DP PC Suggestion and vent

T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: hello
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: hiya
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: whats yp
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: are you busy?
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: no
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: whats wrong
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: How was your day?
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: bleh
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: why bleh?
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: bullshit at home
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: i understand
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: i really do
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: my day was shitty for the same reason...
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: well, hopefully tomorrow is a better day :)
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: also if things are getting tough, you are a person to. Make sure you are talking to someone, it definitely does not have to be me. but make sure you are talking to someone
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: You should know better than anyone else keeping things bottled up is not good
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: i do know
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: thanks
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: tomrrow prob wont be better tbh
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: but
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: gotta push thru
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: If you think tomorrow is gonna be a bad day you are gonna make it a bad day
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: think of every day as a new beginning
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: it might be harder for you but i literally dont remember yesterday
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: so it is a new beginning for me every day
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but just dont dwell on the past, strive for what the future holds.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: when you are losing faith, talk about it dont hold back
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: (If you are atheist faith as in, belief that the future will be better)
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: faith is just easier to type cx
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: c:
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: (It's better if you are confident tomorrow will be a better day)
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: Say to yourself, tomorrow will be a good day :)
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: and if its not
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: blame s.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: :P
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: dont actually do that
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: blame a stuffed animal
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: and squeeze it
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: :P
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: WHY THE FUCK CANT I SPELL THE THING
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: sorry if i seem like a pc, i really dont want to be one
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but i dont know if you are open and talk to people about your issues
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: and i want to make sure you do
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: because the only thing good bottled, is................... cant come up with an ending to this metaphor
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: BTW all those super fancy things I said, i made up on the spot :)
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: i am open to specific ppl. i am not open when it comes to my personal life and issues. otherwise imm cheerful and bubbly
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: :P
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: and i probably wont remember any of it tomorrow
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but please, please promise me you will talk to someone about your personal life and issues
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: I know people go online to create a facade to escape reality.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: But the truth is reality effects you
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: and avoiding it wont help you
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: just talk to someone please.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: it doesnt have to be a tango member
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: go for coffee with a friend
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: bullshit about your issues
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: if they mock you, they are clearly not your friend
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: if they listen, you will realize how much people cherish you
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: even if you go to a friend and dont talk but just have a good cry it will help.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: One of the main reasons I worry about you so much, is I see myself in you
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: in a way
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: You care about everyone else, but do not take the time to care for yourself. correct me if i am wrong.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: You believe that you are not as important as others, again correct me if i am wrong
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but cut the bullshit
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: you mean more then the world to someone out there
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: it may not seem like it
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but people idolize you
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: you might not know who and it might not seem apparent
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but you impacted someones life so greatly, that without you. Well, they couldnt live without you
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: this is my spiel for tonight sorry to throw so much at you
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but idk i felt like today in particular you needed to hear this
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: if i said anything that hurt you, I promise it was not my intention and I sincerely apologize
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but please. please I beg you, talk to someone about your real life problems.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: i kind of ranted :o mb
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: im going to stay on for 30 more min if you change your mind and want to talk i will be here.
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: Dapper, I really appreciare this. i really do. i have a few people i cant talk to. i do. and i have someone who i mean the world to them.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: that is good to hear c:
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: cant?
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: wait
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: nono i can talk to.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: o
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: okay good cx
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: :p
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: I have noticed the past two weeks, you have not said once that you have had a good day
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: its really concerned me
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: I went to sinister and alex about it
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: like
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: https://gyazo.com/868ba588058e9436883530351cb434ef
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: and with wash
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: i believe some of the stress from pc will be lifted
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: and you can take some time for yourself :)
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: btw that was on july 4 and it took me 4 days to get the courage to go to alex/sinister
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: its actually been 3 weeks
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: that you have changed
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: and acted differently
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: its not a bad thing persay, you just seem. not as happy
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: and it concerned me
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: i appreciate you looking out for me. I really do. it means more than i can say. In my personal life, i have a shitty home situation. and its very diffucult. I have tango as a distraction, and i keep my mind occupied with other people and helping them with their issues. i have been through a lot and i have always been the person to go to if you need to vent. i feel good helping someone else thru their problem(s). bc that way i know they arent hurting like i am anymore. and they have a better chance of being happy. i dont think about my problems bc if i dwelled on them, I would crumble. and i have hit those points in the past. But, I had my friends help me thru it. sometimes, it didnt work. but most of the time they did. So, thank you for looking out. i appreciate it. its rare to see people concerned for others, and its refreshing
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: I am sorry to hear that your life at home is bad, it is good that you have distractions. It may be good to have distractions but don't rely on them too much, because eventually they will fade away or something will happen. When it does happen, you cannot be so reliant. Again it is good that you feel good helping others but take the time and help yourself. You are the most important person. Ya it feels good being the shoulder to cry on. But where is your shoulder, you have issues to. I see you say you have people you go to but this is 3 weeks straight where something has seemed off. I suggest going back to them and talking to them again because there is still clearly something bothering you.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: You are the most important person in your life*
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: bc that way i know they arent hurting like i am anymore. and they have a better chance of being happy.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: the only person stopping you from being happy is yourself, you are not letting anyone help you
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: in the way you help others
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: dwell may not have been the best words
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: you clearly still havent come to terms with something that has happened
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: you may say you arent dwelling on it
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but you may have not come to terms with it yet
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: my best friend committed suicide when i was in grade 4, it took me 7 years to accept he is gone and remember the things i had, and the stuff he left behind then remembering what I lost
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: I focused on the fact he was gone rather than the way he impacted my life for the better
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: I came to terms with his passing.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: its a strange phrase
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but once you understand it
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: youll know
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: its a confusing concept, and i explained it terribly
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: im sort of in that phase, i lost my grandfather 2 months ago. it still hurts like its fresh. i havent had the oppertunity to properly mourn for him yet.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: I am so sorry to hear that.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: Were you close?
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: very. he was my rock
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: Tell me about him, go into detail as much as you can.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: It is 100% okay to cry
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: I literally full on broke down in school one day
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: There must be some things, his smile, his personality.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: Think about traits that you can smile about
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: its okay to be sad that he is gone. believe me that is normal.
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: but its also okay to smile while crying, remembering all the things he did that made you smile before
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: maybe one day, ill go into detail with you. however, tonight is not the night. unfortuatly. i have some workk to do before bed
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: but thank you
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: okay
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: dont push yourself to hard
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: and get lots of sleep
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: if it is anything I can help with
T.w² | DapperPanda .cL м: I would be more than happy to assist you
T.w² | ♥ Batgirl ♥ ∙ρc cL: thanks dapper