So, that's it?
You're completely separating from me.
2 years gone?
Wow Trace...
I literally have no words.
This hurts.

CenturionToday at 10:47 PM
I am sorry it hurts, and I never want to hurt anyone especially you. But neither of us are happy and I cannot handle the constant paragraphs that will suddenly appear out of nowhere accusing me of all kinds of stuff.
I am trying to become a teacher and I cannot deal with that type of drama.
I asked to make it a break, but you don't want that.

LiseToday at 10:48 PM
So, you cut me out? You don't even try to understand. You throw me away like it's easy?
I never said that.

CenturionToday at 10:49 PM
How am I cutting you out
you arent blocked
anywhere.
I could have blocked you
could have done a lot more.
Try to understand what? You've said the same thing over and over. It isn't an excuse anymore.
You aren't the only person who has gone through bad things.
Reality check.

LiseToday at 10:50 PM
No, I never assumed that I was.

CenturionToday at 10:51 PM
And this isn't easy.
I am hurting.

LiseToday at 10:51 PM
So am I.

CenturionToday at 10:52 PM
What do you want me to do exactly?
What is it that you want?

LiseToday at 10:52 PM
I haven't stopped crying for hours. It's not what I wanted. This is the exact thing I was trying to avoid.
I've lost too many people.

CenturionToday at 10:52 PM
Hold on
You haven't lost me
I am right here
I don't block people until they've gone off the deep end
But you must understand this
You claim it is your inability to trust that causes these outbreaks, from past trauma
But if you keep using that as a crutch, you will never be in a healthy relationship. Ever.
Try to change.
Because no one will tolerate it.
No one on this planet.

LiseToday at 10:56 PM
I don't know what to do...

LiseToday at 10:57 PM
I'm speechless.