an evil dream where i was evil

so basically, in the dream, my friend came to town and this presented a great opportunity to kill her and seize some sort of super coveted magical power/artifact/whatever. in any case, i stabbed her to death (which i almost never do in my dreams) and she had such a look of helpless betrayal, i felt so guilty :sob: and spent the rest of my dream regretting what i did, especially once i got caught. i was a noble family's daughter in this dream, and it was very unusual for somebody like me to do something that heinous, but the law showed no mercy and i was sentenced to be one of "Gaulene's Chosen." which basically meant life as a monk in a type of prison monastery. i had to give up all my possessions and spend every day for the rest of my life studying monastic/religious writings. the guards actually treated me more gently and respectfully than the other prisoners, but it obviously still sucked. but anyway, since there was nothing interesting left for me in life, i started plotting an escape ofc. we occasionally got internet access on monastery phones, and i used them to start planting seeds that might hopefully lead to my escape or exoneration (such as opening the forum thread about my sentence/case on multiple IPs with a VPN lol)