madison, i love you so fucking much, i honestly still cant believe you're mine. i hope it stays like that. forever, not until i die. forever. ive never loved anyone like i love you before, no where near. you're really special to me and i appreciate you so much. and i know im not the best but ill do anything to stay with you, you're perfect to me, and i know that we have had some bumpy roads and it really hurt me and made me cry, a lot. but i think it will build us stronger into a better relationship, i really hope so because i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you, ill dedicate my whole life, to be with you happily. thats my only wish, and goal in life. i truly love you and i hope you know that maddi, no matter what you do or say im still always going to love you...  i swear to god not a minute goes by without thinking about you you're the main part of my life, my priority, a purpose to live you're, my world honestly. you make me so happy and unfortunantly cry sometimes but you have brought more joy and love than anyone or anything ever has, i dont want you maddi honestly, I NEED YOU. i dont wanna sound selfish or dependant but... i need you. to complete my life. you're the person ive always been missing and wanted. i love you so much maddi that will NEVER change. and i'm, really sorry that you have lost friends, a relationship, and stuff. because of me, it really makes me feel god awful but i still hope you're happy with me because, i would remove everyone, block everyone else besides you if thats what it took to stay with you. i need you more than anything maddi.  youre the only person that makes me feel wanted, and loved. and im so glad i make you feel the same way because you are wanted, loved, and needed. even if we never met, you are still loved, needed, wanted, and cared about and i know you really care about me and love me, and that alone makes me so happy. and i really really miss your voice, i hope we can call, or something tomorrow. your voice just cheers me up and makes me smile, just like you maddi. i love you, have an amazing day baby girl. im sorry if i wake up late