The Disappearance of Eleanor Rigby Her (2014) EN

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Hey!

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Mrs. Ludlow? You ready?

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Yep.

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- Hey.
- Hi.

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Can I... Is it gonna hurt?

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No, it's fine.

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On...

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- Is this all your stuff?
- Mm-hmm.

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- Uh... You sure?
- Yeah.

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- Nice meeting you.
- Yeah. Have a great day.

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- I think I...
- I got it.

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OK.

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- Come on, Katy.
- What?

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I can put a seat belt on.

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Sorry...

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Sorry.

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Stupid.

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What?

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What am I supposed to say?

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You can say anything you want.

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Come on.

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Where's Philip?

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He's asleep. He's exhausted.

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What should I do?

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Just put it somewhere.

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I closed your wireless account.

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Thanks.

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What do you want to do about
all your stuff in the city?

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You've got some clothes here
in the closet

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and I have some more stuff for you
in the attic, if you want.

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I'm sure that'll do fine.

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It's just like old times.

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Hey, Daddy.

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So, what happens now?

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I'm guessing you give a speech
of some sort.

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What do you want to do, El?

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Something else.

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I'm open to ideas.

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I'm looking for
a part-timer on campus.

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Was I such a different person
when I lived here?

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It was, like, a thousand years ago.

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You could take some classes.

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Could we talk about it later?

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What about Conor?

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Hey...

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- Auntie Em!
- Hi.

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Missed you.

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I missed you.

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What'd you guys do today, huh?

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Chasing butterflies.

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- Mm.
- I catched one.

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- Really?
- "Caught."

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I caught one.

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You did?

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Jonah Greenbaum ate
a caterpillar at school.

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That sounds pretty gross.

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Yeah. Will he have a
butterfly in his tummy?

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I don't know, honey.

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Um, let's, let's give her some time
to get settled in, OK, babe?

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- Bye, honey.
- Bye.

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Do you need anything?

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Nope. Thank you.

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I'm going into town in a bit
if you want to join, get out?

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Yeah. You yell up at me
when you're going?

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- You ready?
- Yeah.

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I feel like
I'm seven years old.

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- Why?
- Being here with you.

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You remember that time you and Mom took
Katy and me to see Cats for my birthday?

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It was a wash for me.

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We came in from New Haven.

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Yeah, I remember.

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I remember the train ride
better than anything.

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We were all so gussied up.

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Katy and me wearing those
silly matching dresses,

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standing on the seats,
looking out at everything,

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pointing at this and that.

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Everything seemed so limitless.

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It was.

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It still is.

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How many more times do you think
I'll remember that moment?

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What?

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It was such a good moment,
but I'll probably only...

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...remember it a couple of more
times in my life, if that.

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Mm, I suppose so.

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Whoa, hey. Hey, El.

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<i>Hey-</i>

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- Hey, Stu.
- Wow.

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- Hey. All right.
- You remember my father?

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- Hey. How are you?
- Good, thanks.

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Good.

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You're Conor's chef.

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Yeah. Yeah, I'm his chef.

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Yeah.

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How's the restaurant?

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Good. Good.
We're doing good.

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Everything's all right.
Yeah.

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El, you have to register.

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We-we have to head off.

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All right, yeah, I got to get this back
to the restaurant, but it's good to...

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- Good to see you.
- Yeah, you, too.

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Hey, if you ever want
to get, like, coffee or...

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or something...
you know, shoot me a text

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- or call or something.
- OK.

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Good seeing you.

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- So, Lillian is expecting you.
- Mm-hmm.

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She and I were colleagues at NYU.

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I know. You told me.

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You have...

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- pencils and notebooks and all that?
- Yes, Dad.

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I have class, and, um...

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then I have patients...

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so I guess I'll...

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see you at the house
later tonight.

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OK.

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- Hey, El?
- Yeah?

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Have a good first day.

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I Will.

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How's the weather down there?

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- Balmy.
- Do we have an appointment?

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I'm Eleanor Rigby.

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That must be tough.

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I'm here to talk my way
into your Identity Theory class.

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Oh, you're Julian's kid.

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I need some caffeine.
You're welcome to walk with me.

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OK.

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So, was Julian into
the Beatles or something?

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- Sort of.
- What do you mean, sort of?

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Um, he met my mom on the street during
one of the Beatles' hoax reunions.

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There was a rumor they were gonna play
a show here before Lennon died,

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just like the one they did
on the rooftop in London.

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My parents stood next to each other
waiting for the band to never show.

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Nostalgists.

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- That, and my dad's surname is Rigby.
- You must detest the Beatles.

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No, not really.

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Do you want something?

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Uh...

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Double espresso,
three Splendas, please.

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So, why do you want
to be in my class?

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Your course sounds interesting.

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And... look, you're
a colleague of my dad's, so...

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Yeah, well, you got to
do better than that.

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- You want me to make something up?
- Well, most people do.

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You're just taking classes
just to take classes, right?

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- Something like that.
- Well, let me save you some time.

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All the perpetual students,
the hedge-fund wives,

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and your generation of too many choices,

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they usually go to Tim Gunn's class and
listen to him talk about Project Runway,

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or you could take the art history class
on the advent of color photography

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just for good cocktail party
conversation.

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My "generation of too many choices"?

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Democracy has its drawbacks.

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Here's a double espresso,
three Splendas.

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Thank you.

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You're... teaching classes
just to teach classes, right?

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Something like that.

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I'm having a month.

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I'm sorry.

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Your father didn't give me much warning
or tell me much about you.

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And I'm really not
one for nepotism.

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I just got the call asking if
I could squeeze you into a class.

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So I don't really know who you are.

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It's OK.

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Neither do I.

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You want to help me?

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You making chemise?

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Mm-hmm.

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With summer vegetables
and... and some basil.

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Mmm!

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You remember when you
first had them, in Luberon?

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- Mm-mm.
- No?

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You were four,
and you were so fat.

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My mother and I would cook
a big plate of them,

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and left it on the kitchen table,

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and, uh, you would eat one and one
and one and the other

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until the plate was...
completely empty.

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You went to nursery school
that fall, and all these women

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gave me those weird looks,
and... they were wondering

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what I was feeding you with.

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- Well, I was a butterball.
- I felt completely stupid.

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Like I had no idea
what I was doing,

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the way those women
looked at me.

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Did you?

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Did I what?

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Did you know what you were doing?

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I think I didn't realize
I wouldn't be able to retrieve

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all the opportunities
I threw away then.

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You're not the only one who's
done stupid things to herself.

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My darling.

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Charlie called for you.

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Oh. What'd she have to say for herself?

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Just wanted to see how you were.

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She's trying too hard.

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She wants you to come to dinner
with her and Aldy

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and a bunch of fabulous people
this weekend.

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What'd you tell her?

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You probably weren't up for it.

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God, some people
don't let you forget 'em.

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I should go.

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Hey, you want to come with me?

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Not particularly.

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What are you doing?

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Shh.

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You like it?

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It's kind of nice.

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Yeah?

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Come on, we should go.

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I think it'd be good for us.

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Why? What makes you say that?

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There are many experts who say it's
a good thing to get outside.

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Well... and some others say it's not.

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You were outside all day today.

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Come on, you know what I mean.

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I just think...

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OK, there was an article...

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Oh, my God, you're reading
stupid shit online again.

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<i>Yeah. But there was something
in Psychology Today</i>

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that I saw at the library,
and you should take a look at it.

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I'm managing the periodicals.
I'll give you a copy.

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Listen, come with me to Charlie's.

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That's an order.

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Would you stop doing that?
It's disgusting.

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I thought I'd try and make the place
look more pleasant for our guests.

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Maybe you could've tried that
earlier, before they got here.

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Hey, what happened to your chair?

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Glad you didn't
come last night.

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Thank you.

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No, I mean, people wouldn't leave.

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We had stragglers into the wee hours.

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Some idiot got too drunk or high
and mistook the chair for a toilet.

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- Ew!
- He actually lifted the cushion up...

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hosed it down and poured, like,
a gallon of Nature's Miracle on it.

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Probably wasn't enough.

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- No. Wasn't.
- I would burn it.

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No, I inherited it
from my grandmother.

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It's French Regency
or some poncy shit like that.

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I'd still burn it.

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Maybe we should.

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Maybe you should.

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What have you
been up to, Katy?

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Um, what do you mean?

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I mean, what have you been up to?

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Well... Philip, uh,
is going into the second grade.

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And...

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- he's about to be eight.
- Cute.

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I'm also studying
to take the LSAT.

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And I am a

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part-time librarian
out in Westport, so...

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I have that going for me.

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No more with the acting?

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No. I mean...

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life just...
kind of put a damper on it.

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Whatever happened to dreams?

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I think our entire generation
is going to grad school,

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delaying real life
as long as possible.

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Every single one
of all these friends

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is getting an MBA
or a JD or a JD MBA.

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I lost one of my interns
last month,

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and the magazine's
lost a whole bunch...

259
00:20:56,240 --> 00:20:58,607
Shut the fuck up, Charlie.

260
00:21:00,320 --> 00:21:01,765
I'm sorry.

261
00:21:02,840 --> 00:21:06,640
Um... would you forgive us
if we said that we had to leave?

262
00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:08,806
Did I say something wrong?

263
00:21:08,960 --> 00:21:11,406
No, no, no, no, we just have to get
the train to Connecticut.

264
00:21:11,560 --> 00:21:13,449
I don't want to be embarrassed

265
00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:15,728
by what I'm allowed to say or not say
around you.

266
00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:17,922
- Why would you be?
- I don't know. I mean,

267
00:21:18,080 --> 00:21:19,969
I'm embarrassed
that I'm embarrassed.

268
00:21:20,120 --> 00:21:21,610
Oh, come here.

269
00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:25,127
Love you.

270
00:21:25,280 --> 00:21:26,805
I love you.

271
00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:28,325
OK. Bye.

272
00:21:34,480 --> 00:21:36,560
You know, ultimately,
being oneself means

273
00:21:36,640 --> 00:21:38,722
that the faculty of knowing...

274
00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:43,607
...the faculty of knowing lies
within the subject...

275
00:21:44,920 --> 00:21:45,967
...in his head, and...

276
00:21:46,120 --> 00:21:49,283
the subject has such a status

277
00:21:49,440 --> 00:21:53,206
by dint of being enclosed
within himself,

278
00:21:53,360 --> 00:21:58,127
separate and distinct
from the world and from others.

279
00:22:00,680 --> 00:22:03,650
Now, doesn't common sense
tell us the same thing?

280
00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:08,801
Isn't it true that we say,
"What's got into you?" to express...

281
00:22:10,080 --> 00:22:13,163
...surprise at and disapproval of

282
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:16,324
unexpected and bizarre behavior?

283
00:22:18,520 --> 00:22:21,205
And again...

284
00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:23,687
Doesn't common sense tell us

285
00:22:23,840 --> 00:22:26,889
that strange behavior
is signaled

286
00:22:27,040 --> 00:22:31,409
by tapping one's forehead
with one's forefinger?

287
00:22:34,160 --> 00:22:37,881
"Why the Mind ls in the Head"
is the title of one of the lectures

288
00:22:38,080 --> 00:22:42,051
delivered at the 1951, um, symposium.

289
00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:47,607
One of the most authoritative
voices in this chorus

290
00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:49,928
is Ken Bergens...

291
00:22:50,920 --> 00:22:52,888
...who asked the question:

292
00:22:53,040 --> 00:22:57,967
Can we compellingly reinscribe
what it is to be a person

293
00:22:58,120 --> 00:23:02,523
in a way that moves us away from
the individualist premise...

294
00:23:05,120 --> 00:23:08,329
...and toward the relational?

295
00:23:10,880 --> 00:23:12,882
- Hey, Rigby!
- What the fuck are you doing?

296
00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:15,611
Come on... come on,
I barely got a chance to respond

297
00:23:15,760 --> 00:23:18,411
- before you went AWOL.
- What did I ask you, Conor?

298
00:23:18,560 --> 00:23:21,166
- I just need a second to talk.
- What the fuck did I ask you?

299
00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:23,322
- Give me a goddamn second to talk.
- I gave you plenty of seconds!

300
00:23:23,480 --> 00:23:25,528
Please, do me a favor,
leave me the fuck alone!

301
00:23:25,680 --> 00:23:28,047
You know what? Fine!

302
00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:36,209
Conor? Conor?

303
00:23:36,360 --> 00:23:38,044
Fuck!

304
00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:42,849
- Conor, shit.
- You know this guy?

305
00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:44,889
He's my husband.

306
00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:50,325
Well, that was exciting.

307
00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:52,562
Yeah, it was awesome.

308
00:23:58,760 --> 00:24:01,604
So, you're, uh...

309
00:24:01,760 --> 00:24:04,286
you're back in school?

310
00:24:04,440 --> 00:24:07,250
I'm taking some classes.

311
00:24:10,160 --> 00:24:13,209
I almost didn't recognize you.

312
00:24:13,360 --> 00:24:15,931
What do you mean?

313
00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:18,242
It's just your hair.

314
00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:21,928
It's really pretty.

315
00:24:30,120 --> 00:24:33,488
Where are you living, El?

316
00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:36,007
None of your business.

317
00:24:42,400 --> 00:24:45,688
Is that what you so desperately
needed to talk to me about?

318
00:24:45,880 --> 00:24:48,008
No.

319
00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:50,003
What is it, then?

320
00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:58,162
I was gonna say
something good,

321
00:24:58,320 --> 00:25:00,971
something that
would have...

322
00:25:01,120 --> 00:25:03,964
solved all our problems
and made everything all better,

323
00:25:04,120 --> 00:25:06,964
but you know what,
I forgot what it was.

324
00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:16,284
That's too bad.

325
00:25:16,440 --> 00:25:18,124
Isn't it?

326
00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:24,644
I'm gonna go.

327
00:25:24,800 --> 00:25:26,564
No.

328
00:25:26,720 --> 00:25:29,371
All I want...

329
00:25:29,520 --> 00:25:33,047
is a chance to just talk it out.

330
00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:35,601
Then after that, after that
you can disappear,

331
00:25:35,800 --> 00:25:37,882
to wherever it is
you disappear to.

332
00:25:38,040 --> 00:25:39,690
You ready, sir?

333
00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:44,727
Yeah... yeah,
I was born ready.

334
00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:46,325
- Nice and easy.
- Yeah...

335
00:25:46,520 --> 00:25:47,681
Watch your step.

336
00:25:49,560 --> 00:25:52,040
I'll see you around.

337
00:25:52,200 --> 00:25:53,690
Bye, Conor.

338
00:25:54,480 --> 00:25:56,400
All right,
watch your head coming up.

339
00:25:56,440 --> 00:25:57,566
- Got him?
- I got him.

340
00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:00,200
Now, take it easy.

341
00:26:01,800 --> 00:26:04,485
Can I keep stalking you?

342
00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:07,484
Put your arm there for me?

343
00:26:24,360 --> 00:26:27,762
Hey. Hey, you OK?

344
00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:30,161
Yeah. Um...

345
00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:31,970
What happened?

346
00:26:32,120 --> 00:26:35,442
No. My husband...

347
00:26:37,280 --> 00:26:39,362
I don't know what
to call him anymore.

348
00:26:39,520 --> 00:26:42,490
Oh, yeah.
I have one of those.

349
00:26:44,440 --> 00:26:47,603
So... want to, want to
walk with me?

350
00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:50,161
Join me for a drink
or something?

351
00:26:52,120 --> 00:26:54,964
No, no, not right now, thank you.

352
00:27:06,560 --> 00:27:08,050
Are you awake?

353
00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:12,242
Auntie Em, are you awake?

354
00:27:12,440 --> 00:27:14,408
No, Philip.

355
00:27:14,560 --> 00:27:16,289
Your eyes are open.

356
00:27:16,440 --> 00:27:19,011
Apparently.

357
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:23,364
Why do you have
your shoes on in bed?

358
00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:38,044
Morning, sunshine.

359
00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:42,001
Mom's making French toast.

360
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:44,003
All right, I'll be right down.

361
00:27:44,160 --> 00:27:45,685
OK.

362
00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:29,042
Charlie called for you again.

363
00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:32,569
Great.

364
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:36,241
You came in late last night.

365
00:28:41,360 --> 00:28:43,408
What's with the feast?

366
00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:46,609
We have a special guest star.

367
00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:48,728
Outside.

368
00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:57,648
But it's been hard.
There's a barrier...

369
00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:02,243
Good morning.

370
00:29:05,680 --> 00:29:07,887
No fucking way.

371
00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:09,849
El...

372
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:11,729
- Come on.
- What the hell are you doing?

373
00:29:11,880 --> 00:29:13,803
- Come on. Just one second.
- Don't touch me, Katy...

374
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:16,167
- No, no, no, no.
- Don't... touch me!

375
00:29:16,320 --> 00:29:18,084
Don't... don't...

376
00:29:18,240 --> 00:29:20,641
- Let go!
- No!

377
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:23,724
Ow!

378
00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:26,008
I will bite you!
I swear to God I will bite you!

379
00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:28,851
I will bite you back!

380
00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:30,684
Ow! Ow!

381
00:29:40,720 --> 00:29:42,563
Goddamn it.

382
00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:51,685
You sandbagged me.

383
00:30:00,480 --> 00:30:02,721
He chairs the Psychology Department.

384
00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:05,645
Good for him.

385
00:30:05,800 --> 00:30:09,361
Well, I just thought he'd be
a bit more qualified to...

386
00:30:10,840 --> 00:30:12,524
to deal with your
circumstance.

387
00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:14,762
What's my circumstance?

388
00:30:30,680 --> 00:30:33,001
He was my grandson.

389
00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:37,045
I lost him, too.

390
00:30:54,640 --> 00:30:57,120
None of us know how to help you.

391
00:30:57,640 --> 00:30:59,642
Well, neither do I.

392
00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:08,323
I'm so glad they delegated
the speech to you.

393
00:31:13,360 --> 00:31:15,249
He's not a stranger...

394
00:31:16,760 --> 00:31:20,287
...that some hospital referred you to.
He's a colleague of mine.

395
00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:27,207
I don't think one session
a week would hurt.

396
00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:29,721
Why can't you talk to me
once a week, Dad?

397
00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:32,042
- Why outsource it?
- I'm not outsourcing it,

398
00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:35,722
and I don't really think you
want to talk to me about it.

399
00:31:35,880 --> 00:31:38,167
I don't need to talk
to another therapist.

400
00:31:38,320 --> 00:31:39,890
Eleanor...

401
00:31:40,080 --> 00:31:43,527
Please, stop reminding me
that something's wrong.

402
00:31:43,680 --> 00:31:45,967
That's... not my intention.

403
00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:49,283
Then... please let me
stop thinking about it.

404
00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:01,724
Tragedy is a foreign country.

405
00:32:01,880 --> 00:32:06,602
We don't know how to
talk to the natives.

406
00:32:06,760 --> 00:32:09,366
What are you talking about?

407
00:32:36,120 --> 00:32:39,966
You know, there's this
really cool thing called chairs.

408
00:32:40,120 --> 00:32:42,202
Yeah, I, I heard about those.

409
00:32:42,360 --> 00:32:44,931
It's actually not
too shabby down here.

410
00:32:47,400 --> 00:32:49,209
You OK?

411
00:32:50,600 --> 00:32:51,806
Sure.

412
00:32:51,960 --> 00:32:53,689
Liar.

413
00:32:53,840 --> 00:32:55,330
Sure.

414
00:32:56,760 --> 00:32:58,808
When's your next class?

415
00:32:58,960 --> 00:33:00,485
It's yours.

416
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:03,651
Oh.

417
00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:07,921
Do you like hamburgers?

418
00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:12,526
I used to be a vegan.

419
00:33:12,680 --> 00:33:15,331
Mostly 'cause
my husband was a vegan.

420
00:33:15,480 --> 00:33:18,086
Not that I don't agree
with most of the tenets

421
00:33:18,240 --> 00:33:20,322
of vegan ideology, but...

422
00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:22,642
he was one
of those reformed socialists

423
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:26,122
who seemed sexy
before the '60s started to fade.

424
00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:27,691
Does he teach?

425
00:33:27,840 --> 00:33:30,127
He won tenure
at University of Oregon,

426
00:33:30,320 --> 00:33:31,685
and I got it here.

427
00:33:31,840 --> 00:33:34,081
He went soft, I stayed hard,
that was that.

428
00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:39,009
You have kids?

429
00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:40,486
A son.

430
00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:43,409
I'm not sure
why people have kids.

431
00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:47,764
You know, first there's
the nine months of agony,

432
00:33:47,960 --> 00:33:49,724
your body hurts,
it's hot, it's cold,

433
00:33:49,920 --> 00:33:52,287
you crave pickles,
and there's no words to describe

434
00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:54,283
whatever the fuck labor is.

435
00:33:54,440 --> 00:33:56,283
And then this
little stranger comes out,

436
00:33:56,440 --> 00:33:58,090
sucking every bit of life
you have left in you,

437
00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:00,288
and as soon as you're ready
to jump out of a window,

438
00:34:00,440 --> 00:34:03,046
all of a sudden, he smiles.

439
00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:09,289
Jesus Christ, this is good.

440
00:34:09,480 --> 00:34:12,006
And whatever you do,
however you do it,

441
00:34:12,160 --> 00:34:14,049
however you imagine
your child's life,

442
00:34:14,200 --> 00:34:16,168
or what kind of parent you'd be,

443
00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:18,203
29 years later,
he's in some shrink's office

444
00:34:18,360 --> 00:34:20,886
accusing you of some stupid
thing that you said or did

445
00:34:21,040 --> 00:34:23,725
that for the life of you, you
can't remember saying or doing.

446
00:34:31,640 --> 00:34:34,086
Tell me at your age you're not taking
classes out of boredom.

447
00:34:36,240 --> 00:34:38,891
I don't know what
the hell I'm doing.

448
00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:40,963
What was before this?

449
00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:43,885
Mm, life in general.

450
00:34:44,040 --> 00:34:45,644
Any kids?

451
00:34:45,800 --> 00:34:47,643
Mm-hmm.

452
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:49,802
Boy or girl?

453
00:34:49,960 --> 00:34:51,849
Boy.

454
00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:53,729
Good luck.

455
00:34:53,880 --> 00:34:55,644
Thanks.

456
00:34:55,800 --> 00:34:59,122
Who's that man who chased you
out of my classroom the other day?

457
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:08,371
He went soft, I stayed hard,
that was that.

458
00:35:31,640 --> 00:35:34,371
Hey.

459
00:35:34,520 --> 00:35:35,965
Guess what?

460
00:35:36,120 --> 00:35:37,645
What?

461
00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:39,564
I got asked out on a date.

462
00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:48,601
I look stupid.

463
00:35:48,760 --> 00:35:49,807
You look beautiful.

464
00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:51,286
Oh, don't be nice.

465
00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:56,840
This... oh, fuck, I don't understand
why this asshole walked into my library.

466
00:35:57,000 --> 00:35:58,843
Katy...

467
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:00,411
Don't "Katy" me.
Oh, my God,

468
00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:02,289
Mom and Dad
aren't even back yet.

469
00:36:02,440 --> 00:36:04,090
Maybe I should just...
pull the plug.

470
00:36:04,240 --> 00:36:07,244
No. He'll be here any second.
Calm down.

471
00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:08,920
I'll watch him.

472
00:36:13,320 --> 00:36:15,926
We're just going to pretend
to be interested in each other

473
00:36:16,080 --> 00:36:18,000
over cheap Cabernet,
and he's gonna, like, ask me

474
00:36:18,080 --> 00:36:20,765
all the same stupid questions
that they ask about Philip,

475
00:36:20,920 --> 00:36:23,605
like who the dad is, and then
look at me like I'm half a moron

476
00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:25,524
for the choices that I've made.

477
00:36:25,680 --> 00:36:28,206
You know, it was easier
when I was an actress,

478
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:29,885
because I could
just fuck my costars,

479
00:36:30,080 --> 00:36:32,845
but this real-life
pseudo-adult crap sucks my ass.

480
00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:34,530
Katy, shut up.

481
00:36:37,880 --> 00:36:39,325
I feel fat.

482
00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:41,289
You're not fat.

483
00:36:46,640 --> 00:36:48,722
You were always...

484
00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:51,963
who you were gonna be,
I mean, like a woman.

485
00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:56,091
I always... wasn't yet.

486
00:36:58,240 --> 00:37:00,368
Then I was a fraud.

487
00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:06,042
Sometimes I hardly
recognize you with that hair.

488
00:37:09,520 --> 00:37:10,726
Mm.

489
00:37:30,920 --> 00:37:32,843
That's gorgeous.

490
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:35,321
Goddamn it!

491
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:38,968
Uh, excuse me?

492
00:37:39,120 --> 00:37:40,610
Hey, come in here.

493
00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:44,605
What was that?

494
00:37:44,760 --> 00:37:46,842
This keeps breaking off.

495
00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:50,641
OK, but we don't say that, lovey.

496
00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:52,086
Why?

497
00:37:52,240 --> 00:37:55,767
'Cause it's not
a nice thing to say.

498
00:37:55,960 --> 00:37:57,560
Are you sure that you're
OK to watch him?

499
00:37:57,600 --> 00:37:59,204
Mom and Dad should
be back pretty soon.

500
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:01,681
He's here.

501
00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:04,565
- Are y... you sure?
- Yes, I'm positive.

502
00:38:04,760 --> 00:38:08,048
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Change.

503
00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:15,849
So, what do you want to do?

504
00:38:18,480 --> 00:38:20,926
What do you want to do?

505
00:38:24,440 --> 00:38:25,885
Hurry.

506
00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:27,451
I'm coming.

507
00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:36,283
Can I get electrocuted
by lightning bugs?

508
00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:39,171
No. They're harmless.

509
00:39:13,640 --> 00:39:15,847
This is pretty good, isn't it?

510
00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:17,280
Yeah, it is.

511
00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:24,851
<i>Hey-</i>

512
00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:26,604
Hmm?

513
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:32,641
There's only one heart
in this body.

514
00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:34,689
Have mercy on me?

515
00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:40,481
Shut up.

516
00:40:15,680 --> 00:40:17,762
Want to go to your place?

517
00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:19,888
Yes, please.

518
00:40:20,040 --> 00:40:21,929
I'll tell you what.

519
00:40:22,080 --> 00:40:24,242
- What?
- You make the first move,

520
00:40:24,440 --> 00:40:26,249
and then I'll follow you,

521
00:40:26,440 --> 00:40:27,851
'cause this is...

522
00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:29,809
this is too nice.

523
00:40:38,760 --> 00:40:40,683
Hey, can we drive
somewhere aimlessly?

524
00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:42,490
Yeah.

525
00:40:43,760 --> 00:40:45,250
Right now?

526
00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:47,129
Whenever.

527
00:40:48,960 --> 00:40:50,962
Can we do it this weekend?

528
00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:52,770
Yes.

529
00:40:56,440 --> 00:40:59,011
Where do you want to go?

530
00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:01,322
No destination.

531
00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:04,967
Just rent a car.

532
00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:08,841
We can sing along to whatever
stupid songs are on the radio.

533
00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:16,725
We'll just drive pointlessly
until we feel like stopping.

534
00:41:19,080 --> 00:41:21,447
What would we do then?

535
00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:25,047
Mm, I don't know,
eat something, walk somewhere.

536
00:41:25,200 --> 00:41:27,202
Use your imagination.

537
00:41:29,760 --> 00:41:32,650
Well, I... well...

538
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:35,684
Your other imagination.

539
00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:40,850
- I have a pretty dirty imagination.
- Stop!

540
00:41:45,520 --> 00:41:47,124
Come on.

541
00:41:50,520 --> 00:41:52,090
Hey, Rigby?

542
00:41:52,280 --> 00:41:53,805
What?

543
00:41:58,000 --> 00:42:00,048
I love you.

544
00:42:49,440 --> 00:42:50,965
It went that badly?

545
00:42:54,920 --> 00:42:57,730
I could've given him
a normal kiss good night

546
00:42:57,880 --> 00:42:59,928
instead of jamming
my tongue down his throat.

547
00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:16,725
So he's cool?

548
00:43:16,880 --> 00:43:18,803
I am so fucked.

549
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:24,602
You have a little
to drink tonight?

550
00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:26,125
Yeah.

551
00:43:32,520 --> 00:43:34,284
- What's that?
- Shh.

552
00:43:34,440 --> 00:43:36,920
Philip gave it to me so I won't
be afraid of the dark.

553
00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:41,729
You still having trouble with that?

554
00:43:41,880 --> 00:43:43,803
Yeah, guess so. Come on.

555
00:43:49,160 --> 00:43:51,322
Were you OK with him?

556
00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:53,045
Yeah.

557
00:43:54,000 --> 00:43:55,411
Oh, I don't mean...

558
00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:57,324
That's not what I was...

559
00:43:59,600 --> 00:44:00,886
I just...

560
00:44:01,040 --> 00:44:02,405
I'm OK.

561
00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:04,244
Is it OK to be OK?

562
00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:06,323
Yeah, be OK all you want.

563
00:44:15,240 --> 00:44:16,765
Are you really OK?

564
00:44:16,960 --> 00:44:19,440
I can pretend.

565
00:44:41,320 --> 00:44:43,209
All of a sudden, I kind of miss him.

566
00:44:45,200 --> 00:44:47,601
Who?

567
00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:49,444
Conor.

568
00:44:58,040 --> 00:45:00,008
He came by the house the other day.

569
00:45:00,160 --> 00:45:01,889
He talked with Mom,

570
00:45:02,040 --> 00:45:05,567
and... she told me not to tell you.

571
00:45:18,720 --> 00:45:20,643
I'm sorry, Katy.

572
00:45:20,800 --> 00:45:23,531
What for?

573
00:45:23,680 --> 00:45:25,364
I feel like I just dropped in
on you guys

574
00:45:25,520 --> 00:45:28,000
and I sucked all the air
out of the room.

575
00:45:28,200 --> 00:45:29,690
You are kind of a selfish bitch.

576
00:45:31,120 --> 00:45:34,169
Hey. You don't have
to be so honest.

577
00:45:34,320 --> 00:45:35,526
No.

578
00:45:35,680 --> 00:45:37,887
I was really mad at you.

579
00:45:38,040 --> 00:45:39,451
I know.

580
00:45:39,600 --> 00:45:41,443
I'm still really mad at you.

581
00:45:41,600 --> 00:45:42,965
I know.

582
00:45:47,760 --> 00:45:50,730
And you pulled the floorboards
out from under Conor.

583
00:45:57,760 --> 00:45:59,922
He threw Cody's stuff
into the closet.

584
00:46:02,600 --> 00:46:06,047
And then ten minutes later,
he ordered Chinese from Madame Wu's.

585
00:46:11,920 --> 00:46:13,649
I tried for six months.

586
00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:20,048
We were a million miles away
in the same room, and...

587
00:46:23,120 --> 00:46:26,249
...I started to think thoughts
I never thought I'd have.

588
00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:45,729
How have you and Mom
made it this far?

589
00:46:47,400 --> 00:46:48,970
I'm not sure.

590
00:46:54,360 --> 00:46:56,169
Endurance.

591
00:47:00,520 --> 00:47:03,649
Everyone starts out thinking,
"This is forever."

592
00:47:06,920 --> 00:47:08,365
But then things get hard...

593
00:47:10,160 --> 00:47:11,810
...at some point or another.

594
00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:19,248
And then other things don't pan out
the way you thought they would.

595
00:47:30,520 --> 00:47:32,602
I suppose the trick is
not running for the hills,

596
00:47:32,760 --> 00:47:35,969
even when you think it's the
most rational thing to do.

597
00:47:44,600 --> 00:47:46,807
I don't know.

598
00:48:34,160 --> 00:48:37,482
I hate this room.

599
00:48:37,680 --> 00:48:40,081
I've seen worse.

600
00:48:44,520 --> 00:48:46,807
Where?

601
00:48:46,960 --> 00:48:49,201
- Huh?
- Where have you seen worse?

602
00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:50,925
NYU, Yale...

603
00:48:51,080 --> 00:48:52,764
Oh, Yale's butt ugly.

604
00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:54,968
New Haven's butt ugly.

605
00:48:56,800 --> 00:48:59,451
Did you attend any of
those fine institutions?

606
00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:02,968
NYU, and then I grew up at Yale
when my dad was there.

607
00:49:03,120 --> 00:49:05,168
Oh, of course,
you're a faculty brat.

608
00:49:05,320 --> 00:49:06,731
Mm-hmm.

609
00:49:06,920 --> 00:49:09,605
You and my son would
get along like hotcakes.

610
00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:12,326
Not that I'm trying to
set you up or anything.

611
00:49:12,480 --> 00:49:14,403
He lives in Washington,
the state.

612
00:49:14,560 --> 00:49:18,121
He's been pretending to write a novel
there for the last four years.

613
00:49:21,080 --> 00:49:23,845
Learn anything
interesting at NYU?

614
00:49:24,000 --> 00:49:26,207
I abandoned a dissertation.

615
00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:28,129
- Mm! Bold!
- Mm-hmm.

616
00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:29,611
What department?

617
00:49:29,760 --> 00:49:31,444
Anthropology.

618
00:49:31,600 --> 00:49:33,568
Mm. Social? Linguistic?

619
00:49:33,720 --> 00:49:35,927
I was writing an ethnography
on the social world

620
00:49:36,080 --> 00:49:37,889
of performance artists in Paris.

621
00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:42,204
Musicians, dancers, actors, et cetera.

622
00:49:42,360 --> 00:49:44,010
Why?

623
00:49:45,560 --> 00:49:48,086
I don't know;
my mom is a musician

624
00:49:48,240 --> 00:49:50,288
and she's French, so...

625
00:49:50,440 --> 00:49:53,683
No, I mean why did
you abandon it?

626
00:49:53,880 --> 00:49:57,362
Don't tell me something
stupid like love.

627
00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:04,250
You're very talkative.

628
00:50:04,400 --> 00:50:07,290
It's more fun
listening to you.

629
00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:08,720
You'll get over that.

630
00:50:12,920 --> 00:50:14,809
I got pregnant.

631
00:50:18,360 --> 00:50:21,091
Ah, that.

632
00:50:29,040 --> 00:50:31,850
You want to teach this class?

633
00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:33,001
Not really.

634
00:50:33,160 --> 00:50:34,650
Me neither.

635
00:50:39,720 --> 00:50:41,370
I'm gonna do this.

636
00:51:38,720 --> 00:51:41,451
This song is horrible.

637
00:51:43,440 --> 00:51:44,441
It's not good.

638
00:51:44,600 --> 00:51:46,170
It's not.

639
00:51:46,320 --> 00:51:48,607
I th... I think that bad music
turns you on.

640
00:51:50,080 --> 00:51:52,890
Seriously.
Oh, oh, car, car, car, car, car.

641
00:51:53,040 --> 00:51:55,120
Do the thing! Do the thing! Do the...

642
00:51:56,480 --> 00:51:58,687
I don't want them
to see your ta-tas.

643
00:52:01,560 --> 00:52:04,166
We're good, we're good.

644
00:52:04,320 --> 00:52:05,606
Help me.

645
00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:06,886
What?

646
00:52:07,040 --> 00:52:08,121
You know what you're doing.

647
00:52:08,280 --> 00:52:10,806
Stop it.

648
00:52:12,440 --> 00:52:13,601
There you go.

649
00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:14,841
- Should I do it?
- Yeah.

650
00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:16,480
OK, this is kind
of counter-intuitive.

651
00:52:17,840 --> 00:52:21,481
I think I'm instinctually wired
not to be able to do this.

652
00:52:23,680 --> 00:52:24,806
There we go.

653
00:52:25,960 --> 00:52:28,645
Three, two, one.

654
00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:30,962
Just like that.

655
00:52:31,120 --> 00:52:32,246
You look good.

656
00:52:32,400 --> 00:52:33,811
Very impressed.

657
00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:36,571
We have to listen to this?

658
00:52:44,960 --> 00:52:46,166
Hey!

659
00:52:46,320 --> 00:52:48,402
You want it? You want it?

660
00:52:48,600 --> 00:52:49,726
Top 40?

661
00:52:49,880 --> 00:52:50,881
No.

662
00:52:51,040 --> 00:52:52,041
Country?

663
00:52:52,200 --> 00:52:53,770
No.

664
00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:01,369
That is the stupidest thing
I've ever heard.

665
00:53:02,680 --> 00:53:04,409
My God.

666
00:53:04,560 --> 00:53:05,641
No, that's...

667
00:53:05,800 --> 00:53:07,131
No.

668
00:53:10,080 --> 00:53:12,321
- Can I have some?
- ♪ <i>Thank God...</i>

669
00:53:13,040 --> 00:53:14,041
- Baby?
- Mm-hmm?

670
00:53:14,200 --> 00:53:16,521
As comfortable as this is...

671
00:53:16,680 --> 00:53:18,364
Mm-hmm?

672
00:53:18,520 --> 00:53:20,841
...I'm losing circulation in my legs.

673
00:53:22,400 --> 00:53:24,280
- What are you trying to say?
- That you're fat.

674
00:53:24,360 --> 00:53:26,886
And I love every pound of you.

675
00:53:27,040 --> 00:53:28,166
- Oh!
- Come here.

676
00:53:28,320 --> 00:53:29,970
Mmm.

677
00:53:32,280 --> 00:53:33,930
Did you see where my shirt went?

678
00:53:34,080 --> 00:53:35,320
Try the backseat.

679
00:53:40,400 --> 00:53:42,164
Where... where are you going?

680
00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:44,089
Out here.

681
00:53:49,480 --> 00:53:51,209
You coming?

682
00:53:52,400 --> 00:53:53,561
Yeah.

683
00:54:12,160 --> 00:54:13,525
Where are we?

684
00:54:13,880 --> 00:54:16,087
Someplace good.

685
00:54:40,200 --> 00:54:41,531
- Amazing.
- I know.

686
00:54:41,680 --> 00:54:44,331
You don't have to tell me.

687
00:55:43,840 --> 00:55:45,649
Shit.

688
00:56:02,760 --> 00:56:04,524
Come on, wake up.

689
00:56:12,520 --> 00:56:14,249
Wake up.

690
00:56:39,200 --> 00:56:42,682
What?

691
00:56:42,840 --> 00:56:44,888
You scared the crap out of me.

692
00:56:46,160 --> 00:56:47,366
How did I do that?

693
00:56:47,520 --> 00:56:49,363
I went into your room
to check about you,

694
00:56:49,520 --> 00:56:51,040
and you were gone
and the car was gone.

695
00:56:52,280 --> 00:56:54,487
Yeah, I went for a drive.

696
00:56:54,680 --> 00:56:56,409
Well, don't ever do it again.

697
00:56:58,480 --> 00:57:00,005
Why were you checking on me?

698
00:57:00,160 --> 00:57:02,288
I've always checked on you.

699
00:57:10,360 --> 00:57:11,964
I'm sorry?

700
00:57:13,640 --> 00:57:15,005
You want a sip?

701
00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:17,680
No. Wrong side of the day for me.

702
00:57:19,480 --> 00:57:21,528
You feeling a bit dramatic today?

703
00:57:21,680 --> 00:57:23,205
No, why?

704
00:57:25,280 --> 00:57:27,328
OK.

705
00:57:41,640 --> 00:57:43,642
I played second violin on this.

706
00:57:45,800 --> 00:57:47,882
Boston Symphony. ltzhak Perlman.

707
00:57:48,040 --> 00:57:49,849
I haven't forgotten.

708
00:57:50,000 --> 00:57:53,163
No, I was just reminding myself.

709
00:57:53,360 --> 00:57:55,010
Are you that unhappy?

710
00:57:55,200 --> 00:57:57,806
Mm, I don't believe in unhappy.

711
00:57:58,720 --> 00:58:01,291
I'm just having a quiet crisis,
like you're having yours.

712
00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:04,887
Katy is having hers.
Your father having his.

713
00:58:05,080 --> 00:58:07,208
- Dad's having a crisis?
- Yes.

714
00:58:07,360 --> 00:58:09,203
One in a series.

715
00:58:09,360 --> 00:58:11,328
Why?

716
00:58:11,480 --> 00:58:13,642
No, I don't want to talk
about this now.

717
00:58:15,720 --> 00:58:19,008
Let's keep that
between him and me.

718
00:58:37,640 --> 00:58:39,404
What?

719
00:58:47,160 --> 00:58:49,049
I never wanted to be a mother.

720
00:58:50,960 --> 00:58:52,530
Not much you can do
about that now.

721
00:58:54,000 --> 00:58:56,241
Yeah. It's too late.

722
00:58:59,040 --> 00:59:01,008
I was too young when I had you.

723
00:59:01,160 --> 00:59:02,730
I was the baby.

724
00:59:02,880 --> 00:59:04,166
Why are you telling me this?

725
00:59:04,320 --> 00:59:08,370
I'm telling you this because
I don't want to lie to you.

726
00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:11,685
I don't want you to take
our relationship too personally.

727
00:59:14,000 --> 00:59:15,764
I don't.

728
00:59:19,240 --> 00:59:20,366
- No.
- Give... No.

729
00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:22,807
Give me my wine.
Give me my wine.

730
00:59:22,960 --> 00:59:25,531
Why didn't you tell me Conor
came by the house the other day?

731
00:59:29,000 --> 00:59:31,924
Run for your life, El.

732
00:59:32,080 --> 00:59:33,445
What is that supposed to mean?

733
00:59:33,600 --> 00:59:35,090
Well, this is all too realistic.

734
00:59:35,240 --> 00:59:37,083
Run away for a while.

735
00:59:37,240 --> 00:59:38,924
You sure you're not projecting?

736
00:59:39,080 --> 00:59:41,481
Yes, yes,
I'm sure I'm not projecting.

737
00:59:41,680 --> 00:59:43,603
You liked your semester in Paris,

738
00:59:43,760 --> 00:59:46,286
so why don't you go back there
and finish your dissertation?

739
00:59:46,440 --> 00:59:49,683
You could write in cafes,
read Le Monde.

740
00:59:51,040 --> 00:59:52,769
Eat bread,

741
00:59:52,920 --> 00:59:56,925
make eyes at strangers.

742
00:59:57,080 --> 00:59:59,765
Yeah, I could.

743
00:59:59,920 --> 01:00:02,366
So why are you still here?

744
01:00:03,200 --> 01:00:04,850
I don't know.

745
01:00:24,880 --> 01:00:27,804
No, but then he takes it out,
and he run, he goes out...

746
01:00:27,960 --> 01:00:29,121
We're not open quite yet.

747
01:00:29,280 --> 01:00:30,805
Hey, Alexis.

748
01:00:30,960 --> 01:00:32,485
Holy shit.

749
01:00:35,120 --> 01:00:36,326
Is he around?

750
01:00:36,480 --> 01:00:39,450
Uh, he's in the kitchen
having a talk with Stuart.

751
01:00:39,600 --> 01:00:42,126
OK.

752
01:00:43,240 --> 01:00:45,242
- How you been?
- Good.

753
01:00:47,120 --> 01:00:49,327
- How have you been?
- Good, good.

754
01:00:51,520 --> 01:00:54,046
- How's the painting coming?
- Great.

755
01:00:55,200 --> 01:00:58,249
I'm just finishing up
some stuff that I do at home.

756
01:01:00,520 --> 01:01:03,444
Sorry... everybody.

757
01:01:03,600 --> 01:01:06,206
Holy Shatner.

758
01:01:06,360 --> 01:01:09,489
Good to see you, too, Stuart.

759
01:01:11,600 --> 01:01:13,170
Well, this has been nice,

760
01:01:13,320 --> 01:01:16,164
reconnecting and, uh...
Seems like old times.

761
01:01:16,360 --> 01:01:19,364
I'm gonna go back to the, uh, kitchen.

762
01:01:19,520 --> 01:01:20,885
Cool, I'll join you.

763
01:01:21,840 --> 01:01:23,649
- Sorry.
- Sorry.

764
01:01:49,040 --> 01:01:50,041
Shirley Temple?

765
01:01:50,200 --> 01:01:51,804
Please.

766
01:02:02,520 --> 01:02:03,521
What do I owe you?

767
01:02:03,680 --> 01:02:06,001
Your money's no good here.
You know that.

768
01:02:08,720 --> 01:02:09,721
So business is good?

769
01:02:10,920 --> 01:02:12,046
Yeah.

770
01:02:12,880 --> 01:02:14,120
It's great.

771
01:02:15,240 --> 01:02:16,446
We're closing.

772
01:02:18,800 --> 01:02:21,371
- I'm sorry.
- Yeah.

773
01:02:21,520 --> 01:02:23,443
Yeah, me, too.

774
01:02:30,280 --> 01:02:33,124
So, what's next?

775
01:02:33,280 --> 01:02:37,444
Well, I was thinking
of developing some interests

776
01:02:37,600 --> 01:02:41,730
that people might actually
take an interest in.

777
01:02:43,080 --> 01:02:45,082
You gonna work for your dad?

778
01:02:45,280 --> 01:02:46,930
I don't know.

779
01:02:48,920 --> 01:02:52,561
You know, before I met you,
I had no clue who I was.

780
01:02:54,760 --> 01:02:56,569
And then when I was with you...

781
01:02:59,560 --> 01:03:01,927
...I thought I had it
all figured out, but now...

782
01:03:03,120 --> 01:03:05,043
Now I'm just back to wondering again.

783
01:03:11,640 --> 01:03:14,450
Well, when you figure it out,
tell me how.

784
01:03:15,680 --> 01:03:17,808
OK.

785
01:03:23,320 --> 01:03:25,766
- Let's get out of here.
- Huh?

786
01:03:25,920 --> 01:03:27,251
Let's go.

787
01:03:27,400 --> 01:03:29,129
What? Right now?

788
01:03:29,320 --> 01:03:31,084
Come on. Don't believe
in wasting time.

789
01:03:31,280 --> 01:03:32,964
OK.

790
01:03:33,160 --> 01:03:34,924
Uh...

791
01:03:39,560 --> 01:03:42,609
Hey, so, where are we going exactly?

792
01:03:42,760 --> 01:03:44,524
To rent a car.

793
01:04:03,240 --> 01:04:04,366
Fucker!

794
01:04:11,360 --> 01:04:13,408
We got the car with retarded wipers.

795
01:04:15,520 --> 01:04:17,568
Well, there's no rush.

796
01:04:24,520 --> 01:04:26,443
What are we doing here, El?

797
01:04:29,600 --> 01:04:31,409
You tell me.

798
01:04:32,480 --> 01:04:34,050
You stalked me.

799
01:04:34,200 --> 01:04:36,362
You've said we needed to talk,

800
01:04:36,560 --> 01:04:38,210
and you showed up at my parents' house.

801
01:04:38,360 --> 01:04:41,887
An hour ago, you waltzed into my bar
and suggested we drive aimlessly

802
01:04:42,040 --> 01:04:44,486
into the perfect fucking storm here.

803
01:04:44,640 --> 01:04:46,210
So...

804
01:04:49,640 --> 01:04:50,721
It's kind of funny.

805
01:04:53,680 --> 01:04:54,966
Yeah.

806
01:04:55,160 --> 01:04:57,640
Yeah, it's fucking hilarious.

807
01:05:12,080 --> 01:05:14,401
You know, there was a brief moment
I thought we actually pieced together

808
01:05:14,560 --> 01:05:16,722
a pretty decent life.

809
01:05:27,160 --> 01:05:30,050
I have to move everything out
of the apartment next week.

810
01:05:32,520 --> 01:05:34,887
Do you want me to keep
anything for you?

811
01:05:38,040 --> 01:05:40,247
Where are you moving to?

812
01:05:40,400 --> 01:05:43,609
I can move in with
my dad for a while,

813
01:05:43,760 --> 01:05:46,127
until I get things
figured out.

814
01:06:07,920 --> 01:06:09,001
Oh.

815
01:06:17,960 --> 01:06:19,450
You're sopping wet.

816
01:06:21,160 --> 01:06:22,571
You noticed that?

817
01:06:56,000 --> 01:06:57,729
El...

818
01:06:58,680 --> 01:07:00,045
...wait, wait, wait.

819
01:07:00,240 --> 01:07:02,004
Please, please, wait.

820
01:07:10,160 --> 01:07:11,969
You slept with someone else.

821
01:07:22,200 --> 01:07:24,043
You told me to.

822
01:07:29,520 --> 01:07:31,249
You told me to.

823
01:07:41,240 --> 01:07:43,561
You left.

824
01:07:46,360 --> 01:07:48,488
El, you left.

825
01:07:50,360 --> 01:07:53,330
Hey, now don't...

826
01:07:53,480 --> 01:07:55,084
El?

827
01:07:57,320 --> 01:07:59,209
El?

828
01:07:59,360 --> 01:08:00,885
It doesn't matter.

829
01:08:01,040 --> 01:08:04,362
You suck at lying, El.
You're supposed to say,

830
01:08:04,520 --> 01:08:07,285
"How the fuck could you
do this to me, Conor?"

831
01:08:07,440 --> 01:08:09,966
Come on, you're supposed
to say, "That's bullshit."

832
01:08:10,120 --> 01:08:12,726
You're supposed to say,
"You're a selfish,

833
01:08:12,880 --> 01:08:15,645
- hopeless, disgusting person, Conor."
- No, no, no, no.

834
01:08:15,800 --> 01:08:17,484
- We're past that.
- No, we're not!

835
01:08:18,520 --> 01:08:20,124
And you just said it for me.

836
01:08:23,520 --> 01:08:24,931
Let's go back to the city.

837
01:08:50,800 --> 01:08:52,689
This is fine.
I'll get out here.

838
01:09:47,600 --> 01:09:49,364
- Ma'am?
- Yes?

839
01:09:51,200 --> 01:09:52,690
You're a dick.

840
01:09:55,560 --> 01:09:57,085
And you look like ass.

841
01:09:57,240 --> 01:09:59,481
Thank you.

842
01:09:59,640 --> 01:10:00,880
Where were you last night?

843
01:10:06,600 --> 01:10:07,931
Do you want to take a load off?

844
01:10:13,040 --> 01:10:14,849
I come here on breaks.

845
01:10:17,040 --> 01:10:19,691
One of the librarians advocates
a whole nap philosophy.

846
01:10:22,080 --> 01:10:24,003
Nap philosophy?

847
01:10:25,360 --> 01:10:28,967
Yeah, naps throughout the day, like,
help with productivity and stuff.

848
01:10:29,880 --> 01:10:31,211
Mm.

849
01:10:32,720 --> 01:10:34,324
If you...

850
01:10:34,480 --> 01:10:36,323
want to read this.

851
01:10:41,120 --> 01:10:42,201
What?

852
01:10:46,200 --> 01:10:47,929
I was hoping
you could read my mind.

853
01:10:49,800 --> 01:10:51,529
Wouldn't that be nice?

854
01:11:01,920 --> 01:11:04,924
You want to do something stupid
this weekend?

855
01:11:07,440 --> 01:11:10,728
Yeah. I'm the queen of
doing something stupid.

856
01:11:10,880 --> 01:11:13,406
What are you thinking?

857
01:11:14,560 --> 01:11:19,646
Get bent, take a train into the city,
save the world.

858
01:11:21,320 --> 01:11:23,163
When did you become an idealist?

859
01:11:23,320 --> 01:11:25,322
A couple seconds ago.

860
01:11:27,960 --> 01:11:30,725
I have a date with the
dentist this weekend.

861
01:11:30,880 --> 01:11:32,962
It's OK.
He can be our third wheel.

862
01:11:35,400 --> 01:11:36,811
All right.

863
01:11:39,320 --> 01:11:40,651
I should get back to work.

864
01:11:44,040 --> 01:11:45,724
I'll come wake you up
in a little bit.

865
01:11:58,280 --> 01:11:59,566
- Hey!
- Hi!

866
01:12:05,840 --> 01:12:07,888
- Would you like drinks?
- Yeah.

867
01:12:08,040 --> 01:12:09,166
Yeah, I'll have a drink.

868
01:12:09,320 --> 01:12:11,322
- Should we get, like...
- A shot?

869
01:12:11,480 --> 01:12:12,845
Three shots?

870
01:12:13,000 --> 01:12:15,241
Tequila.

871
01:12:15,400 --> 01:12:17,767
A round of tequila.

872
01:12:42,760 --> 01:12:45,081
I feel old!

873
01:12:45,240 --> 01:12:47,368
- What?
- I feel...

874
01:12:48,360 --> 01:12:49,964
I feel old!

875
01:12:50,120 --> 01:12:52,122
Me, too!

876
01:12:56,840 --> 01:12:57,841
Cheers.

877
01:12:59,200 --> 01:13:00,406
Thanks!

878
01:13:51,680 --> 01:13:53,523
What's your name?

879
01:13:55,120 --> 01:13:56,645
I'm good, thanks.

880
01:14:00,680 --> 01:14:02,603
Oh, wait.

881
01:14:47,640 --> 01:14:48,880
Wait...

882
01:14:49,040 --> 01:14:50,451
No, wait, wait, wait.

883
01:14:50,600 --> 01:14:51,886
- What? What?
- Wait.

884
01:14:53,480 --> 01:14:55,323
What is it?

885
01:14:58,680 --> 01:15:00,330
Did I hurt you?

886
01:15:00,480 --> 01:15:02,005
No, no.

887
01:15:02,160 --> 01:15:05,403
What is it?

888
01:15:06,360 --> 01:15:07,964
You're a stranger.

889
01:15:09,560 --> 01:15:10,846
So are you.

890
01:15:12,880 --> 01:15:15,486
You ever have that moment
where you...

891
01:15:15,640 --> 01:15:18,450
know you're doing something stupid,
but you do it anyway?

892
01:15:19,960 --> 01:15:21,724
Yeah, every day.

893
01:15:21,880 --> 01:15:23,006
What?

894
01:15:23,200 --> 01:15:24,326
Come on.

895
01:15:24,480 --> 01:15:25,720
- No.
- Come on.

896
01:15:25,880 --> 01:15:27,120
Stay there.

897
01:15:27,280 --> 01:15:28,441
I'm gonna go.

898
01:15:28,600 --> 01:15:31,331
No, don't go.

899
01:15:31,480 --> 01:15:32,891
- Don't.
- Oh, Jesus.

900
01:15:34,240 --> 01:15:35,844
Just stay for a minute.

901
01:15:37,560 --> 01:15:38,561
Really?

902
01:15:42,640 --> 01:15:44,210
Sorry.

903
01:16:12,920 --> 01:16:14,331
Where to?

904
01:16:14,480 --> 01:16:16,528
Uh...

905
01:16:16,680 --> 01:16:19,445
Just make a loop around the city.

906
01:16:19,600 --> 01:16:21,409
Got a destination?

907
01:16:22,360 --> 01:16:23,646
Eventually.

908
01:16:39,160 --> 01:16:42,289
"All the lonely people,
where do they all come from?"

909
01:16:42,440 --> 01:16:43,680
Hmm?

910
01:16:44,560 --> 01:16:46,320
That's the Beatles song
you were named after.

911
01:16:46,440 --> 01:16:49,922
Ah. Three Splendas.

912
01:16:50,120 --> 01:16:52,566
Wow, full service.

913
01:16:54,160 --> 01:16:56,441
Want me to come down there or
you want to join me in here?

914
01:17:06,600 --> 01:17:08,284
I think I'm gonna leave your class.

915
01:17:18,800 --> 01:17:20,802
You're breaking up with me.

916
01:17:26,560 --> 01:17:29,848
So this is what heartbreak feels like.

917
01:17:30,440 --> 01:17:31,885
You never had your heart broken?

918
01:17:32,080 --> 01:17:35,084
Only read about it in books.

919
01:17:35,240 --> 01:17:37,322
Liar.

920
01:17:37,480 --> 01:17:40,484
Sure.

921
01:17:45,800 --> 01:17:49,327
You know, you don't have to tell me
this. You could've just not shown up.

922
01:17:57,840 --> 01:17:59,569
I just got to get out of here.

923
01:18:01,200 --> 01:18:02,531
"Here"?

924
01:18:03,920 --> 01:18:05,843
The tri-state area.

925
01:18:06,000 --> 01:18:07,650
Oh.

926
01:18:07,800 --> 01:18:11,930
You know, they say that if you
walk away from things,

927
01:18:12,120 --> 01:18:16,603
then you'll just keep walking away

928
01:18:16,760 --> 01:18:20,731
and start a whole
history of walk-aways.

929
01:18:24,880 --> 01:18:28,327
Did that sound as lame
as I thought it did?

930
01:18:28,480 --> 01:18:30,448
No.

931
01:18:31,480 --> 01:18:34,723
Good, 'cause I don't have a fucking clue
as to how life should be lived.

932
01:18:34,880 --> 01:18:38,009
Well, could you refer me
to someone who does, please?

933
01:18:42,200 --> 01:18:43,645
Yeah.

934
01:18:45,000 --> 01:18:46,729
I had a dog, Miles.

935
01:18:46,880 --> 01:18:48,882
I got him from a pound.

936
01:18:49,040 --> 01:18:50,883
He did it pretty well.

937
01:18:51,080 --> 01:18:53,401
Lived every day like
he won the lottery.

938
01:18:53,560 --> 01:18:55,722
Where's Miles when we need him?

939
01:18:55,880 --> 01:18:57,689
Somewhere in Pennsylvania.

940
01:18:57,840 --> 01:19:00,081
Took him on a road trip,

941
01:19:00,240 --> 01:19:02,561
trying <i>to be</i> all <i>Travels with Charley.</i>

942
01:19:02,720 --> 01:19:05,121
As soon as we hit
the open countryside,

943
01:19:05,280 --> 01:19:08,090
he starts jumping up and down
like he picked up a scent

944
01:19:08,240 --> 01:19:11,642
or found something he'd
always been looking for.

945
01:19:11,800 --> 01:19:14,929
Let him out.

946
01:19:15,080 --> 01:19:18,687
He hightails it,
chasing the sun to nowhere.

947
01:19:21,000 --> 01:19:22,445
He ran away?

948
01:19:22,600 --> 01:19:24,523
Mm-hmm.

949
01:19:24,680 --> 01:19:26,603
I imagine he's happy
wherever he wound up.

950
01:19:26,760 --> 01:19:28,444
Hooked up with some Amish people.

951
01:19:28,600 --> 01:19:30,284
Lives on a dairy farm.

952
01:19:30,440 --> 01:19:31,965
It's possible.

953
01:19:39,240 --> 01:19:41,049
I have a colleague at NYU.

954
01:19:43,120 --> 01:19:45,327
From my days of working
with your dad there.

955
01:19:45,480 --> 01:19:49,610
Teaches anthropology at the
American University in Paris,

956
01:19:49,800 --> 01:19:53,088
does some work at the
Musee de Quai Branly.

957
01:19:54,280 --> 01:19:56,760
I can make a phone call.

958
01:19:56,920 --> 01:19:59,287
Send him that dissertation
you started on.

959
01:20:04,680 --> 01:20:06,603
Want half a bagel?

960
01:20:06,760 --> 01:20:09,047
No, I'm good, I'm good.

961
01:20:09,240 --> 01:20:10,571
You getting enough to eat?

962
01:20:10,720 --> 01:20:13,007
You're starting to sound maternal.

963
01:20:13,200 --> 01:20:14,929
Oh, that would be a first.

964
01:20:17,280 --> 01:20:19,851
When's the last time you got
to talk to your son?

965
01:20:22,200 --> 01:20:24,851
Some holiday too long ago.

966
01:20:26,360 --> 01:20:28,124
Is it sad that I don't remember?

967
01:20:28,280 --> 01:20:29,645
Probably.

968
01:20:31,320 --> 01:20:33,049
I should call, shouldn't I?

969
01:20:35,040 --> 01:20:36,804
- Yeah.
- Yeah.

970
01:20:39,680 --> 01:20:41,728
Now you sound maternal.

971
01:21:11,600 --> 01:21:13,329
<i>Hello?</i>

972
01:21:14,720 --> 01:21:16,131
<i>Hello?</i>

973
01:21:17,560 --> 01:21:18,561
<i>Hello?</i>

974
01:25:55,320 --> 01:25:57,163
<i>Hey-</i>

975
01:26:03,240 --> 01:26:05,811
Do I seem like a
different person to you?

976
01:26:10,320 --> 01:26:12,448
You look the same to me.

977
01:26:19,760 --> 01:26:21,649
I'm sorry.

978
01:26:24,440 --> 01:26:26,249
For what?

979
01:26:29,320 --> 01:26:31,846
For disappearing.

980
01:26:48,400 --> 01:26:50,880
We'll never get
to where we were.

981
01:26:54,200 --> 01:26:56,043
Where was that?

982
01:27:03,920 --> 01:27:06,002
Someplace good.

983
01:27:08,480 --> 01:27:09,686
Yeah.

984
01:27:17,120 --> 01:27:18,929
Tell me what you're thinking.

985
01:27:31,120 --> 01:27:33,088
I forgot what he looked like.

986
01:27:40,760 --> 01:27:43,764
Sometimes l... I'll get
a glimpse of his eyes or...

987
01:27:51,360 --> 01:27:53,806
...the way he'd smile
at me from his crib.

988
01:28:00,280 --> 01:28:02,044
But then he'll vanish.

989
01:28:04,640 --> 01:28:06,404
I can't picture his face.

990
01:28:10,240 --> 01:28:12,129
I can't picture his face anymore.

991
01:28:26,480 --> 01:28:28,562
He was pale.

992
01:28:34,640 --> 01:28:36,642
He frowned a lot.

993
01:28:38,240 --> 01:28:40,720
He had your eyes,
he had your nose,

994
01:28:40,880 --> 01:28:43,201
he had your... your lips,

995
01:28:43,360 --> 01:28:45,089
he had your cheeks.

996
01:28:45,240 --> 01:28:47,322
El, he was all you.

997
01:28:52,160 --> 01:28:54,561
He was the most beautiful thing
I've ever seen.

998
01:29:09,560 --> 01:29:12,609
I wasn't prepared for
what this feels like.

999
01:29:16,760 --> 01:29:19,366
I know. Neither was I.

1000
01:30:17,040 --> 01:30:19,008
I love you.

1001
01:30:23,600 --> 01:30:25,045
I know.

1002
01:31:05,600 --> 01:31:06,806
How's it coming?

1003
01:31:06,960 --> 01:31:08,485
It's coming.

1004
01:31:11,280 --> 01:31:15,604
There's a great cafe...
called Le Cafe

1005
01:31:15,760 --> 01:31:18,047
at the Rue Tiquetonne

1006
01:31:18,240 --> 01:31:20,846
that a lot of artsy fartsies go to.

1007
01:31:21,000 --> 01:31:23,765
Your mother and I used to go there
when we visited her parents.

1008
01:31:23,920 --> 01:31:27,606
I met Jean Marie Le Clezio there once,
before he won his Nobel.

1009
01:31:27,760 --> 01:31:30,161
Cool.

1010
01:31:30,320 --> 01:31:35,201
And you should get
some of those big French macaroons

1011
01:31:35,360 --> 01:31:41,288
at Laduree in Saint-Germain.

1012
01:31:43,760 --> 01:31:45,603
Call me when you do.

1013
01:31:48,920 --> 01:31:51,082
And I will live vicariously
through you.

1014
01:31:52,040 --> 01:31:53,724
I will. Thanks.

1015
01:32:03,960 --> 01:32:07,282
I lost you in the ocean once.

1016
01:32:07,440 --> 01:32:09,204
What?

1017
01:32:12,200 --> 01:32:15,044
I lost you in the ocean once.

1018
01:32:17,680 --> 01:32:23,528
We had rented a house at
Ditch Plains Beach on Montauk,

1019
01:32:23,720 --> 01:32:26,200
when you could afford Montauk.

1020
01:32:26,360 --> 01:32:28,124
You were about two.

1021
01:32:29,800 --> 01:32:32,406
Your mother was pregnant
with Katy,

1022
01:32:32,560 --> 01:32:35,166
and I took you down...

1023
01:32:35,360 --> 01:32:37,567
swimming...

1024
01:32:37,720 --> 01:32:39,563
one afternoon.

1025
01:32:40,760 --> 01:32:42,046
Not a lot of people down there.

1026
01:32:44,640 --> 01:32:46,085
I...

1027
01:32:48,240 --> 01:32:52,131
I waded out, holding you...

1028
01:32:54,480 --> 01:32:58,087
...thinking, at one point,
"This might not be the best idea."

1029
01:33:00,480 --> 01:33:02,448
But you were game.

1030
01:33:04,560 --> 01:33:06,722
Or I imagined that you were game

1031
01:33:06,880 --> 01:33:08,803
because you never,
ever seemed scared.

1032
01:33:11,200 --> 01:33:12,690
Of anything.

1033
01:33:14,600 --> 01:33:16,762
The Atlantic is moody,

1034
01:33:16,920 --> 01:33:19,366
and a big set of waves snuck in.

1035
01:33:20,680 --> 01:33:23,968
We... made it under the first one.

1036
01:33:26,600 --> 01:33:28,762
You were clinging to my neck.

1037
01:33:29,800 --> 01:33:31,848
But we got caught
in front of the second.

1038
01:33:35,480 --> 01:33:37,642
And I came up without you.

1039
01:33:41,000 --> 01:33:44,766
I have never felt
anything like that.

1040
01:33:47,880 --> 01:33:52,010
The throes of that stupid
couple seconds...

1041
01:33:52,160 --> 01:33:54,447
treading the white water.

1042
01:33:58,720 --> 01:34:01,883
And then, miraculously, I...

1043
01:34:05,160 --> 01:34:07,049
...felt you at my feet.

1044
01:34:10,080 --> 01:34:12,048
I never told your mother.

1045
01:34:12,200 --> 01:34:13,690
I never told anyone.

1046
01:34:15,840 --> 01:34:19,003
That was the worst
and the best moment of my life.

1047
01:34:39,240 --> 01:34:41,004
OK.

1048
01:34:42,680 --> 01:34:43,886
Is this ready?

1049
01:34:44,040 --> 01:34:45,280
Yeah.

1050
01:34:47,040 --> 01:34:49,486
- I'll be downstairs in a bit.
- OK.

1051
01:36:05,000 --> 01:36:06,445
What have you got?

1052
01:36:06,600 --> 01:36:08,125
Chardonnay.

1053
01:36:13,880 --> 01:36:16,247
- It's good, huh?
- Mm-hmm.

1054
01:36:19,640 --> 01:36:21,961
You know that I'm full of shit, right?

1055
01:36:22,120 --> 01:36:24,327
Depends on the day.

1056
01:36:26,040 --> 01:36:27,963
But you know that I love you, hmm?

1057
01:36:35,720 --> 01:36:37,085
Say good-bye to Aunt Em, OK?

1058
01:36:37,240 --> 01:36:39,049
OK.

1059
01:36:39,200 --> 01:36:42,249
Good-bye, chickadee.
You make sure that they behave, OK?

1060
01:36:42,440 --> 01:36:44,169
- OK.
- OK, kiss.

1061
01:36:46,800 --> 01:36:49,280
What time is it in France?

1062
01:36:49,440 --> 01:36:51,568
Um, it is past your bedtime.

1063
01:36:51,720 --> 01:36:53,370
Why?

1064
01:36:57,520 --> 01:36:59,045
Don't be a stranger.

1065
01:37:00,640 --> 01:37:02,642
I won't.

1066
01:37:04,160 --> 01:37:06,925
I don't want to go to bed.
It's still light out.

1067
01:37:07,080 --> 01:37:09,048
You don't have to go to bed, sweetie.

1068
01:37:09,200 --> 01:37:10,725
Be good, OK?
I'll be back.

1069
01:37:10,880 --> 01:37:12,609
When is Auntie Em coming back?

1070
01:37:12,800 --> 01:37:14,240
She'll be back next summer.

1071
01:39:33,840 --> 01:39:35,649
<i>Hey-</i>