for Zofia

Sometimes I feel you coming back to me but you're nowhere to be found
Only my sight gets too blurry for me to see, for me to breathe
Time after time it's still the sime feeling I can't let go
I've been weeping since the day we departed together

Will the day I forget you be the day you can’t find a way back?
Will the day I stop greving be the day you seize to exist?
Your first day on a new path out there?
Constant path of loneliness?

But this time it was different
I didn’t care about others
If they see that I'm crying
It was just you and me

Missing you was the best thing that ever happened to me

When did you turn into a ghost?
Why is it just now that I do notice?

In the grass
I'll put you down

When I closed the doors I knew I would never see you again
I knew it was something that had to be done
But after all this time I can brush of the thought
That it's my bad after all
Maybe there was somehow a way to make it stop
Maybe this is just a cruel vision, but
when I recall looking through the gap of closing doors
All what was left was just darkness
So I thought I could walk out peacefully
Now everything is changed and I think
If there is no us, maybe there never was neither you nor me