yay tired of classes already. only one of them is cool (shakespeare class!!!), one of them could potentially be interesting if there were wasn't a very unfortunate problem student that won't stop talking (my prof doesn't know how to handle it), one of them is way too big of a class for me to be interested in despite the teacher and the content being great, and the other is too early in the day for me to properly absorb. No online classes this semester is also really hurtin; not having that convenient flexibility each week is hurtin my psyche. Not even remotely motivated or interested to shoot for A's; thankfully the classes aren't particularly hard.

while i'm bitching about school, i keep having doubts about my major (am i actually interested? is this worth it? am i just going to end up with a shitty 9-5 job?) and it's really degrading my quality and quantity of work, which makes me upset, which further degrades my work, etc. bad cycle, hard to break out of.

real reason i'm writing this is because i need some catharsis: just got an outright ridiculous update on some new deluded work policies from an owner that doesn't know anything about how the establishment functions. One fine example of said delusion, as well as late stage capitalism: "no more free meals for working a double shift." not making enough money? take even more away from the employees. fuck off.

Haven't been streaming much because of classes and general deflated state of mind. Sorry. Mother 3 playthrough soon(tm), shooting for spring break, whenever that is. i try not to look at the dates so i don't have an expectation for it.

Trying to think of something positive to end on...um...Wargroove is fun.

god i hate writing depressing pastebins, shit doesn't do anything to help lmao...