✿ PART 001; "JUST RIGHT" ✿
username: @jjongsdong
password: bling bling

character's name: Kang Hee Chan
nicknames: crybaby (it's an obvious one, called a crybaby for a reason that he always will cry at the smallest matters). Disgrace (called by his mother when he never follows her orders). Shorty (it speaks for itself).
age + birthday: 18 + February 18th 1999
height: 173 cm
weight: 61 kg

slot + one backup: chamomile + lilium
faceclaim + backup: ig : 99_p_cn // ig : bae.choco

✿ PART 002; "AMEN" ✿
personality: Hee Chan is a very obedient child and student, he never wants to be a disappointment after what had happened back in the day. He tends to be very quiet and only speaks up his opinion when it's necessary and after he had run over the question multiple times. Hee Chan does not fight back in fear he would get hurt even more. He looks like he would never open up, but he eventually does despite his shy self keeping in tact. He loves his mother, always making sure he never gets on her bad side. He gets influenced very easily so when his mother tells him his sexuality is a sin, he might get convinced very quickly. He just wants his mother to love him ; just not this way.
background: Hee Chan's shy self has always been with him since he was a small boy. However, he tends to get rebellious in the sneakiest ways possible. When that happens, his father would give him a beating and his mother tried to stop his father. When his father and mother got a divorce when Hee Chan turned 7, thats when his mother took matters into her own hands. Her punishments got more harsh to the point he would starve for 2 days straight as a 7 year old boy. She never got physical, she attacked him more mentally. He got so weak by her insults that he started to follow exactly what she said hence his weakness which is he gets influenced very easily. To him, everyone is a clone of his mother. He has to follow exactly what they say. During the time of his puberty, he started to admire seniors in his school; all guys though. It was merely admiration until one of his seniors took care of him as a junior. When his senior left, Hee Chan yearned for him to come back, he just wanted the warmth. He knew he liked guys then, easily falling in love with various boys, good or bad.
family:
Kang Ye Sung (father)
Hee Chan hated his father and it was a mutual feeling. They rarely keep in touch now and he just calls for his step sister. His father despises his sexuality and supports the PAH
Min Sol Hee (mother)
As described above, his mother got abusive after her husband left her. Despite this, Hee Chan still loves his mother. Sol Hee only attacks since she wants Hee Chan to be better than his step sister. She wants Hee Chan to be perfect so her husband would return to her. To her, homosexuality is imperfect and a sin to their christian household.
Jang Seul In (step mother)
An arrogant individual, is biased towards her daughter but still cares for Hee Chan. She has a cold war with Sol Hee however homosexuality is an 'ok' in her books
Kang Ye In (step sister)
A kind soul who rebels against her own parents from time to time. She has a 5 year age gap with Hee Chan but her mentality is stronger than his. She always tells Hee Chan to stay strong and supports his sexuality with an open mind.

likes:
1. Solitary, unless it's with someone he can trust
2. Understanding individuals
3. The sound of birds chirping
4. Winter
5. Friendship and trust
dislikes:
1. Pain
2. Loud areas
3. Cramped, close to no space rooms
4. Canes
5. Verbal insults
you can add more if you want to!
bad habits + good habits: he is always scratching his own skin when he panics, getting many scars and red skin. He mumbles a lot which may annoy someone. Despite that, he is very clean and never glares at someone but when he does, its for a very bad reason. He has never drunk alcohol and had close to no sexual experiences. In short, he is very innocent. His best habit is always being polite.
trivia: necessary facts about your character
1. Despises the thought of alcohol
2. He is a free thinker
3. Still has marks from his father's caning as a child
4. He doesnt get bullied nor is popular in his school
5. His eyelashes are very long so when he cries, he kinda looks beautiful
6. His hair remains a natural black as it's 'a sin' to dye your hair
7. Suffers from claustrophobia and gets panic attacks often
you can add more if you want to!

✿ PART 003; "RUSSIAN ROULETTE" ✿
how do they act around the others? Hee Chan talks more around them than he talks elsewhere like in school. He understands most of them and tries his best to console them. He gets quiet when one or two of them have an outburst and gets very teary eyed. He always offers to be of use if they need help. He still maintains his innocent mind when he is around them and does not drink alcohol; unless he gets provoked.
Can they handle pain? Absolutely not. He has not been caned since he was 7 so up till now, a small ant bite would be enough to get him teary.
how do they react to the PAH? at first, he thinks why it is necessary. He thinks hes normal and he wants out. But when his mother says its to cure him, to make him normal again and it would make her proud, he starts to be obedient and willing to enter PAH but still thinks PAH is stupid. He's only doing this because he thinks his mother would stop being so verbally abusive and she promised she would be proud. He hates the PAH and tries to run away at any given moment.
how do they react to the staff of PAH? Hee Chan gets very hostile and tries to stay out of sight when he's around them. He thinks theyre all physical versions of his mother and he runs although he knows theres no escape. When he gets caught however, he stays silent and obeys their orders easily. At very rare moments, he has outbursts and attacks the staff. When he's sane, he just wants them to leave the damned room.
any psychic or physical diseases? asthma
any ideas for interactions between the characters? at least 2
1. Hee Chan panics in a room with all of them, attempting to physically hurt them and starts pulling at his own hair
2. Hee Chan gets yelled at to stop being a crybaby and that his mother doesn't control his life. He thought about it for many days.

love interest + back up love interest: sunflower,calla
how do they act around their love interest? He still remains quiet but definitely not as shy. He even manages to crack a smile around them sometimes. He tries to make them smile as much as he possibly can. He also cries when he realizes he probably embarrassed himself. He convinces himself that it's merely a friendship but its very hard to believe it.
how would they react if their love interest get hurt by someone? Being a crybaby, the first thing he would do is to yell for them to stop hurting him. He would run to protect the other if he was allowed to. When he does panic or get out of control, he attacks anyone who even lays a finger on them. He will always try to protect the other at all costs.
ideas for interactions with love interest? at least 2
1. They grab his hand in fear and that time Hee Chan wasnt the one hiding behind backs, instead he protects.
2. Hee Chan consoles his love interest and it was the first time he didn't cry along with him. He tells him to stay strong and never give in.

✿ PART 004; "THE 7TH SENSE" ✿
extra: (optional)
why do you want to be accepted: Yeet well i happened to find this applyfic on the browsing page! It seemed really interesting and  a n g s t y  and i loved the plot of the story!
what do you always wanted to tell me (joo)? I hope my character fits the slot I chose if not i can change it a bit. If it really doesnt fit then i thank you for spending your time to read this aidhsjxhjsjd btw i love ur content.

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ㅡ joo, wrong, 2017