book

you ever add back someone who sexually assaulted you.
i tried to read tonight. a chapter of the great gatsby. it was hell. i hate reading now. i cried after because i feel so dumb, i can't take anything in when i read it seems.
why do the worst people make me feel so good. i run away from the nice people. i think i'm scared of losing something healthy that i barely try.
books are fucking boring as shit.