10:03 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: Hey
[10:31 AM]  my bf broke up with me today.
[10:31 AM]  so I went to ask people for comfort on random servers.
[10:41 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: Aw man
[10:41 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: that must be really tough
[11:06 AM]  he left for someone better... I guess...l
[11:07 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: Wow he's a douche then
[11:07 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: Why would he leave you
[11:07 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: you're a really good person from what I've seen
[11:09 AM]  yes.
[11:09 AM]  But IRL i
[11:09 AM]  control him a lot
[11:09 AM]  and vented on him...
[11:09 AM]  so.....
[11:09 AM] im a bad person and hes right for leaving...
[11:10 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: Control him how?
[11:10 AM] i was really controlling over him
[11:10 AM] what he does and stuff
[11:10 AM] i was spoiled over him...
[11:13 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: Were you emotionally abusive or emotionally manipulative?
[11:16 AM] maybe the manipulative side....
[11:17 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: Hmmm I don't think you were. Also venting isn't bad... I assume you are completely emotional irl
[11:17 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: ?
[11:17 AM] that's true.
[11:18 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: You needed a outlet for your emotions and venting is the best way which isn't bad
[11:18 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: it's certainly better than bottling it up
[11:18 AM]  i dont know
[11:18 AM] i dont want to vent...
[11:18 AM] i did something really wrong
[11:19 AM]  people would see the jade mail and me different...
[11:19 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: Listen to me
[11:20 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: I've experienced talons
[11:20 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: so I know the difference between a good and a bad person
[11:21 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: You certainly haven't done anything really wrong
[11:23 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: So tell me. What have you done?
[11:26 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: this'll be between us
[11:44 AM] I ask him to stay with me
[11:44 AM] even if he's suppose to be doing something else...
[11:45 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: That's not bad and that's not being selfish
[11:45 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: you just wanted to be with them
[11:46 AM] if he declined i get mad.
[11:47 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: It's reasonable you'd get upset
[11:47 AM] C A S T L E O F N E P: you wanted to be with them
[3:47 PM] did you tell ceru about this?
[3:47 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: No
[3:47 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: You wanted it to be secret so I didn't
[3:48 PM] just say to him this
[3:48 PM] what happened and what went wrong
[3:48 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: okay
[3:48 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: so I should like tell him everything you said here as in the truth?
[3:49 PM]  yeah
[3:49 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: okay
[3:50 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: I'll get his attention
[3:53 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: so to clarifiy it was you on the jade harley mail delivery?
[3:53 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: Not gonna namedrop you
[3:53 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: if you want anonymity
[3:56 PM] i really reall y want to cry though
[3:56 PM] a lot
[3:56 PM]  seeiously
[3:57 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: Hugs really tightly
[3:57 PM] if hes with someone else and left me
[3:57 PM] im not truely a good person anymore
[3:58 PM] C A S T L E O F N E P: nono you are a good person.