I got you

Request] [M4F] He used me and left me to die, won’t someone tend to my wounds? [BFE?] [Rape] [Blood] [Caring, maybe] [Aftercare] [Medical] [First aid]
 Items in brackets( )indicate a sound effect or tone of voice
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(Screeching brakes)
SHIT

What the fuck?

(Opening car door noise)

Hey?

I nearly hit you! What are you doing out here? Miss?

(shocked) Oh my god

Oh fuck…oh fuck…. Miss? Hey Miss? Can you hear me?

Shhhhshhhshhh its ok its ok, I’m not going to hurt you. Are you OK? Stupid question of course you aren’t
I’m going to come a little closer, no no no its ok, its ok, don’t be frightened, my names………………. I’m going to help you; can I help you?

Fuck, what happened? Oh sweetheart

Ok, I’m gonna take my jacket off and wrap it round you ok? Your dress is all torn up and you’re shaking, let’s get this round you, there you go, that’s a good girl

Is that a bite?  Fuck you look really hurt, I’m calling 911

Goddamn it, no signal

Do you think you can stand?

Ok Ok I got you, I got you, shhhhh its ok.

Here put your arms round my neck, that’s it good girl, I’m gonna put my arm round your back ok, that’s it, I’m gonna put the other one under your knees and (lifting noise)

There we go, I got you, I won’t drop you I promise, you’re safe now, nothings gonna hurt you now, I got you.

(Car door opening and closing, then the other one)

Let me turn the heaters on, get you warmed up, I’m just gonna grab the little first aid kit from the glovebox, its ok, I’m not going to hurt you, you don’t need to be scared anymore.  Here press this to your head, yeah it looks like it hurts but it should help stop the bleeding

I’ll take you to the hospital

(pause) Well I can take you to a free clinic but the nearest one is over an hour and a half away, I really think you should go to the hospital

(pause) Ok, Ok, no hospital but you’re bleeding pretty bad, you’re half naked and you’re obviously in pain. Look I err…did some EMT work in college, I can help you? But I need more than this crappy first aid kit. I live like three miles back up the road, I can take you to my place and we’ll get you all patched up ok? I promise you you’re safe with me. I just wanna help.





This is me, its not much but its home. You stay there a second

(Car door opening and closing, then opening)

Put your arms around my neck again, I’ll carry you

Mind your head on the door, good girl, no its ok, its just a shirt don’t worry about it, you rest your head on my shoulder, there.

Ok hold tight while I grab my keys (jangling/ door opening and closing)

Let’s get you into the bathroom,

Here we go I’m gonna set you down on the counter

(light pull cord noise)

(softly)fuck

(softly) Fuck sweetheart,

We need to get you cleaned up, so I can see what your injuries look like, there’s a lot of blood everywhere at the moment and we need to get the wounds cleaned out ok?  I’m gonna run the bath, you’re too wobbly to stand in the shower

(sound of taps running)

I need to get some stuff; can you stay there for me just for a minute? I’ll be right back

(maybe sound of rummaging)

I’m back, ok sweetie, its ok I didn’t leave, I just had to get a couple things to look after you- I got some salt for the bath and my penlight see?  I need to just shine this little light in your eyes to check you don’t have a concussion, look straight at me, can you open that eye? Ok hang on, I’m just gonna grab a cloth and wipe some of that blood away.

Here we go, I’m gonna put my hand under your chin and just wipe your face real gently with this damp cloth, there we go, it looks like it’s a cut on your eyebrow not your eye itself that’s bleeding, ok try and open it again, there we go, there’s your pretty eyes, look straight at me that’s it. This is going to be real bright try not to blink

Your pupils are equal and reactive (soft laugh) sorry it means you probably don’t have a concussion, can you focus on my finger here, yep, without moving your head follow my finger with your eyes…. left……right…. down…. up…. perfect, good girl.

(sound of taps turning off)

I’m gonna put some salt in the bath, it might sting a bit but it’ll help with cleaning and healing

Let get you down off the counter, hold onto me. Ok…err…. I’ll give you some privacy to get in the tub, you need help? Well I’ll be right outside, holler if you need me ok?

(Few second pause)

Yeah? What’s wrong? You’re shaking too bad for your fingers to work?  Honey don’t cry, you’re safe now, you’re safe here with me, I can help you if you let me? Is that alright?

Can I take the jacket off you? It doesn’t matter, it’ll wash. That’s left arm, right arm. Good girl. Look at me a second, that’s it, look in my eyes. I’m not to hurt you, I promise.

I need you to uncross your arms so we can get what’s left of this dress off, take your time,

I don’t know the best way to do this, ok let’s try and slip your arms out

There we go

Your bra’s cut right up the middle. Did he have a knife? Did he cut you?

Yeah, I see up on your jaw, I’ll have a proper look when we’ve got all this dried blood off but it doesn’t look deep

Just slip your arms out of the straps, ok, can I try and wiggle the dress down over your hips.

oh, oh fuck. You’re bleeding, there’s blood down the inside of your legs, did he…? (soft) did he rape you?

Oh sweetheart, sweetheart I’m so sorry, its ok, you’re safe, I won’t let anything hurt you,
you let it all out,

I’m gonna get your cleaned up and feeling better, wash him away.

Let me scoop you up and get you in the tub,

I know it’s hot but you’re freezing and we need to get you warm, its not to hot is it? (water noises)

Do you want me to give you some privacy now?

Woah woah, its ok I won’t leave, I won’t leave you.

(water sounds)


Let’s get this shoulder cleaned off,

shit that animal really did sink his teeth in,

Tip your head back, lets get this blood and…. Christ is that cum? washed out

I’ve only got man shampoo but hey needs must, I’m gonna try and keep it away from that cut but it might sting, I’m sorry, I’ll be gentle,

There we go, tip your head back, I don’t want it in your eyes, let me rinse it out

I’m gonna put some soap on this cloth and clean you off ok? I know, I know it stings, I’m sorry, just bear with me a little longer, you’re doing so good.

I’m being as gentle as I can, fuck you can see his finger prints on your wrists.

Two of your nails are hanging off, can I clip them? They’re gonna really hurt if they tear (snip noise)

I think all that blood came from this cut on your breast, it’s bled real bad but it doesn’t look too deep I don’t think its going to need stitches

Lift your foot please? Aw honey how far did you walk in bare feet? They’re a mess, no don’t worry, we’ll get them all patched up

You ready to get out? The waters all pink and gross now, come on, let me grab a towel while the tub drains.

Right let’s get you out (lifting noise)

I need you to let go of my shirt if you want me to set you down

Sweetie can you let go?

No? Ok Ok, I’m gonna sit here with you in my lap all wrapped up in the warm fluffy towel for a moment until you feel like letting go
Sssshhhshshh, it all over now,

Better?

Ok I’m gonna go find you something to put on, do you want to come with or do you want to stay here?

Ok, I’m gonna carry you again because I don’t want those grazes on your feet getting all dirty again.

I’m gonna set you down on here on the edge of the bed, let me grab my first aid kit, I want to dress your feet before we do anything else ok?

(Pause)

Ok I’m back, Im gonna kneel here in front of you and we’ll get those little feet feeling better

Gimme your left one, I’m gonna clean it…. all done, put some Bactarin on, it’s got some pain reliever in there too, and wrap the bandage around.

One down, give me your right one (pause) all done.

I’m gonna find you some clothes, there going to be mine so they’ll be huge on you but better than nothing right?

(drawers opening)

They’re just old pyjama bottoms, but they’re clean and they’re really soft,

Let’s get them over your feet, do you want to try and stand? Your feet should feel better now, just put your hands on my shoulders, keep yourself steady, that’s a girl, let me pull them up, I think you’re gonna have to tie the cord pretty tight

(embarrassed) um sweetheart, I’m sorry to ask, do you err… do you need like a pad or something for your…err…girl..parts?  if you’re still bleeding? I haven’t got any real ones but there’s like gauze and stuff in here?

You sure?

Ok, can you hang on putting the T-shirt on until I’ve dressed that bite on your shoulder? you can keep the towel, I just need you to loosen it a bit, there we go. Shit, that looks nasty, hang on.

(pause and noise of glasses), here its gonna hurt like a bitch and I don’t have anything better than Tylenol so single malt is the next
best thing

Yep, best just to knock that back, take a breath and I’m gonna just go ahead and clean it

I’m sorry I’m sorry, I gotta do this, I don’t want it to get infected, here, here squeeze my other hand, nearly done, you’re doing so good, so good, nearly done, keep breathing, all done, good girl

Can I have my hand back to get the dressing on? You’re not allergic to tape or anything are you? I think you might need some antibiotics and a tetanus shot, I’ll drive you up to that free clinic in the morning.

No, no its no trouble, I want to, I hate seeing you hurt.

Can I see the cut on your breast? Same thing honey, bit of a sting while I clean it. I’m sorry. I think we can get away with just butterfly stitches, no needles I promise, just sticky tape but I need you to keep really still, I don’t wanna mess these up, I won’t touch any more than I absolutely have to.

What?

No, oh honey no, no I don’t think you’re repulsive! of course not! Can I…Can I put my arms round you and just hold you a second?  That’s it, c’mere, shhhhhhh, its ok, its ok

No, no stop. Look at me, look at me. You’re not repulsive or broken or dirty.  I just, I mean you’ve been hurt tonight, hurt badly, violated and I don’t want to stress you out or make you think of him, I don’t want to hurt you, you’re really vulnerable right now and I’m sorry I didn’t want to make you feel even worse, me and my stupid mouth.

Shhhhh its ok, lets dry those tears, you feel Ok to let me carry on patching you up? Yeah? Ok good girl, hold still now while I put these little stickies on to close the wound up

(Pause)

Last one, ok let me put a dressing over it too.

All done, here let me help you get the T-shirt on, (soft chuckle) yep its like a tent on you, here let’s wrap the blanket around you too, while I have a look at your face.

I’m just gonna clean that cut by your eye and the nick on your jaw, I don’t think they need anything on them. Same with your lip, not that I could get anything to stick there anyway.

Stay there a sec, be right back. You want another shot of whiskey?

(pause)

Here, its some ice for your face, your cheek is pretty swollen, you’re gonna have a real shiner in the morning too.  (embarrassed) I…err…brought you a second icepack for your…err… between your legs if you need it?  You…err... looked pretty sore down there, I saw bruises on your inner thighs when I was helping you and er… anyway here’s your drink. I found some arnica too, might help the bruising on your wrists.

Let me just massage it in, nice and gentle,

Here lay back against the pillow while I do it, that’s it, you’re safe, you can relax, its ok you can close your eyes, just relax, ok that’s that one done (tiny kiss noise)

I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to, its ok? Ok then, give me your other hand and I’ll do the other wrist, you just close your eyes, its all the adrenaline wearing off, you’re ok, if you fall asleep I’ll tuck you in and I’ll go sleep on the couch

No its fine, it’s a comfy couch and you should have the bed

No? You want me to stay with you? You sure? Cos you can say no anytime and I’ll sleep on the couch. (tiny kiss noise) All done, let me pull the comforter up over you, and put the lights out, I’ll leave the light on in the bathroom so you can see if you need to and you can wake me up any time OK

Closer?

Of course I can hold you again, c’mere sweetheart, just put your head on my chest, I got you, nothings gonna hurt you again, I promise, I got you.

I got you.