davesprite has a lot of feelings

-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] curls his arms around John's torso and gives him a squeeze --
CTG: missed you
-- CURRENT tentacleTelegnosis [CTT] snaps a picture --
CEB: i missed you too.
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] return-squeezes + kiss. --
-- CURRENT tentacleTelegnosis [CTT] snap --
CEB: uh...
CEB: rose?
CTT: Just ignore the camera.
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] gladly returned the kiss and then oh no picture taking --
CTG: uh
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] 's face starts going yellow --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] slips one arm around dave's waist and the other around his shoulder for another kiss. --
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] makes a funny little bird-like sound and returns the kiss, closing his eyes. Yes good. --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] MAKES THINGS A LITTLE MORE RISQUE... except without description bc kids present etc. --
CTG: john were in public
CEB: and?
CEB: i don't think anybody minds.
CBO: It wouldn't hurt to tone it down a bit.
CTG: see someone minds
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] frowns a bit, face yellow --
CEB: oh.
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] hands to himself. --
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] sighs and pushes his shades up onto his hair, pushing back his bangs. Face -> John's shoulder --
-- CURRENT tentacleTelegnosis [CTT] group hug with dave/john :D --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] ...hug. --
CTG: aaghhppf!
CTG: guys
CEB: are you feeling ok, rose?
CTG: rose why
-- CURRENT tentacleTelegnosis [CTT] is the master cockblocker --
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] squeezes John a little more tightly, frowning --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] returnsqueeze. --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] tries to sneak rose out of the hug. --
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] sry rose but you were interrupting romance --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] ...groans quietly and rubs his face in davesprite's neckruff. --
CTG: you ok john
CEB: yeah.
CEB: that was just kinda weird.
CTG: yeah a little
CTG: we could go somewhere quiet and talk if you want
CEB: to the fort?
CTG: sure
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] and then Dave retreated to Fort Mangrit and closed/covered the 'door' so they could have a feelings jam uninterrupted --
CTG RIGHT NOW opened memo on board FORT MANGRIT.
Memo is now Secret by CTG
CTG made EB an OP.
CTG: so um
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] is just kinda clinging to John, cheek against the other's shoulder --
CTG: hi
CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] RIGHT NOW responded to memo.
CEB: hey.
CTG: sorry im being all clingy and shit
CTG: again
CTG: i guess im just
CTG: not having a good day
CTG: and
CTG: i really missed you
CTG: (( EB? ))
CEB: i really missed you too, silly.
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] rubs his back, careful not to scratch too intensely around his sensitive feathers. --
CTG: god im such a wreck
CTG: i used to be able to not let shit bother me
CTG: or at least i was better at pretending it didnt
CTG: im sorry john
CTG: seems like every time i see you im dumping stupid emotional shit on you
CEB: it's fine, dave. i promise.
CEB: that is what a, uh.
CEB: significant other is for, right?
CEB: i think that is the term.
CEB: anyway, if something was really bothering me... i would want to talk to you about it too.
CEB: so please don't worry about that.
CTG: i just feel like you deserve something better
CEB: there IS nothing better. that's impossible, numbnuts.
CTG: im sure theres plenty thats not such an emotional mess
CTG: like other daves
CEB: don't think of yourself like that...
CTG: i mean i always had issues but not like this
CTG: god
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] kisses the top of his head, scritching his back a little. --
CEB: did someone say something?
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] sniffs, turning his head to nuzzle against John's shoulder --
CTG: jade said a rose told her i have gender issues
CTG: i forgot to ask which rose
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] 's voice is a bit muffled --
CEB: gender issues?
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] raises an eyebrow, even if dave can't notice... --
CEB: that's ridiculous.
CTG: it keeps happening dude
CTG: everyone has to keep fuckin
CTG: interrogating me about my junk or questioning whether or not im still allowed to think im a dude
CTG: i didnt expect rose to start too
CTG: i trusted her man
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] sniffs a bit loudly, wings curling about himself and John. --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] nuzzles his face against dave's hair. --
CEB: i don't really care what they think.
CEB: i don't think you should either.
CEB: if they are that curious, they probably have some problems that are trying to sort out themselves.
CEB: and taking their insecurities out on other people.
CTG: ordinarily i wouldnt either but theyre just so fffuckin invasive about it and it keeps happening and even rose man
CTG: rose!
CTG: of all fffuckin people
CEB: i don't understand that either.
CEB: i mean, i wouldn't think that she would...
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] sighs. --
CEB: what do you think, dave?
CEB: about yourself and who you are.
CTG: i think im the same dude i always was
CTG: never felt like anything but a guy
CTG: only difference of how i feel now is that im a lot more tired of bullshit
CTG: and i just want people to treat me like they did before i was a sprite
CEB: exactly.
CEB: i want them to do that too...
CEB: and if they don't, fuck them. they aren't worth either of our time!
CTG: i know
CTG: i know i should just ignore them
CTG: but it still fuckin bothers me john
CEB: but it's hard, right?
CEB: yeah...
CTG: im so goddamn sick of it
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] kisses the top of his head again. --
CEB: if they say anything again, tell me, okay?
CEB: they won't get away with that shit. i promise.
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] is shaking a bit, sniffing occasionally. He nods against John's shoulder, squeezing tight --
CTG: i-i will
CTG: just
CTG: why the fuck do they think its their business
CEB: it ISN'T any of their business!
CEB: you are still dave, like you have always been dave.
CTG: i kn-know
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] 's breath hitches, and he makes a small choking sound. --
CTG: fuck
CEB: hey...
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] continues to rub his back. --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] as much back as there is available anyway. --
CTG: msorry
CEB: there is nothing for you to be sorry about, dave.
CEB: i love you.
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] gives him a little squeeze. --
CEB: and you are the sweetest, sexiest boyfriend imaginable.
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] 's shoulders start to shake, John's shoulder growing a bit damp as Dave continues to nuzzle against it --
CTG: mstill sorry
CEB: there's nothing for you to be sorry for.
CEB: i love you just as you are, dave.
CEB: so i won't accept any apologies!
CTG: mmrrff
CEB: mrrrff.
CEB: hey, dave?
CTG: mmp
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] tries to tilt dave's head up a little, if he isn't clinging too tightly. --
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] 's face is yellow, bright orange eyes puffy and wet and cheeks equally damp. He sniffs a bit, frowning miserably at John. --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] nuzzles his forehead against dave's, giving him a kiss on the nose. --
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] whimpers, flinching just a little at the touches. Then he fails to choke back a small sob, which seems to open the flood gates. Dave's not a loud criar, mostly hoarse, quiet sobs and small gasps. Kinda like anyone who probably hasn't really cried in long, long time --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] kisses the top of his head again and gently reaches up to wipe his cheek, holding him close. --
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] cries for just a while longer, nuzzling against John's neck and probably staining his shirt with bright yellow tears. Eventually he starts to quiet down(not that he was crying very loudly to begin with), just to the occasional sniffle and whine or whimper. Also, hiccups. --
CTG: nngk
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] just holds dave tightly and gives him the occasional headkiss as he cries it out, waiting for him to calm down. --
CEB: how are you feeling?
CTG: like i just washed up on the beach as a bloated corpse after having drowned days ago
CTG: but better than earlier i guess
CTG: hic
CEB: well, that's...
CEB: good, i guess.
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] sighs quietly, feeling like he is being a shitty boyfriend. --
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] gives a very long, exhausted sounding sigh, resting his head on John's shoulder. --
CTG: love you
CEB: love you too.
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] hiccups again and lifts a hand to try and wipe his face dry --
CTG: sorry about crying all over you
CTG: god wow that was dumb
CTG: hic
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] helps him wipe his face a little. --
CEB: it was fine, dave.
CEB: i promise.
CTG: think i stained your shirt
CEB: i can clean it.
CEB: are you okay?
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] nods a bit, sniffing. His nose is all stuffed up now. --
CTG: hic!
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] smiles and nuzzles the top of his head. --
CEB: naptime?
CTG: maybe
CTG: you tired?
CTG: hic!
CEB: kinda, yeah...
CEB: and i want an excuse to snuggle.
CTG: yeah alright
CTG: im down with that
CTG: hic!
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] half smiles at John, looking kinda tired himself. --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] pulls him down on top of himself. --
CEB: right here?
CTG: yeah this is fine
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] gives him a proper kiss on the lips this time. --
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] coos, eagerly returning the kiss(with a hiccup or two), closing his eyes. --
CEB: love you...
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] curls against John, probably very comfortable to have laying on top of oneself since he's both light and warm and good for a snuggle. --
CTG: love you too
CTG: thanks
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] smiles and gives him another kiss. --
CEB: goodnight mr. handsome strider.
CTG: goodnight mr sexy egbert
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] grins and maybe. --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] gives his spritebutt a little squeeze. --
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] gives a small squawk, eyes going wide for a moment. --
CTG: jeeze!
CTG: way to be grabby when youre supposed to be sleepy
CTG: hic!
CEB: heheh.
CEB: okay, night!
CTG: night babe
-- CURRENT turntweetGodsprite [CTG] closes his eyes and quickly goes to sleep. zzzmuh --
-- CURRENT ectoBuster [CEB] zzzmuh~ --