ff7 crashed about 2 hours in during sephiroth and i haven't touched it since. pubg has eaten up a lot of my time cause it's fun. got a 14 kill game @ #3 w/ therio yesterday. i want to play the starcraft remaster when it's out, heck yea

i haven't figured out the new vtmb route for any% or how using v1.1 would be for all quests. haven't touched the game in a few weeks now. been playing some metroid offline but it's really sparse and bad practice so i'm not sure when i'll be ready to grind it again. i'm obligated to run zamn again because of nasa2017, so it shall begin this week. there is no point in just learning the marathon route since i can bust that out at any time. instead i have to ~go~deeper~

i feel like i get home and do dishes every day but i'm never actually done doing the dishes, it never ends

i've been writing those memos i was talking about awhile ago. i'm trying my best not to edit them while i'm writing or after, but trying to piece everything together has been tough. i've set up sections to help compartmentalize the narrative and reflection, which has been helpful since i begin to focus on one part of my life and begin to remember things. it's been an interesting and fun thing to do, but i'm trying not to write some false narrative with the prospect of it being public

watched this video about the death of city of heroes, i liked that game ): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YahAati0d2c