I think I've mentioned it before but my brother moved back like 1.5 years ago now and it's really getting to a serious breaking point. I won't bother explaining everything but this weekend is especially bad because my dad's having back surgery this week and can't get sick before it and he just brings his extremely sick children over and then proceeds to not look after them expecting my parents to do it. Today's apparently the day he can finalize his divorce and whatever and I just don't care at this point. Yeah yeah family and all that but I spent 18 years under my brother and sister doing anything they want and getting everything while I got crumbs and I'd carved out a very comfortable way forward under my own power for the last 10 years and they're both just pushing back down on me again and I'm exhausted.

In good news, I'm pretty much caught up on major new releases that aren't ports or remakes. It's once again quite freeing to just pursue whatever. On that front, I probably don't have enough time to actually be good at anything to submit for SGDQ and I'm not really sure that I care that much. I've enjoyed all of my runs a great deal but it's also frustrating when I just want to relax on a week off. We'll see. Giving Rusty a big audience is still the dream, I just might not be ready this time.

Winter's been hard and I just want some better weather to stick around and things to shape up a bit so I can relax.