Well, looks like that is it for me then. I'm not going to disregard any of this as slander. The shit I put her through because of my temper and insecurities cannot be understated.

I definitely am gonna have to try and explain the rape thing because I do believe it was a major fuck up. But the full context was not given and I feel that part is necessary.

1. Robyn and I initiate a sexual encounter.
2. She initiates a resistence roleplay.
3. I get confused if she is down or not and do not reaffirm if there is consent. This is a major fuck up and I will not steer from this.
4. We finish.
5. We lie down and I confide to her that I was confused about the consent and that we should have a safe word.
6. She seems fine, but later it turns out it really fucked her up. This is perfectly fine and valid and if she wants to hate me forever, that is fine. I fucked up majorly, this part is undeniably true, and I will not run away from that.

The emotional abuse I also put her through is also true, I have had a temper and I was insecure and I was doing bad shit. For that, again, I was an absolute monster for that.

Regardless, this is definitely time to go then. I am definitely not gonna be welcomed back and that is unfortunate.

But I am sorry Robyn. I'm sorry that I didn't break up with you when you ultimatumed me into moving to Bristol and also spending thousands of dollars visiting you based on your insistence to deal with your insecurities as that is also not Emotional Manipulation but just Healthy Relationship Goals.

I am also sorry to Pyro for the fact he continues to funnel hundreds of dollars into your bank account only to be made fun of behind his back on a regular basis on your private Twitter accounts.

This isn't even scratching the surface, but honestly, I don't feel the need to bring up more stuff, its ultimately pointless. Because again, it is true. I did majorly fuck up, and I'm fucking up again by stoking the fire, but hey, gotta end up with a big kaboom.

Ultimately, we're both kind of bad, myself ten degrees more so than you, but thank you for again ensuring another AES drama event that revolves around something about you. I'm just saying its a little suspicious at this point.

I'm going to go get better because no one deserves to go through what I put you through, I hope you do as well.

I am sorry to everyone who I've disappointed, let down, and for absolutely disgracing this website. Do not do what I did. Go get help. Get your shit right. You may hate me now and forever, but I will always appreciate what you guys have done for me and I will not give you hate in return.


Good bye.