[QUOTE=Grogoth Drem]Your avatar is enough for me to hear you out, get to it~[/QUOTE]
I'll try to keep it somewhat brief as not to waste anyones time. A paragraph on each point to be detailed with the tl;dr at the top.

tl;dr I know I fucked up, I know why I fucked up and why it was a slap in the face to everyone who gave me a chance. I'll strive to fix my personality flaws and not be an intolerable presence. Please let me back in, I want to PvP with waffles because I enjoyed my time there and genuinely want to be good at EVE ONLINE. Thank you for your time.


[quote="the hurf"]Going back to the reason I got booted in the first place. Shitposting, being let back in on the promise not to shitpost, then shitting in everyones cheerios by micspamming comms like a week or so after. Pretty open and shut case. I know why that fuckup was more than a simple fuckup because I was counseled on shit like this before. It was a slap in the face of frome who gave me a second chance. not to mention ruining the vibe for the guys that were on. Lesson learned, don't be a faggot. I paid for the lesson with a kick from waffle+at least a billion+ donation to another waffles "helping me evac my shit". I wonder if that redeemer got fragged yet? Anyway.

Problem with that is I historically have no filter and being socially acceptable wasn't my strong suit. I've had a life style change with this NYC move that, beyond involving alot of weed, has me actually being a social type. Imagine E'd out me dancing spastically at a rave and have a free laugh at my expense! I'll iron out the kinks in my personality offline over the coming months and I'll have enough sense to just be chill, do what I'm told, and kill when I'm online. I'm willing to listen to criticism and take it to heart so this time around should be better.

I need to get back into waffles, there is no one halfway competent I can see coming back to eve thats open to me. Anything remotely blue to GSF is barred to me courtesy of Mittani. I had directors who tried to go to bat for me and didn't even get a chance to speak on it. I'm blacklisted for good. Maybe that fact not an incentive for you to let me in but its an incentive for me to prove I'm not the piece of shit that I'm considered to be. And that I can get shit done without embarassing the corp I'm in.

And you guys run a smooth operation, the best experience I had in eve was that short stint chilling on the pounce at Otsasai and I'm mad I fucked myself so it got cut short but I don't blame yall.

Anyway, I just wanna smoke weed, log onto eve a couple times a week, and learn from the best. Thats you guys. Give me another chance and you guys got my loyalty. I'll make sure I prove it with actions.
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