I'm as smart as I want to be; at least that's my excuse,
What's the point saving a mind that's half jittering noose.
Mom is out raping kids; while everyone else fails to acknowledge;
This mind ingested kid struggling to find the money for his college.

Durable fire burns violently between it's green gazing eyes,
Realizing truths surface for him to take, disguise and then comprise.
While biblical geniuses tell stories of their naked false past;
The truths compile series sets information that would leave them aghast.

I'm nothing special; but I have made the effort to see fear,
Mountaineers unheard volunteer define laws to logically cohere.
Ambition cuts thoroughly through dreams shattered but heard,
Blurred envious thoughts insight those hurt by a word.

Rough inverse emotions run through thick blood,
It will all be meaningless; the last is a thud.