ORH 47

FMC calls MC's name and viceversa..MC thoughts: that's enough ..it's been a long time Lee Sihyun(her name), he thinks actually it hasn't been that long but it feels like it's been long, there's a lot of things i want to ask you..anyway know..finally i feel like..the night i hurt my head..*smth about her, the jacket rapist*  MC asked her that night if she was okay. He thinks ..as a matter of fact(or if you look at it fmc multicolored- bad tl but i think he observed she was flustered etc).. on that day, i was shocked seeing FMC who was with rapist.. it's because all turned into smth like that..The relationship with Josh(rapist) ..about that night .. Why did i not have the courage to ask you directly..
FMC or MC thoughts: now what's the point i wonder..( not sure here) ..I want to hear it now!(maybe her and the fact mc dates slut?) I want to listed to it with my own ears(smth like this)! FMC calls MC's name.. Thoughts here 'i think that my heart will be easier' MC: Listen ..Lee Si-hyun ..I ..Si-hyun you and Josh(rapist)...that night .  FMC: you and Suzie..(slut). They say you guys live together, congrats(great). MC thinks what? oh no no wait a second.. what! Si-hyun knew this too..! MC here says smth in low tone and unintelligible. Some thoughts ' well, that's great. what's good with you when you're living with Suzie(could be either one's),
FMC goes: Suzie moved form the room without saying anything i did not see baggage moving(not entirely accurate) What do you think? So is she doing well? MC replies  unintelligible again, and she tells him sorry she couldn't go to the hospital, but she heard it wasn't serious(bitch what?) Thoughts of MC ah ..i don't have the chance to say anything...  She goes: but today i saw.. Compared to before, you looked better( as in he looked happier or ..) Did you feel alone? Somehow now you look comfortable and stable.. MC replies with a ' is that so' (i think),  So now you like only one girl..is it because you like Suzi that much?(smth like this), She tells him if not now.. i am not feeling confused anymore. It feels much easier when i focus on one person rather then forth and back(could also be addressed to MC), MC thinks her name, She goes: anyway! She tells MC smth only a Korean could understand well, but it's about him and slut girl, smth lewd. MC tells her yeah.. and not to worry in an unsure tone. MC thinks: oh. fmc name...maybe ..i'm in trouble.. it might be me rather, damn it!.. Actually i am.. nothing is ever that easy(not sure here), MC thinks that she really is a good girl(too damn good to go with a rapist ffs) She goes huh? More thoughts 'when i hear you say so..' She gets a call, MC thinks ' you are so happy that you are already rapist' girl..but i.. can't admit that i like this situation!(here he hears her talking prbly all giggly) and FMC tells she's sorry that she's a little late, MC thinks ' yeah, let's ask her once, it won't kill you, just do it!!'(about her and rapist), MC goes" Si-hyun, let me ask you a question..She speaks on the phone 'i have something to say to my friend'(ouch..)MC asks fmc if she speaks to rapist.. That guy, i know who he really is..and FMC with heart in the txt(all giggly) tells rapist that she wants to see him too(wtf man wtf wtf..is she that retarded). MC thinks she was talking to that bastard up until now, besides those two are that close to speak so affectionately!) FMC speaks on the phone that she talks about nothing that important (which stabs mc in the heart),Now it's all over(the talk?) and she goes away saying 'yeah oppa alright i'm going now, i know' and tells MC she'll go first(she's bitch bitch here). MC thinks: right, i was nothing to her(fuck these misunderstandings and stupid mc and fmc..17 allover again), I might.. finally i might try once again to get a clear answer..(she just left you alone like nothing dude, only shitty writing might help you) to make sure my mind will get clear.. so that will be enough... everything i dreamed when i entered in college..i got it already ..i've become a couple with a  pretty girl and i'm the object of envy ..*txt that it won't get tl* that alone , my college life is shining enough!..Because i always have Suzie to look only at me!(give slut time ..) MC gets a text from Suzie, which tells him she cannot come today and she's sorry( that time is here ..slut cheat action next, and i hope FMC gets to see it!!!) MC thinks the timing between him and Suzy is drifting away(not sure but he looks down asf here) and thinks dinner all for him(smth like that). He sees a woman and thinks that is the nurse, and thinks why is she standing there for ..He tells himself not to pay any attention, he's tired and down .. and goes 'eh? wait, that girl might be sick or hurt now?
Chapter ends with 'i wonder where it hurts?' by author maybe ..