[11:02 PM] Maq: this would have been a pretty big fish
[11:02 PM] Vincent B.: damn right
[11:03 PM] Vincent B.: its a tempting fish
[11:03 PM] Rob: what id like to hear is your ideal situations bobby
[11:03 PM] Rob: what would make you happy is what im wondering
[11:03 PM] Rob: winning obviously but
[11:03 PM] Rob: stomping d2?
[11:03 PM] Rob: trying hard to win in d1?
[11:03 PM] Rob: different people?
[11:03 PM] Rob: what is it exactly
[11:03 PM] ez SaiX: Bobby doesn't like a challenge
[11:03 PM] Allen: im not trying to go back to d2
[11:03 PM] Maq: shut up
[11:03 PM] Maq: let him answer
[11:03 PM] ez SaiX: He just wants easy wins
[11:03 PM] Vincent B.: saix pls
[11:03 PM] Allen: look we're all trying our best
[11:04 PM] Rob: ye i want a srs answer here
[11:04 PM] Allen: and i get that
[11:04 PM] Allen: it isnt like im not giving it my all every match
[11:04 PM] Allen: thats why i complain so much after its cause i care about it
[11:04 PM] Rob: right
[11:04 PM] Allen: its the decisions we make
[11:04 PM] Allen: but look
[11:04 PM] ez SaiX: That still doesn't justify bitching
[11:04 PM] Allen: we were 1-3 going into this week, still in possible contention for a playoff spot
[11:04 PM] ez SaiX: And doubting your team
[11:05 PM] ez SaiX: Every match
[11:05 PM] Allen: the logical thing is just take the freewin, but i understand why vincent wanted to play the match
[11:05 PM] Allen: saix im not gonna do this shit
[11:05 PM] Rob: so your complaint is just 'take the free win' p much then?
[11:05 PM] Allen: no thats not it
[11:06 PM] ez SaiX: You don't have to
[11:06 PM] Allen: i would have liked to take the free win, because im gonna be honest
[11:06 PM] Allen: saix is right
[11:06 PM] Allen: i do doubt the team at times
[11:06 PM] Allen: then we come close and i get excited
[11:06 PM] ez SaiX: All the time
[11:06 PM] Allen: then we lose
[11:06 PM] Allen: and its unfortunate to me
[11:06 PM] ez SaiX: Maybe not vs ba
[11:06 PM] ez SaiX: But every other war
[11:06 PM] Allen: because knowing the situation we could have been in
[11:06 PM] ez SaiX: You doubted us
[11:06 PM] Allen: we could have been 2-3
[11:07 PM] Allen: saix cut the shit
[11:07 PM] Allen: like im serious rn
[11:07 PM] Allen: i dont give a fuck if you wanna shit talk me
[11:07 PM] Allen: like dude couldnt care less
[11:07 PM] Allen: but cut it in front of me
[11:07 PM] ez SaiX: And what
[11:07 PM] Allen: im not starting shit with you right now when you're babbling pointless drama
[11:07 PM] Allen: what do you want?
[11:07 PM] Allen: me gone?
[11:07 PM] Allen: ill go
[11:07 PM] Allen: gladly
[11:07 PM] ez SaiX: You think im not?
[11:07 PM] Allen: like ill leave if you really want me gone
[11:08 PM] Allen: if thats your whole point here
[11:08 PM] Vincent B.: we can kick each others asses all we want, i just want all of us to learn something from this and grow as a team, not tear each other apart
[11:08 PM] ez SaiX: I really could care less what you do honestly
[11:08 PM] Allen: then why do you care so much
[11:08 PM] ez SaiX: Stay leave whatever
[11:08 PM] Allen: why the fuck do you care what i wanted to do
[11:08 PM] ez SaiX: Thats on you
[11:08 PM] Allen: why do you care what i have to say
[11:08 PM] Allen: why do you care?
[11:08 PM] Allen: like seriously
[11:08 PM] Allen: im so interested
[11:08 PM] ez SaiX: Reread
[11:08 PM] Allen: ive never been more invested into something youve had to say
[11:08 PM] ez SaiX: Thank
[11:09 PM] Vincent B.: rob post ur esssay already
[11:09 PM] Rob: hi
[11:09 PM] Vincent B.: fucker
[11:09 PM] Rob: lol
[11:09 PM] Vincent B.: youve been typing for like 3 minutes
[11:09 PM] Allen: reread what
[11:09 PM] Allen: what am i supposed to reread
[11:09 PM] Vincent B.: man i so wanna spam quotes right now
[11:10 PM] Allen: how much of a "bitch" i am?
[11:10 PM] Allen: i understand that you think that of me
[11:10 PM] Allen: you know what i think
[11:10 PM] Allen: ive doubted this team yes
[11:10 PM] Allen: i said we werent gonna do good yes
[11:10 PM] Rob: idk im just wondering like what this fighting is about
[11:10 PM] Allen: like everything you've said is correct
[11:10 PM] Rob: you've guys already won d2 so its like
[11:10 PM] Rob: could stomp that again or try and win in d1
[11:10 PM] Rob: free win isnt really a win, doesnt mean our team is better
[11:11 PM] Rob: just like cheating the rules to get into playoffs doesnt make sense to me
[11:12 PM] Rob: all these wars have been p close besides that m/s one so idk
[11:12 PM] Rob: can only try our hardest !
[11:12 PM] Rob: if thats not good enough then w/e at least we tried
[11:12 PM] ez SaiX: Thats basically my entire point
[11:12 PM] ez SaiX: Yes we are losing
[11:12 PM] Vincent B.: with a little hostility
[11:13 PM] ez SaiX: But its not bad in the slightest
[11:13 PM] Rob: i wouldnt have more fun stomping in d2
[11:13 PM] ez SaiX: We aren't outmatched
[11:13 PM] ez SaiX: Reread from beginning vince
[11:13 PM] Rob: i have fun in these matches because these are others d1 teams trying their hardest as well
[11:13 PM] Vincent B.: i saw it all
[11:13 PM] ez SaiX: I wasn't hostile when i was telling bobby this earlier
[11:14 PM] Vincent B.: i see where youre coming from, i dont like it either
[11:14 PM] ez SaiX: I really just dislike that emo attitude. If anything take it to pm with someone
[11:14 PM] Vincent B.: but i dont wanna become that person, telling them to leave and dont come back
[11:15 PM] Vincent B.: i wanna tell them to shut the fuck up, change their attitude, and join our winning squad
[11:15 PM] ez SaiX: You're right there
[11:15 PM] Vincent B.: i really wanna win d1
[11:15 PM] Vincent B.: like i need to win d1 before i quit this game
[11:16 PM] Vincent B.: id love nothing more than to do it with debilitate
[11:16 PM] Vincent B.: zt was a pick up team
[11:16 PM] Vincent B.: this is my home team
[11:16 PM] Vincent B.: i didnt expect to win d1 our first season... i thought we had a chance, but surely not 10-0 chimney sweep
[11:17 PM] Vincent B.: i do the best i can every match so i can learn and adapt to the (slightly cancerous) D1 style
[11:18 PM] Vincent B.: im willing to get my ass kicked this season if it means we can turn it around and do some serious ass kicking next season
[11:18 PM] Vincent B.: ive wanted to post this quote all night
[11:18 PM] Vincent B.: "But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!”
[11:19 PM] Vincent B.: as long as we keep moving forward as a team
[11:19 PM] Vincent B.: no matter how  hard we get our ass kicked
[11:19 PM] Vincent B.: we will win
[11:19 PM] Allen: do i need to get the rest of that quote
[11:19 PM] Vincent B.: sure
[11:19 PM] Vincent B.: "The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
[11:19 PM] Vincent B.: and neither is d1
[11:19 PM] Vincent B.: "It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it."
[11:19 PM] Vincent B.: i aint gonna let it
[11:20 PM] Vincent B.: i wanna build myself, and everyone around me to as tall as they can stand
[11:20 PM] Vincent B.: so i can win
[11:20 PM] Vincent B.: i just wanna win
[11:20 PM] Allen: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOlPIdvZ4Vw&t
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[11:20 PM] Vincent B.: dont forget to visit your mother
[11:20 PM] Vincent B.: i need to sleep
[11:20 PM] Vincent B.: gym in the monring
[11:22 PM] Allen: alright then