lonelyangel

[This is for any kind of voice - masculine, feminine, whatever. You want to try something new, you go for it! I’d love to hear anyone’s take on this!]

It always confused me, how you kept fires.

	No, no, don’t be afraid. I’m not going to hurt you.

	We don’t keep fires, up in heaven.

	Why would we? We bathe in the light of god, or else we have the stars.

	But you… you keep fires.

	Why?

	… for warmth?

	But your bodies regulate heat, don’t they?

	I can see the heat of it, in the night. I can see your heart beating, under your skin.

	You look scared - why are you scared?

	Oh.

	No, i suppose I don’t really look like anything from this plane, do I?

	Angels are… different from you.

	Is… this a form you’re more comfortable with?

	[make a weird noise - I don’t care if you just snap your fingers, just symbolize some kind of change]

	Is that better?

	I’m smaller now, I’ve only got one head, only a couple more eyes & arms than you’ve got….

	May I sit beside your fire? The warmth is different from the light of creation - it only warms the skin, but it’s a deeper warmth.

	Oh - what are you offering me?

	… food?

	We don’t… we don’t really eat.

	I mean, we can. Theoretically. We were created to be perfect beings. Although I suppose that a perfect being doesn’t necessarily need to… be able to eat, but still.

	What is it?

	Duck?

	[moan - tasting food for the first time ever]

	It… it tastes. I can taste it. I don’t… know what taste is, except that I’m feeling it. As i taste it with both of my mouths, it’s… the grease, it’s on my face, it’s going down to my breasts.

	Why are you staring at me like that?

	I know of the ecstasy of the divine, I have knelt at the feet of the seat of creation, but this is… different.

	… yeah, this is my first time coming to this plane.. .like this. I just… I saw you sitting by your fire, & I felt… I felt something. Some kind of strange… wanting. A yearning, in my chest & my stomach, & it was… it was such a deep… wanting.

	I’m sorry.

	You’re a human being.

	What would you know, on the feelings of angels?

	Loneliness?

	Is that what you call it?

	Oh.

	You saw me come down from Heaven?

	Yeah - there’s a circle of glass now, on the field, where I came done.

	Was I scared?

	… a little bit.

	I think I was?

	Where is the rest of your family?

	I’ve been watching you for a while - you live a little apart from everyone. Why?

	Oh.

	Do you not like them?

	Oh.

	Yeah, I suppose that makes sense.

	I don’t… understand what it is to be alone, entirely. Before I came down from the heavens, there was just… everything. I knew everything, & could see everything, inasmuch as I was given to know & see.

	But now… I don’t know.

	I don’t know everything anymore, & there’s a… there’s a yawning ache.

	But please, tell me more about fire.

	I want to know.

	It…you use it to make food, and you use it to keep away the darkness.

	Why are you afraid of the darkness?

	Oh. The things that live in it?

	We live in the darkness, in heaven. Have you ever seen us?

	I mean - when we’re in the sky.

	I’ve seen other angels that came to earth, on whatever business they’re up to.

	I was always curious.

	I suppose that’s what brought me here.

	And now… you’re pressing closer to me.

	Let me… open my arms, open my wings.

	Let me pull you closer to me, so that you can rest your head on my breasts.

	… my sex?

	We don’t work like that.

	Angels, I mean. We don’t.

	We have… our bodies are perfect, the way yours were, in the garden.

	“Man & woman, he created them.”

	But you… aren’t you lonely, on your own?

	Maybe that’s why I felt that, when I was looking down at you.

	But… now you’re leaning towards me, on your tiptoe, reaching up….

	[kissing sounds]

	Why are you… why are you pressing your mouth against one of mine? Why are you holding on to me so tightly?

	Oh… oh… you’re… you’re so warm.

	You’re not hot like we are, you’re… you’re warm.

	The divine fire inside of you is only a flicker.

	Your skin is so soft against mine… my skin, which has never felt anything else. And… mmm… your mouth is… your tongue is in one of my mouths, it feels… you feel….

	Your hands.

	Oh, your hands, please… please, dont’ stop, & your… your hips, they’re… oh!

	Oh, sweet God, that’s… that’s… I don’t know what you’re doing, but… please, keep doing it.

	Mmm…

	[moan, gasp, general pleasure noises]

	Can I… can I touch you too?

	Let me… let touch you… let me run my fingers through your hair, it’s… it’s greasy & thick, & it doesn’t… you feel so real.

	You feel so… different.

	Your body is dying & you can barely sense the world, but you’re pushing yourself against me, pressing your face into me, &... oh… oh, your hands, they’re… oh… oh….

	Let me… let me wrap my wings around you, so that I can see from another angle, as you… kiss? That’s what it’s called, kiss?

	As you kiss me, kiss down my body, kiss… oh!

	Yes, that’s… I mean… I… oh….

	[general incoherence - oral sex for the first time]

	Oh god… there’s… something… is going to happen, something is… something….

	Why are you grasping my hips like that, &... pushing me onto my back?

	Oh!

	Oh, you’re… your hips are on mine, you’re… it’s… oh sweet heaven, don’t stop, please don’t stop, that’s… that feels… oh… oh…..

	[more fucking noises - up to you which genitals you have, but someone is getting penetrated, someone is doing the penetrating, & it is GOOD]

	I’ve seen this… I’ve seen this, from the stars, from heaven, watching you do this, & I always wondered why, because it’s so… messy, but this is just… this is perfect, this is… how do you do anything else? How are you ever not… oh!

	Oh sweet… oh… oh, something is happening, something is… something… I’m… I don’t know what’s happening, but it’s… it’s….

	Ah!

	[orgasm noises]

	What was… what… are you… oh!

	You’re… it’s happening to you as well, I’m just watching your face, you’re… oh… oh, I can feel it, I can feel the twitching & the… oh… oh sweet heaven….

	Let me… let me hold you close to me. Let me wrap all of my wings around you, let me… hold you with all of my arms.

	I’m sorry that you were lonely.

	I’m… I was lonely too.

	I don’t think I am anymore.

	I… I’m going to stay.

	For now, at least.

	If you’d like. They don’t… they don’t need me for anything in heaven.

	At least… not right away.

	I don’t know how I’ll go back, now I know what “loneliness” is.