Even if someone else’s expectations line up with everything i want as well Even if someone hacked me to find out what expectations ive had of myself KILL THAT SHIT DEAD tired of people thinking they do something about my potential like im sharing or give a fuck do that shit after im dead since thats where im willing to go to make sure i can do this alone like everything ive done alone dont need some overly privileged goof fucking around with me like i have a problem he thinks he understands LIGHTNING MEANS NO ONE UNDERSTANDS GET THESE FUCK MEN AWAY FROM ME already day dreaming about harming myself get in my way so you have to tell people how you made it worse by trying to do something other than fuck off