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"Don't say you want to die,
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live on without giving up!"
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...How foolish it is to say songs with lyrics like that are correct.
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In truth, I couldn't care a bit if I died,
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but I'd be pretty sad if the people around me did.
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I suppose it's some kind of ego, that goes:
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"Because I just wouldn't like it."
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Not caring if strangers live or not,
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and hating someone else just seems like some kind of fashion now,
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but “Live peacefully” nevertheless?
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What a wonderful thing that would be indeed...
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On the other side of the screen, someone dies.
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Lamenting that someone else sings.
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Influenced by that, a young boy
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ran off carrying a knife.
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We are hated by life itself.
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Pushing values and ego, as always,
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so very simply we broadcast songs about
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wanting to kill somebody else over radio waves.
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We are hated by life itself.
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We who thoughtlessly say we want to die,
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and look at life carelessly,
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are hated by it.
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I’ve got no money, and so throughout the day again, I sing songs of praise to indolence.
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Still without grasping the meaning of life, I come to an epiphany that it’s pointless and take a breath.
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Are these wounds really ok to be expressed with words like “I’m lonely”?
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Carrying nothing but such obstinacy, today again I sleep alone on my bed.
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We who were but youths
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at some point start to change into young adults.
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Growing old, one day we rot away like fallen leaves,
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with not a soul in the world knowing of our existence...
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Obtaining an immortal body,
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and living our whole existence without dying…
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...I’m just daydreaming about these kinds of science fiction situations.
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I couldn’t care a bit if I died,
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but I’m wanted alive by the people around me.
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Living on carrying such contradictions...
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I think I’ll get yelled at.
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“Things that are “correct” should stay “correct”."
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“If you don’t want to die, then live.”
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If we’re going to end up sad and if that’s fine,
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then you gotta laugh alone forever.
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We are hated by life itself.
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Without even grasping the meaning of joy,
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we just hate the hand life has dealt us,
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and merely curse our pasts.
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We are hated by life itself.
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We who simply like the idea of the word “goodbye” a little too much,
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with no knowledge of a true farewell,
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are hated by life itself.
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Happiness,
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farewells,
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love,
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and friendship;
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they’re all goods that can be bought for money…
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within jokes made by comical dreams.
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I might just die tomorrow you know,
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everything might just end up being for naught,
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mornings
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and nights,
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spring
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and autumn,
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unchanging, someone dies somewhere.
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I don’t need dreams or even a tomorrow,
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If you’ll have lived on then that’s all I need.
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Yeah...
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That’s actually
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what I want to sing about.
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Hated by life itself.
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In the end, we’ll die anyway.
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You will,
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I will,
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one day all of us will rot away like fallen leaves.
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But regardless, we live on frantically--
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Shouldering our lives, frantically, we live--
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Killing,
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struggling,
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laughing,
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shouldering it all.
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Living,
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Living, living,
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Living, living, living,
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Living, living, living, living--
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Just live.