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- I grew up in a house of women. Men visited the house often. I don't remember my
- mother, but Mistress Phryne must not have liked her. She always called me "the
- little burden" my mother had left her. Other girls grew up in our house too,
- but for a long time I was the youngest. There were no little boys. I don't know
- why.
- The other girls didn't treat me well. Cressida was the biggest girl, and liked
- to play with the men who came to visit. She always found ways to give me
- trouble. When she was in her hissy moods, she'd often tell me her mother was
- much prettier than my mother had been. This made me sad, because it reminded me
- that I never got to know my mother, but Cressida had. I don't know if what
- Cressida said was true. Maybe it was. Her mother was very pretty. But Cressida
- might have said it even if it weren't true. She said it to me very often. I'm
- not sure why it was so important to her.
- Jeni and Merisa were mean too, but they were stupid. They just did whatever
- Cressida did.
- As we got older, the men started paying more attention to all of us, especially
- to Cressida. I'd try to keep out of sight when the men came. Not because I
- minded sitting on their laps, or letting them touch me, but because it always
- made Cressida so angry when they paid attention to me. She was impossible to
- deal with afterwards.
- Mistress Phryne never let the men take the younger girls to the rooms, though
- they often wanted to. Cressida got very full of herself after she started going
- to the rooms, and acted ridiculous afterwards. Swaying her hips in front of the
- men like a horse. I ignored her. I didn't mind playing with the men in the
- parlor, but I never wanted to go to the rooms, until the man with the grey eyes
- came. He watched me a long time but didn't speak to me. For some reason, I
- liked his attention. I was curious whether he'd touch me like the other men
- did, or whether it would be different. But he never asked for me. Always for
- one of the older women. He ignored Cressida and the other girls. Of course she
- didn't like that.
- One day a fancy man asked for me and Mistress Phryne told me to go with him to
- the rooms. I don't know why it made Cressida feel so important. After that I
- had to go to the rooms with many of the men. I think they liked me because I
- was so little. Some of them were nice to bed with, but most of them weren't.
- The ones who asked for me often seemed to like hurting, more so than the men
- that went for the older women.
- Some of the women in the house talked a lot, and often spoke bold to the men.
- Cressida did too, and so of course Jeni and Merisa did like she did. But this
- made the ugly men pay more attention to them, so I tended not to talk much when
- the men were around. I tended not to talk much when the girls were around too,
- because the more they paid attention to me, the more trouble I had. Mistress
- Phryne never talked to me about it, but I sensed that she liked it that I was
- so quiet. I think the man with grey eyes only every asked for the women who
- were quiet. Maybe that's why he watched me so often. Unfortunately, I think the
- men who liked to hurt also liked the quiet girls. Mistress Phryne handled all
- the money herself, but I think she got a lot more money from the men who liked
- to hurt. I didn't like going with those men. But I didn't cry about it, like
- the other women did.
- One day one the men who liked to hurt had taken Sharira and Caliel to the
- rooms, and Caliel was crying something awful. Then it was quiet for a bit, and
- she started screaming again but differently. Mistress Phryne went to the room
- then and then she sent me into town to fetch some men friends of hers. I found
- out later that Sharira had killed the man. I was happy to hear that, because it
- sounded like he wasn't treating Caliel very well. But Mistress Phryne was
- furious. I never saw Sharira after that, and none of the women would talk about
- what happened to her. Caliel seemed very different afterwards. She hardly spoke
- to any of us. After a few weeks, I never saw her again either.
- I was sad that Sharira left. I think she was the strongest of the women. Except
- for Mistress Phryne.
- After that, I tried even harder to avoid the attentions of the men who liked to
- hurt. I don't know how I could tell who they were, but I could. They looked at
- us different. Most of them liked to hurt us and bed us. The worst of them only
- liked to hurt. They were horrible. But crying didn't help, so I didn't bother
- with that.
- One night a man asked for me who only liked to hurt. He smelled like the
- basement. He seemed to like it that I didn't cry. At first. But he kept hurting
- me until I couldn't help it. And he kept hurting me. More than any of the other
- men had done. Then I noticed he was very quiet. His head was flopped at a funny
- angle. I pushed him and his body moved in a funny way, like a puppet when the
- strings were loose. I think he was dead, but I don't understand how. Nobody was
- in the room but the two of us. I'm sure Mistress Phryne would think I did it.
- So I didn't freak out like Caliel had. I decided to keep making noises like I
- had been a few moments before. I kept on making noises while I quietly
- collected together my clothing and a few things from the room. Then I slipped
- out the window, and hopped down into the yard, and ran as fast as I could. I
- kept running for a long time.
- I'm not sure how long ago that was. I remember waking up in Ceylon. Someone
- told me about the Seven Truths of Mhaldor and I thought they were very
- perceptive. So I came to this city and began training as a monk in the House of
- the Ebon Fist.
- Sometimes I think there is an Eighth Truth. Being weak is feeble-minded. But I
- think sometimes it's clever to appear weak. And I think that being quiet helps
- me to appear weak.
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