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- FAILGORE TROUT DOX
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- Billy Walshe
- 280 Glendale Rd
- Bent Mt, VA
- 24059
- USA
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- telephone: 1-540-929-0606
- aim: williamwalshe
- email: billywalshe@gmail.com
- facebook: http://www.facebook.com/billywalshe
- OKCUPID: http://www.okcupid.com/profile/billybillyb
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- FOR TEH LULZ
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- MIME-Version: 1.0
- Received: by ********** with HTTP; Wed, 16 Mar 2011 11:53:07 -0700 (PDT)
- Date: Wed, 16 Mar 2011 14:53:07 -0400
- Delivered-To: billywalshe@gmail.com
- Message-ID: <AANLkTin+H0WE4Ocu7F5Zpe-7zqs4L7enTNkOnFnWFKvt@mail.gmail.com>
- Subject: me again
- From: William Walshe <billywalshe@gmail.com>
- To: ************
- Content-Type: text/plain; charset=ISO-8859-1
- you've never once told me about how you feel about me.
- when you say things like "i don't know what to say" or give me cold
- reasons why you still can't return my calls or letters, it hurts me.
- the first letter i wrote you, you didn't return...but i know you must
- have still felt something.
- every time i see you i think you still feel something. last time, i
- did my best to ignore it, and you. like always, the memory has
- overwhelmed my consciousness, and i must express it.
- you have been so indifferent, but you know what you mean to me.
- i meet people everywhere, i make friends, i have friends, i do meet
- girls who'd probably be my girlfriend. hell i try to let something
- happen, but it doesn't. it can't...i'm lonely no matter where i go or
- who i'm around. a party of smiling friends can be hell. i feel so
- alone, michaela.
- when i say that you've never once told me how you felt about me, i
- don't mean it.
- you have so many times, but never with words.
- you told me once that words are a terrible way to express yourself,
- maybe you're right, but i still am trying.
- for lack of your touch, i am left with words and paint and music and
- wood and it's all shit. no one has a lower opinion of my own artwork
- than myself. it is all miserable shadows of what your touch was like.
- when i wrote that crock of shit on your facebook, i guess it was
- because i couldn't take your indifference. maybe i'd rather have had
- you hate me. hate's an emotion and indifference isn't.
- you know i didn't mean any of it. to me it was just some joke. do you
- know what i wanted? what i was trying to do? i don't think i can ever
- truly decipher my own intentions. my closest guess is that i wanted
- you to tell me how you felt just once. i didn't even get that much...
- michaela, you are the only person on the entire planet to ever tell me
- that my web site is fucked up, to my face. i would love you for that
- if nothing else.
- how can you respond to that ...pile of shit... and not the writing
- that is closest to me?
- ...i love you like i can never love anyone else.
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