lol

[12:54 AM]
scratchh:
    hey, thanks for adding me to talk. I think you already know why ive added you, but I do also want to discuss some stuff with you that ive heard from other players, and id like to clear up whatever misconceptions you have about me. you can ask me whatever you want ill be truthful about it.I also want to say I've done what you've asked of me, (atleast what you told boxcar). I contacted stephanie and wrote her a private and personal apology on my behalf inside of TFTV DM's. To which I added YumYum to contact her so she knows i sent her it. She acknowledged it on twitter.

[12:54 AM]
FROYO NURBEY #:
    to twitter i go
    was it in twitter dms?
    can you send me the message if so?

[12:55 AM]
scratchh:
    nonono it was on tftv
    yes i can
    she just posted on twitter that she got a dm or something
    boxcar showed me it

[12:55 AM]
FROYO NURBEY #:
    i mean her acknowldgement

[12:55 AM]
scratchh:
    oh
    yeah let me scroll up in boxcars chat and try and find it
    https://steamuserimages-a.akamaihd.net/ugc/794243007517820678/D9C7CD3227673CB1C6DF920127E055CAF0F10863/

[12:56 AM]
FROYO NURBEY #:
    I don't care about seeing it, I care about her accepting the apology
    Did she say anything back?

[12:57 AM]
scratchh:
    as far as I know she hasnt, I said at the end if shes willing to talk it out with me she can respond to the DM, but she never did
    Since thats really my only way of communicating with her as it stands
    I also want to say I havent done anything malicious in any way to her or any streamers in recent times, It's usually been people in our discord doing it but I've never joined them in doing it because i havent been talking to them as much to begin with, Usually i just hang out in a mumble with a few people like lolguy, aestro, and yoona.
    That furry pound stuff was all my friends, and I wasnt in any communication with them when i joined the server, I was talking to lolguy in our mumble and playing with him since he was in the server, and I wasnt trying to purposely focus her in any way, but I was choosing to taunt whenever I did kill her. I apologized about that in the DM aswell because I realize it still upset her. I didnt even know she was in the server until I connected and played
    animus told me that he told you I was moving as of recent and havent been playing much besides ringing and I havent been talking to much of my "circlejerk" which is also true. I moved from florida to west virginia
    as far as I know my friends have been trolling/sniping Yight, Alfa, b4nny, and occasionally stephanie. and I havent contributed or helped them in any way what so ever I only know this because its a discord server and I can see all the clips and what not they're posting
    I dont know if they've done it to anyone else
    If you want to know anything you can ask but I've been truthful in every statement here.

FROYO NURBEY #:
    You should take this time to consider who your friends are and what type of shit you're willing to sit by and watch them do
    You know it's wrong, don't you?
    It's not hard to make new friends if you're worried about that
    Or you're worried that they may some mean things about you
    Which just leads back to why you value being around them
    I'm sorry scratchh, but when I read things like this all I see is you name dropping people and you're just upset of being caught and you finally decided you wanted to play the game again and now you want to come get the ban out
    I'm not trying to look down on you, sorry
    I've been in your shoes before

[1:07 AM]
scratchh:
    I've already limited my communications as I said previously, because I've realized this entire situation is just going to wrap around my own name and people are going to blame me for the shit that happens

[1:07 AM]
FROYO NURBEY #:
    Then get rid of them entirely honestly
    They are not good people according to what I'm reading

[1:07 AM]
scratchh:
    I'm not trying to purposely name drop anybody, im just being truthful to you as to whos been being affected by people stream sniping
    No they arent, they are volatile people and i understand that
    hence why ive been hanging out with an entirely different group of people 90% of the time

FROYO NURBEY #:
    But you still help them enable their behaviour 10% of the time
    If you want to  prove you changed TO ME you know what to do
    But that's just for personal satisfaction
    If stephanie says it's all right I will unban you

[1:09 AM]
scratchh:
    Why do you think I help them enable their behaviour?

[1:09 AM]
FROYO NURBEY #:
    Even being around them and being silent is the same thing as enabling them
    If you truly think it's wrong, you would try to stop them from doing bad things if you're their friend wouldn't you?

[1:10 AM]
scratchh:
    I've told them before that I didnt want to get involved with anything their doing, because I realize its a fucked up thing. but me telling them to stop isnt going to stop the 4-5 people doing this shit, they think its entertaining and will continue doing it with or without me
    even if I completely wipe my friendslist they will continue to be assholes to people
    They have always been even before I knew who they were
    People call it the scratchh circlejerk because my name is the most prominent of everyones there, I dont own them by any means nor do I even have power in the discord they hang out with
FROYO NURBEY #:
    But hey if you got rid of them
    That proves you don’t wanna be associated right?

[1:13 AM]
scratchh:
    Yes, that is a good point, but a lot of them still are mostly good people (animus, shuckle, etc etc) and I'm not willing to dump my friendships with these people ive grown with as a person. Dont get me wrong though, I know who you're referring to when you say this, and I will happily remove them off my steam and anything else and further not contact them

[1:13 AM]
FROYO NURBEY #:
    Then you should do that
    Friends are like you know
    People
    Their own people
    Just because you aren't in a circlejerk doesn't mean you can't be friends with individuals from there
    And you should probably pass the same logic to those people then
    Because they are just as enabling as you are

[1:16 AM]
scratchh:
    thats a fair point and I agree, I'll get rid of the volatile ones. but if you want me to further prove myself and get stephanies approval, I once again cant really contact her and I'm not going to send a tftv dm saying to please accept the apology because that is begging and pretty cringe. If I can ask one thing of you. I would like  you to bring what I've said to you and show it to stephanie and talk to her on my behalf
    because I dont think theres really any way I can get this info to her on my own
    and I dont want to sound like im bribing her by any means, but if she wants, she can have my tradable unusual from the exploit that happened recently as a final seal. Think of it as a reperations payment for the shit ive done to her in the past? Its up to her to accept it or not but im completely willing to if thats what it'll take.
    It's not anything fancy but if it'll help her in any way to gain some sort of trust from me then so be it im completely fine with her having it
    https://steamuserimages-a.akamaihd.net/ugc/790865475060454894/8674819ADB47359090C66DF9893FFF8933317BAF/