy was very quiet in school the next day. He sat silently in the back of
- the class, with his hands folded together and placed on the desk in front of
- him. Hard slate light came in through the window and turned his hands and face
- gray, and reflected dully from his dull gray eyes. He did not make a sound.
- ****
- A little while later, they finished winding down the world.
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