i'm not retired just on hold i need time to think FAQ

why aren't you speedrunning today?
i had a sorta conflict with both myself and someone else and i lost the will to do so.

when will you comeback? what happened to your youtube channel?
i stopped showing my videos publicly i don't feel willing to publicly show all 700 of my old videos if you want something you might have seen from me just whisper/direct message on any platform.

when will i comeback? honestly i don't even know. i'm sorry for anyone that's followed just for Speedruns i'll speedrun when i'm better. but right now i need to think about my behavior toward others in the community and others outside it as well. plus my job being stressful and being low on cash doesn't help either.

if you ever wanna play a casual game just hit me up on any of my social media in the twitch info section.
i'm very conflicted right now and every second i type this message i almost utter tears.
i don't wanna stop speedrunning but today i have zero will to do anything like that or hang out with people both in IRL and discord servers.

Plans for next year: Speedrun the New LA (links Awakening game for switch) and casually play the new ac game coming out.