I love you

Hey baby, so I have wrote like 3 of these but like they have all been "emo" this is going to be different because I don't feel "emo" I just did something sad its 4:23 am 7/23/18 and I just spent 3 hours watching and reading on how to not be so clingy and this letter still falls into being clingy but not I guess because yes I am msg you butttt im doing this to more inform you on everything I guess. So you are stressed duh like wtf, I am up your ass and that's not a good thing at alll. So I just going to give you space, I am going to live my life and have you live yours and then come back together so we are different but like in a good way, so we have stories and shit to talk about and not just me being up your ass and always wanting to know what you are doing. I am so sorry for the huge amount of clinginess that I have been doing I think its because I am so scared of fucking up but I was to blind by my insecurity's to see that I was fucking it up this WHOLE TIME. I do love you and I know you love me, in one of the videos I watch the guy was talking about don't assume that something is bad when you don't even know so yeah in my head I think that this is all over between us because of me buttt why tf should I think that? You are not leaving me and I am not going anywhere either we have both said that sooo many times. Anyway, the whole point of this was to say sorry for everything that I have done and to acknowledge the HUGE amount of stress you already have in your life besides me. I don't want to lose you, I need to change the way I am for you and for me. You should feel better when you are with me so I should make that real if that makes since idk, plus I need to do this for myself as well. So I am going to give you space a healthy amount hang out with friends and do shit with my family plus you said you want to be with someone with a close family and I why not give that to you, you still are my everything and always will be so I am going to be there for you but from a distance but close enough to grab you when you fall. I love you willow, and I um hope everything is still the same for you.