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it's a monday again

i am semi on hiatus from speedrunning. i have recently moved to a room where i have more space but i'm constantly anxious and been finding it a bit hard to focus lately. also just feeling randomizers a bit more lately honestly.

casually i haven't been playing much but i have a large amount of games on my radar for the future. we'll see when that all pans out. lots of smash ultimate just for something to do, and some messing around with gen 7 battle spot doubles.

been messing around a lot with music stuff but nothing worth showing. it's fun though. slowly working my way getting back into the swing of gamedev too.

looking forward to being in the arms of the most wonderful woman in the world, someone who makes me feel i matter. keep having this encroaching worry that i have no interests whatsoever but then i get excited about a thing. maybe one day i really will make that Amber Gets Excited About Random Stuffcast. family has finally actually acknowledged my impending move is to Chile which... finally i guess? they've danced around it until this point.