AetokKeeler2002 10:25 pm
    Neither did Shisou need to ask if he could go berserk. >.>

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:25 pm
    He asked me.

 AetokKeeler2002 10:25 pm
    And he didn't need to.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:35 pm
    It's not up to you.

 AetokKeeler2002 10:35 pm
    No, you're not understand.
    He didn't need to ask.
    It wasn't more than 3 steps away.
    Or if he needs to ask, then Barry needed to ask before going defensive -> martial.
    Since he didn't need to ask, Shisou didn't need to ask.
    It's not up to me, you're right.
    It's how the rules of the game work.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:37 pm
    Barry went 2 steps... neutral doesn't count once stancing begins...

 AetokKeeler2002 10:37 pm
    No.
    Neutral counts.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:37 pm
    No.

 AetokKeeler2002 10:37 pm
    Yes.
    It always has in the past.
    You don't get to arbitrarily say it doesn't because you don't think it should.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:37 pm
    It's my bloody scene and I do.

 AetokKeeler2002 10:38 pm
    Neutral counts.
    It always has in the psat.
    And you didn't say it didn't when this scene started.

 AetokKeeler2002 10:41 pm
    Sorry if I seem a little short about it. Not my intent, just tired.
    But you should know better than try to retroactively apply special rules to a scene.
    You laid out Barry's rules at the start, and any other deviations from the norm should have been stated then.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:46 pm
    I know you are perfect and all, but I TRIED to cover everything I could think of. I am not perfect, so it came up during the scene, and I made the call. I TOLD Shisou... he could go berserk. Do not act like that with me. You do not get to tell me how to run my scene, you do not get to tell me what is right and wrong with what comes off as an arrogant tone, and you certainly do not get to have a last word on the subject. Barry's rules and such, Are not saved anywhere. There is no note file. Add to that that 4 people have played the character, things have to be improvised. Stop arguing with me about everything... I'll even say please, don't do it... But, respect the fact that I am doing the best I can...
    I am going to end up sedated tonite.

 AetokKeeler2002 10:46 pm
    Lose the fucking sarcasm.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:47 pm
    I'm not being sarcastic

 AetokKeeler2002 10:47 pm
    Right, that first sentence wasn't sarcastic at all.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:47 pm
    I am fighting a fucking anxiety attack

 AetokKeeler2002 10:47 pm
    I'm sitting here for a fucking scene for 5 hours now because the players are slow-as-fuck posers and I can't go do anything else in case I end up being needed.
    So excuse me if I'm a little tired and short-tempered, but lose the fucking sarcasm.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:47 pm
    Then leave the scene.

 AetokKeeler2002 10:47 pm
    No, because I said I'd be here for it.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:47 pm
    I WASNT BEING SARCASTIC

 AetokKeeler2002 10:48 pm
    Bullshit.
    Now you're treating me like I'm stupid. Thanks.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:48 pm
    I know fucking well I am a fucking stupid girl okay.

 AetokKeeler2002 10:48 pm
    DON'T START THAT GODDAMNED SHIT.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:48 pm
    leave the scene

 AetokKeeler2002 10:49 pm
    I wasn't saying you were stupid.
    And I'm not perfect.
    And it felt like you were being sarcastic, so if you weren't, alright, sorry.
    I said I'd be here for this scene which is why I'm still here and why I haven't complained about it, but it is annoying that I am on for a scene as requested yet can't do anything for it. But I said I'd be here so I'm sucking it up.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:50 pm
    You don't need to... the other 2500 people like you that are better than me showed me. I am just a stupid girl, the dumbest one in class. I never failed before but I failed... I failed and was the bottom person... the dumbest idiot... I know I'm stupid okay... I try...

 AetokKeeler2002 10:50 pm
    No no no no no no
    do not fucking start that shit
    You are not dumb
    You are not stupid.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:50 pm
    I try... I try

 AetokKeeler2002 10:50 pm
    You are not any of those things.
    You are not stupid
    YOU ARE NOT FUCKING STUPID.
    I got a little short, and for that I apologize.
    You forgot something. That doesn't make you stupid.

 haileyshay@gmail.com 10:51 pm
    DONT YELL AT ME!

 AetokKeeler2002 10:51 pm
    Then stop saying shit about yourself.
    You are not stupid.
    You. Are. Not. Stupid.
    I wasn't trying to say anything negative about you, either.
    All I meant was that if you forgot a special rule, it shouldn't apply retroactively when you remember it. *shrugs* That's just how I view it. But the reason I'm talking about it with you here instead of discussing it where others can see is because I'm not going to argue the decision now that it's been made, just giving my opinion on it.

 AetokKeeler2002 10:53 pm
    I respect your decision and your authority, but that doesn't mean I won't tell you if I disagree with something.
    And I guess my bit of annoyance + lack of sleep yesterday made me come across a bit more abrasive than I meant to be.
    Alright?
    Sorry for comign across abrasively.

 AetokKeeler2002 10:55 pm
    *pokes*
    Oi.
    Talk to me.
    Tell yourself you're not stupid, becuase you're not.
    *prods*
    And I'm sorry if I made you feel that way.

 AetokKeeler2002 11:04 pm
    *pokes*

 AetokKeeler2002 11:08 pm
    Alright?