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  1. [6/6/2015 1:37:03 PM] Scootie: Okay, I'm ready, just really nervous at the moment, but ready
  2. [6/6/2015 1:37:30 PM] Chicken Noodle: Hi EC
  3. [6/6/2015 1:37:34 PM] Chicken Noodle: how are things
  4. [6/6/2015 1:37:53 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm surviving. And you?
  5. [6/6/2015 1:38:33 PM] Chicken Noodle: I'm good, I understand you were afraid and worried and feel like the bad person here but we all do things and we remember them. I'm not here to point out things you've done wrong or I've done wrong.
  6. [6/6/2015 1:38:55 PM] Chicken Noodle: I'm here because Scoots wanted to ask me for help regarding you and how you seem to be a closed off person in regards to a relationship.
  7. [6/6/2015 1:39:11 PM] Chicken Noodle: because you are afraid and controlled by your dad?
  8. [6/6/2015 1:40:14 PM] Chicken Noodle: would you like to respond?
  9. [6/6/2015 1:41:56 PM] Scootie: I wanted to talk to you today because I got a bit worked up when I gave my feelings and that you didn't really give much back
  10. [6/6/2015 1:42:05 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Wait a minute, I'll be right back, my dad called me for something
  11. [6/6/2015 1:45:19 PM] Chicken Noodle: is messing around with some code in the loader bot program.
  12. [6/6/2015 1:50:53 PM] Scootie: Okay
  13. [6/6/2015 1:51:06 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, I'm back now.
  14. [6/6/2015 1:51:15 PM] Scootie: Alright
  15. [6/6/2015 1:58:18 PM | Edited 1:58:30 PM] Shrimp Noodle: First, I already told Scoots that I was still figuring out where I stand on that, and that I'd think about it. Are you upset because I didn't give you an immediate emotional response and answer? For the longest time, I've seen us as close friends more than anything else, so you suddenly giving your feelings and expecting an answer from me isn't an easy thing to process.
  16. [6/6/2015 2:01:41 PM] Scootie: Well yeah, that was one thing, but the other being that I also felt that it was your father that also seemed to bar the idea of it actually coming into being.
  17. [6/6/2015 2:02:09 PM] Scootie: Because he doesn't seem to be the type to handle other sexual preferences in his home
  18. [6/6/2015 2:02:13 PM] Chicken Noodle: And EC you say you and scoots have been close friends but some of the things you do hint that you have an interest in him.
  19. [6/6/2015 2:04:02 PM] Chicken Noodle: And when Scoots comes out expressing his love for you, you always say its too soon; but haven't you two known each other for a long time? The question of the matter is, are you interested in Scoots in that way with all the gifts you give him and the interest in his "scootie" form. Are you just shying away because of your dad and you don't know what you are sexually? Because I'll tell you that I've seen some of the things you Scoots and Will go through and I think Scoots is on board now that Wills way, is not correct. You guys need to express yourselves without fear of the other and if they can't take it, they can't be your friend.
  20. [6/6/2015 2:12:17 PM] Scootie: It has been a while, that's more notable
  21. [6/6/2015 2:15:40 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Oh, I recognize this pattern again. Scoots, I thought you said that Durgon wasn't here to double-team against me in another debate? Also, even back then, I was still thinking about it. I tried a few things to see how they worked out, but I didn't want to jump into anything too soon. And honestly, Scoot's actions in the past is one of the reasons why I backed off as much as I have.
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  23. Moreover, I'm honestly not sure what you hope to accomplish here, Durgon. I've already admitted my fear and worries, so I doubt to talking about them again will change anything. And, with the uptmost respect, the fact that you're in no way objective makes it difficult for me to listen to you.
  24. [6/6/2015 2:17:32 PM] Chicken Noodle: Ec I didn't come here to pick sides
  25. [6/6/2015 2:17:36 PM] Chicken Noodle: at the most I even told Scoots
  26. [6/6/2015 2:17:45 PM] Scootie: It's true
  27. [6/6/2015 2:17:52 PM] Chicken Noodle: I can voice my opinion and what I know but I wont be able to force EC into saying what he feels
  28. [6/6/2015 2:17:58 PM] Chicken Noodle: so don't get upset if EC doesn't open up
  29. [6/6/2015 2:18:01 PM] Scootie: Durgon wanted to give his piece on both out opinions on this
  30. [6/6/2015 2:21:16 PM] Shrimp Noodle: You already have picked a side, Durgon. Just read what you and Scoots just typed earlier. But sure, what's your opinion on this?
  31. [6/6/2015 2:21:41 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Also, please...what has Scoots already told you about me?
  32. [6/6/2015 2:22:21 PM] Chicken Noodle: I'll be completely honest with you EC because I am trying to remain on both your sides not picking one but when I hear something you say I voice what I know.
  33. [6/6/2015 2:22:27 PM] Chicken Noodle: Scoots has told me he worries for you
  34. [6/6/2015 2:22:36 PM] Chicken Noodle: that he cares for you and what your dad has done
  35. [6/6/2015 2:22:41 PM] Chicken Noodle: telling him to never come back
  36. [6/6/2015 2:22:45 PM] Chicken Noodle: really hurt his feelings
  37. [6/6/2015 2:23:19 PM] Chicken Noodle: He felt like he made things worse for you and wants to help you in anyway possible. He expressed how he feels like you love him, with the gifts you give, like Nude Scootie?
  38. [6/6/2015 2:23:58 PM] Chicken Noodle: But when he came to you, you always don't return the same feelings but when off and not discussing it, you seem to prioritize him over others as if you do have something there for him.
  39. [6/6/2015 2:26:19 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Honestly, at this point, I don't know what I feel. Scoots has proven several times over that he doesn't really listen to anything I say, not even my most basic of wishes. What has he told you about my life and home? I'm genuinely paranoid about that, and I don't want people on FA to know about my real life.
  40. [6/6/2015 2:26:42 PM] Chicken Noodle: Scoots has listened too you Ec
  41. [6/6/2015 2:26:48 PM] Chicken Noodle: he wanted to go visit you in real life
  42. [6/6/2015 2:26:57 PM] Chicken Noodle: but something that held him back was you asking him to stay away
  43. [6/6/2015 2:27:06 PM] Scootie: All I told him was that me and you hung out, the only thing they mainly know was that I planned a surprise visit
  44. [6/6/2015 2:27:15 PM] Chicken Noodle: I told him he should do it, so did Zakk and peter
  45. [6/6/2015 2:27:20 PM] Scootie: And anyone else who knew about the visit cheered me on to do it
  46. [6/6/2015 2:27:29 PM] Scootie: They said it was a good choice for me to make
  47. [6/6/2015 2:34:09 PM] Shrimp Noodle: So, in other words, everyone knows about where I live, and you all encouraged him to ignore my wishes, even though I begged him not to come because I was afraid that it would complicate things if a bisexual furry showed up at the front door of a conservative Christian household looking for an overly anxious and sleep-deprived closet furry who can barely function in public. I guess that's the gist of it?
  48. [6/6/2015 2:34:36 PM] Scootie: Whoa whoa
  49. [6/6/2015 2:34:46 PM] Scootie: Now I didn't tell them where you lived at all
  50. [6/6/2015 2:34:48 PM] Chicken Noodle: calm down ec no he didn't say anything about your address
  51. [6/6/2015 2:34:58 PM] Scootie: I only told them I was going to surprise you via a visit
  52. [6/6/2015 2:35:16 PM] Scootie: All they got to know was that I was getting a rental for the weekend to drive up to you
  53. [6/6/2015 2:35:30 PM] Scootie: At no point did I give out an address
  54. [6/6/2015 2:35:44 PM] Scootie: I know your a bit paranoid, but that's just jumping the gun
  55. [6/6/2015 2:36:01 PM] Chicken Noodle: don't talk like Will scoots
  56. [6/6/2015 2:36:02 PM] Chicken Noodle: makes it worse
  57. [6/6/2015 2:36:17 PM] Chicken Noodle: but I can understand you're a bit paranoid EC
  58. [6/6/2015 2:36:21 PM] Chicken Noodle: or more so
  59. [6/6/2015 2:36:29 PM] Chicken Noodle: but your personal information is safe with Scoots
  60. [6/6/2015 2:37:19 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Durgon, you encouraged him to ignore my wishes, thinking that a surprise visit would be the best opinion?
  61. [6/6/2015 2:37:45 PM] Chicken Noodle: option* because he mentioned how you were hurting, sad, lonely and having a hard time with your fans and work.
  62. [6/6/2015 2:38:07 PM] Chicken Noodle: nothing really of what in particular is causing these just that you were having a real hard time.
  63. [6/6/2015 2:38:35 PM] Shrimp Noodle: This whole reveal actually hurt me a little bit.
  64. [6/6/2015 2:39:20 PM] Chicken Noodle: How? scoots told me you two had a lot of fun during the visit
  65. [6/6/2015 2:44:19 PM] Shrimp Noodle: It was fun, but I was doing everything I could to keep my anxiety down, because I was sure that something was bound to happen to reveal my online life. Talking a lot helped me stay together, but the tension was obvious in our house. I'm sure Scoots has told you about that as well, right?
  66. [6/6/2015 2:45:06 PM] Chicken Noodle: He told me there was tension between your father and him at one point. But for him he felt like you and him had a good visit, no tension it was all good.
  67. [6/6/2015 2:45:21 PM] Scootie: Honest, I didn't feel tension the entire time I was there until we went to eat
  68. [6/6/2015 2:45:41 PM] Scootie: And that was about the only point of time you had asked me, most of the time seemed very calm
  69. [6/6/2015 2:46:13 PM] Chicken Noodle: ec I can understand that tension though
  70. [6/6/2015 2:46:24 PM] Chicken Noodle: because my dad is a religious oppressive person
  71. [6/6/2015 2:46:33 PM] Chicken Noodle: if I had a furry bisexual friend with him in the home, I'd be worried.
  72. [6/6/2015 2:56:22 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Interesting...so, how much did he tell you about the visit again? Also, just because he didn't feel as much tension, it doesn't mean that there wasn't any tension for me. I mean, now that I think about it, I suppose he wouldn't feel that much tension anyways, since he doesn't really have to stay here afterwards. It's my family and my issues, after all.
  73. [6/6/2015 2:58:49 PM] Chicken Noodle: He told me you two visited, had fun, played your ds's I think was the platform? monster hunter or something. Did a few collab art, but otherwise it was very calm and happy between you he said he got you to laugh and smile a few times so he must not have felt it because of how good you were hiding it from him. From personal experience with my own father, I'd be worried too. But you don't have to be paranoid about what scoots told us about the visit because it really wasn't in depth detail, just 2 guys hanging out playing games and talking about art.
  74. [6/6/2015 2:59:32 PM] Scootie: It was the day I got him to G-rank in monster hunter
  75. [6/6/2015 2:59:40 PM] Scootie: Like everyone else is asking of me today D:
  76. [6/6/2015 3:07:15 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm sorry, but I do have to be paranoid, because I don't know if you're being truthful or not. I have no proof or reason to believe that you'd tell the truth, and you're speaking on Scoot's behalf. In fact, just being completely honest right now, you've already explained so much of the visit accurately that I'm partially convinced that you know my real name, address, and physical appearance. But you'd never tell me so because you don't want to make things worse with me and Scoots.
  77. [6/6/2015 3:08:04 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm...talking in circles right now, and it's not helping anyone. I think I need some time to clear my head a bit.
  78. [6/6/2015 3:08:13 PM] Chicken Noodle: wait
  79. [6/6/2015 3:08:15 PM] Chicken Noodle: ec
  80. [6/6/2015 3:08:30 PM] Chicken Noodle: The talk today wasn't supposed to be about your visit in particular
  81. [6/6/2015 3:08:37 PM] Chicken Noodle: I wanted to share something with you because
  82. [6/6/2015 3:08:44 PM] Scootie: Durgon wanted to share something
  83. [6/6/2015 3:08:46 PM] Scootie: At the least
  84. [6/6/2015 3:08:49 PM] Chicken Noodle: you've left a confusing message on what your sexuality is
  85. [6/6/2015 3:08:53 PM] Chicken Noodle: you say you are confused
  86. [6/6/2015 3:08:57 PM] Chicken Noodle: that you don't know what you are
  87. [6/6/2015 3:09:08 PM] Chicken Noodle: I was the same once too
  88. [6/6/2015 3:09:15 PM] Chicken Noodle: but then I found Dukaan
  89. [6/6/2015 3:09:38 PM] Chicken Noodle: at first I called myself bi because I was hesitant on what I feel or what I am, and my religious belief's made me want to stay straight
  90. [6/6/2015 3:09:50 PM] Chicken Noodle: I let my father and the bible and the things inside it, control who I felt I was.
  91. [6/6/2015 3:10:02 PM] Chicken Noodle: so I went bi because I'm not entirely gay, not entirely straight either.
  92. [6/6/2015 3:10:18 PM] Chicken Noodle: I was also afraid that an online relationship wouldn't work out because we're online
  93. [6/6/2015 3:10:20 PM] Chicken Noodle: but actually
  94. [6/6/2015 3:10:42 PM] Chicken Noodle: an online relationship I think is easier then that of one in real life because you two can talk exchange hugs and play video games together.
  95. [6/6/2015 3:11:02 PM] Chicken Noodle: Sure you may wanna hug in real life, but for you and Scoots (if it came too that) it more possible then me and Dukaan.
  96. [6/6/2015 3:11:25 PM] Chicken Noodle: I know Dukaan and he knows me, we've talked a lot and we have our hard times, but in the end...there is nobody I can truly say I am 100% happy with
  97. [6/6/2015 3:11:29 PM] Chicken Noodle: unless its with him
  98. [6/6/2015 3:11:50 PM] Chicken Noodle: and now, that I've taken that step, and am together with him. I'm not afraid to express online that I feel I really am gay
  99. [6/6/2015 3:11:59 PM] Chicken Noodle: because now, I have a harder time showing interest in women
  100. [6/6/2015 3:12:29 PM] Chicken Noodle: You may be confused EC but online you can express yourself so much more without the fear of your dad, or someone else.
  101. [6/6/2015 3:12:52 PM] Scootie: He's right, unless it's Facebook
  102. [6/6/2015 3:12:58 PM] Scootie: My mom went nuts the first time
  103. [6/6/2015 3:13:02 PM] Chicken Noodle: yes lol
  104. [6/6/2015 3:13:09 PM] Chicken Noodle: even now though
  105. [6/6/2015 3:13:14 PM] Chicken Noodle: my connection and love for Dukaan is growing
  106. [6/6/2015 3:13:18 PM] Chicken Noodle: I'm wanting to tell my family
  107. [6/6/2015 3:13:22 PM] Scootie: But then she did accept it later when I went to see her again
  108. [6/6/2015 3:13:32 PM] Chicken Noodle: I'm growing into it because I've left my comfort zone and tried something.
  109. [6/6/2015 3:26:30 PM] Chicken Noodle: everything ok?
  110. [6/6/2015 3:27:57 PM] Scootie: That's kinda what I'm wondering
  111. [6/6/2015 3:35:17 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I had this whole text wall almost ready to explain my point to you, but I don't want to finish it. You guys aren't going to listen to me, so I don't see much point in trying to debate. It's funny...the scenarios are always different, but the results are the same. We have these talks, over and over again, and every time I walk right in thinking that this could the one time that we make some progress. But no, not this time. Maybe next time, then.
  112. [6/6/2015 3:36:12 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Sorry, guys, I don't feel much like talking at the moment. Feeling a bit depressed at the moment.
  113. [6/6/2015 3:36:29 PM] Chicken Noodle: EC
  114. [6/6/2015 3:36:37 PM] Chicken Noodle: its ok to be upset
  115. [6/6/2015 3:36:43 PM] Chicken Noodle: you can explain your side of this
  116. [6/6/2015 3:36:45 PM] Chicken Noodle: I told scoots
  117. [6/6/2015 3:36:55 PM] Chicken Noodle: that he couldn't expect you to change to love him just because
  118. [6/6/2015 3:36:59 PM] Chicken Noodle: you can't force these things.
  119. [6/6/2015 3:37:16 PM] Chicken Noodle: Go ahead and tell us, if not, tell me so I can further direct scoot.
  120. [6/6/2015 3:37:42 PM] Chicken Noodle: I'm not picking 1 person sides, I came here to tell you how I have been and how I came to terms with who I am. I wanted to share that with you and how Scoots really feels about you
  121. [6/6/2015 3:37:48 PM] Chicken Noodle: but if you have something to share then do so
  122. [6/6/2015 3:38:28 PM] Chicken Noodle: I'm not trying to pressure you, if you want to note it to me on fa later then that'll be fine too but if you gotta get something off your shoulders to explain something then do it.
  123. [6/6/2015 3:44:30 PM] Shrimp Noodle: No, I'd rather not. If there's one thing I've done too much of, it's share about my personal feelings and issues. It doesn't change anything, Durgon. And I'm tired of dealing with issues at home, and then getting online and dealing with more issues there. This was supposed to be my temporary escape from reality, y'know? All I want now is just to wipe all this bitterness from my mind and focus on art or something for the rest of the night. Also, even if you entered this conversation intending to be objective...that's not how the conversation turned out for you.
  124. [6/6/2015 3:45:35 PM] Chicken Noodle: Ec you are the one being hostile too me, I came in being nice and even telling Scoots to shut up a few times. I haven't picked a side I don't know why you are behaving like this
  125. [6/6/2015 3:45:38 PM] Chicken Noodle: I tried being nice
  126. [6/6/2015 3:46:33 PM] Chicken Noodle: but you are the one being hostile in response to me because you are paranoid about what was said behind your back? Scoots is a nice person, you may not think that these conversations help at all but they can't if you are being hostile and refuse to share your side with someone who isn't will for example;
  127. [6/6/2015 3:46:48 PM] Chicken Noodle: The way will and scoots handled things in the beginning was not for the best I've dealt with both of their crap
  128. [6/6/2015 3:47:12 PM] Chicken Noodle: Why do you view me as an enemy when I'm trying to be a person to help you?
  129. [6/6/2015 3:47:34 PM] Chicken Noodle: I am taking your feeling into consideration. You told me you were paranoid and tension was in the air during your visit
  130. [6/6/2015 3:47:40 PM] Chicken Noodle: Scoots claimed there was none
  131. [6/6/2015 3:47:45 PM] Chicken Noodle: did I say scoots was right?
  132. [6/6/2015 3:47:55 PM] Chicken Noodle: I said EC I know how that can be, I sided with you in the matter.
  133. [6/6/2015 3:48:13 PM] Chicken Noodle: I took your personal feelings into account because I too know what its like to live with a religious oppressive father.
  134. [6/6/2015 3:48:29 PM] Chicken Noodle: The internet should be a place for you to escape the troubles of reality
  135. [6/6/2015 3:49:13 PM] Chicken Noodle: but you too have to dish out some responses when someone begins to have a crush on you or expect something a little more. You can't keep them off too the side, one of the reasons scoots wanted me in here
  136. [6/6/2015 3:49:22 PM] Chicken Noodle: is because he really does love you and he's leaving for California soon
  137. [6/6/2015 3:49:43 PM] Scootie: I'm thinking of vurping
  138. [6/6/2015 3:49:48 PM] Chicken Noodle: He knows your having a hard time and he didn't want to give up on you, so he asked if I could come in to try and be nice.
  139. [6/6/2015 3:50:03 PM] Scootie: Because my hip injury is getting worse, meaning it'll get me out earlier than expected
  140. [6/6/2015 3:51:23 PM] Chicken Noodle: Scoots, ec, what I gather from this is that you ec refuse help in anyway, and scoots cares too much. Scoots just wanted to help and loves you for who you are, but you don't know who you are sexually and it confuses you not to mention your own life with your father keeps you oppressed
  141. [6/6/2015 3:51:45 PM] Chicken Noodle: there is a time and place to accept help
  142. [6/6/2015 3:55:04 PM] Chicken Noodle: I think I've done my part in this conversation; I came in trying to be nice but all you've called me EC is objective and pressuring you
  143. [6/6/2015 3:55:20 PM] Chicken Noodle: I haven't done anything wrong my hands are clean in this conversation
  144. [6/6/2015 3:59:09 PM] Shrimp Noodle: If you say so, then. I don't feel like fussing anymore.
  145. [6/6/2015 4:00:07 PM] Chicken Noodle: Look ec, I had the best interest in helping you and Scoots reach a resolution. I thought, that if I spoke about how me and Dukaan came, you wouldn't be afraid to express yourself online.
  146. [6/6/2015 4:00:58 PM] Chicken Noodle: but you wont even give that, so you yourself cause more complications because what are we to think? You just close yourself off all the time, share to much personal information tsk yea right. Look at yourself and what you do, you hardly tell anyone anything that is the problem.
  147. [6/6/2015 4:01:34 PM] Chicken Noodle: If you can't do that online; you can't manage your fans, you can't simply tell scoots a definite yes or no or maybe I could try
  148. [6/6/2015 4:01:43 PM] Chicken Noodle: then maybe you aren't cut out for online life at all.
  149. [6/6/2015 4:02:09 PM] Scootie: Wait, Durgon I think that's a bit harsh
  150. [6/6/2015 4:02:11 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Well. I guess that's your opinion then.
  151. [6/6/2015 4:02:18 PM] Shrimp Noodle: But let's be honest.
  152. [6/6/2015 4:02:24 PM] Chicken Noodle: I started out nice
  153. [6/6/2015 4:02:32 PM] Chicken Noodle: I started out being respectful but EC pulled this
  154. [6/6/2015 4:02:32 PM] Scootie: Guys
  155. [6/6/2015 4:02:34 PM] Scootie: Please
  156. [6/6/2015 4:02:38 PM] Scootie: Don't fight
  157. [6/6/2015 4:03:01 PM | Edited 4:03:09 PM] Shrimp Noodle: How can you can analyze me so well if I didn't give my personal information and issues in the first place?
  158. [6/6/2015 4:03:16 PM] Scootie: He can do it because he's capable EC
  159. [6/6/2015 4:03:19 PM] Scootie: Look
  160. [6/6/2015 4:03:24 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm done with this
  161. [6/6/2015 4:03:29 PM] Chicken Noodle: I can do it based on your actions
  162. [6/6/2015 4:03:37 PM] Scootie: I know that sometimes things get a bit rough
  163. [6/6/2015 4:03:48 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Thanks for the talks, guys, I learned quite a bit from all this.
  164. [6/6/2015 4:03:55 PM] Scootie: EC
  165. [6/6/2015 4:03:57 PM] Scootie: No wait
  166. [6/6/2015 4:04:04 PM] Chicken Noodle: EC you were being hostile first I came nicely...
  167. [6/6/2015 4:04:06 PM] Scootie: I know that's sarcasm
  168. [6/6/2015 4:04:11 PM] Scootie: Just hear me out here
  169. [6/6/2015 4:04:19 PM] Shrimp Noodle: No, I really did learn quite a bit
  170. [6/6/2015 4:04:31 PM] Scootie: No, I know your being sarcastic about it
  171. [6/6/2015 4:04:41 PM] Scootie: Because now you want to walk away
  172. [6/6/2015 4:04:54 PM] Scootie: Leaving yourself to be more confused than actually trying to solve something
  173. [6/6/2015 4:05:17 PM] Scootie: The only reason you say you find talking does nothing is because you don't put mush action to what's told
  174. [6/6/2015 4:05:25 PM] Shrimp Noodle: We never solve anything with these talks. We just hide the inner turmoil for next time
  175. [6/6/2015 4:05:40 PM] Shrimp Noodle: That's why we had two or three debates with Will
  176. [6/6/2015 4:05:45 PM] Scootie: When you asked me to be give more detail to RPs, I did that
  177. [6/6/2015 4:05:53 PM] Scootie: Because I listened and put it to action
  178. [6/6/2015 4:06:05 PM] Scootie: I take a lot from these talks to heart
  179. [6/6/2015 4:06:15 PM] Scootie: Because if I don't, then I'm not keeping the word I'm told
  180. [6/6/2015 4:06:29 PM] Scootie: That is the loyalty in a friendship that has to be present
  181. [6/6/2015 4:06:46 PM] Scootie: If you could give the effort, I'm positive you can do it
  182. [6/6/2015 4:06:51 PM] Scootie: Because I believe you can
  183. [6/6/2015 4:06:59 PM] Scootie: The only person who holds you back is you
  184. [6/6/2015 4:07:09 PM] Scootie: Yet I'm one of the people, rooting you on to do it
  185. [6/6/2015 4:07:19 PM] Scootie: Not because I force it
  186. [6/6/2015 4:07:32 PM] Scootie: But because you'd be proud to do so
  187. [6/6/2015 4:07:47 PM] Scootie: You can do it if you just give it a shot
  188. [6/6/2015 4:07:53 PM] Scootie: For anything
  189. [6/6/2015 4:08:00 PM] Scootie: Time is never up for you here
  190. [6/6/2015 4:08:29 PM] Scootie: You have so much of it left than to continue to call yourself miserable or having a negative outlook on yourself
  191. [6/6/2015 4:08:48 PM] Scootie: I don't think that at all
  192. [6/6/2015 4:09:01 PM] Scootie: The person I saw looked like a man capable of a lot
  193. [6/6/2015 4:09:11 PM] Scootie: He just needed someone in his life to come tell him that
  194. [6/6/2015 4:10:03 PM] Scootie: When you met me the first time
  195. [6/6/2015 4:10:15 PM] Scootie: You asked for my advice to get more into art
  196. [6/6/2015 4:10:32 PM] Scootie: And I told you all of what I did to get to the point I was at during the time
  197. [6/6/2015 4:10:57 PM] Scootie: What you did was inspire me to have more guts as a person to reach for my goals
  198. [6/6/2015 4:11:04 PM] Scootie: And I saw you had goals too
  199. [6/6/2015 4:11:11 PM] Scootie: And I really want to help you reach them
  200. [6/6/2015 4:11:27 PM] Scootie: But when you shut yourself out, then I don't know what to do
  201. [6/6/2015 4:11:45 PM] Scootie: And yeah, I did come to terms with that sometimes some things you can't really solve
  202. [6/6/2015 4:11:59 PM] Scootie: But no one said that you can't actually solve them, unless you do something
  203. [6/6/2015 4:12:19 PM] Scootie: You can't truly solve issues with a person who is dead, their dead
  204. [6/6/2015 4:12:36 PM] Scootie: Your still alive, you still got that chance right now
  205. [6/6/2015 4:13:05 PM] Scootie: I don't believe you should give up, because I don't want to give up on you
  206. [6/6/2015 4:13:27 PM] Scootie: If I did give up on someone, then it means that all I did was nothing, that I didn't actually try for them
  207. [6/6/2015 4:13:38 PM] Scootie: That me as a person, has failed them in general
  208. [6/6/2015 4:13:47 PM] Scootie: And the last thing I wanna do is fail someone
  209. [6/6/2015 4:14:42 PM] Chicken Noodle: Scoots
  210. [6/6/2015 4:14:43 PM] Chicken Noodle: calm down
  211. [6/6/2015 4:14:53 PM] Scootie: Sorry, I got a bit worked up
  212. [6/6/2015 4:14:58 PM] Chicken Noodle: I know you did
  213. [6/6/2015 4:15:03 PM] Chicken Noodle: that was a lot for you too type too
  214. [6/6/2015 4:15:13 PM] Chicken Noodle: but it falls on deaf ears at this point
  215. [6/6/2015 4:15:25 PM] Chicken Noodle: and ec can call it my "opinion' all he wants but does it really change him?
  216. [6/6/2015 4:15:32 PM] Chicken Noodle: so if it doesn't change him, my opinion becomes fact.
  217. [6/6/2015 4:15:57 PM] Scootie: EC, if you want to make a stand, then show Durgon, prove him wrong
  218. [6/6/2015 4:16:30 PM] Chicken Noodle: yea unless I'm right, then you can just keep doing what you have been.
  219. [6/6/2015 4:16:59 PM] Scootie: EC, I know that you feel you wanna hide, but I'm right here
  220. [6/6/2015 4:17:16 PM] Scootie: If you want to face something, but not alone, I can help you out
  221. [6/6/2015 4:38:00 PM] Shrimp Noodle: First off, allow me to give you a fitting response, Durgon. Screw you for trying to manipulate/insult me with that "my opinion becomes fact, prove me wrong" crap. You're a bit too manipulate for my tastes, dude, and you invalidate everything that's happening here by trying to control it. And I'm sorry Scoots, but I won't allow myself to be pushed into something until I know for sure that it's what I want. I know that you're trying to help, but this isn't the way to do it. I don't even know how to properly explain this to you, but I have to wait until I feel ready for something else.
  222. [6/6/2015 4:38:52 PM] Scootie: I understand I have to wait
  223. [6/6/2015 4:39:29 PM] Scootie: I sometimes just feel I need an answer because it has been months honestly for quite a time
  224. [6/6/2015 4:39:50 PM] Scootie: Cause getting to see you really did open up a lot
  225. [6/6/2015 4:42:10 PM] Chicken Noodle: I don't even really know how to respond to EC directly from this, again I came at as the nice guy and even told Scoots I had no qualms to pick or push you, but you were the one being pushy with me telling me what I was doing was not right being objective and all so I give you real objectiveness right here and now and your comment is "screw you." in return, the easy way out because you cannot defeat the purpose of my claim.
  226. [6/6/2015 4:45:46 PM] Scootie: Okay, hang on EC
  227. [6/6/2015 4:45:58 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I have to admit, you're pretty good at manipulating people, Durgon. It's impressive to see you trolling me with the obvious bait you set up over the course of this conversation, unintentional or not.
  228. [6/6/2015 4:46:12 PM] Shrimp Noodle: but it falls on deaf ears at this point
  229. [6/6/2015 4:46:27 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I know you did
  230. that was a lot for you too type too
  231. but it falls on deaf ears at this point
  232. and ec can call it my "opinion' all he wants but does it really change him?
  233. so if it doesn't change him, my opinion becomes fact.
  234. [6/6/2015 4:46:35 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Impressive bait there.
  235. [6/6/2015 4:46:47 PM] Scootie: Stop, that is not bait
  236. [6/6/2015 4:47:27 PM] Scootie: If I know anything about baiting people to catch them off guard, then it'd been done with better tact than what was said
  237. [6/6/2015 4:49:19 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Actually, that was some serious baiting, Scoots. He took what you said and turned it into ammo, making it so that I'd look and feel bad if I didn't agree with you. But I'm really getting too worked up over this. I didn't come to this conversation to get angry and frustrated, and I definitely didn't come here to say mean things.
  238. [6/6/2015 4:49:52 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm sorry about that, I know you were trying to solve these issues with us.
  239. [6/6/2015 4:50:37 PM] Chicken Noodle: I said that to save scoots the trouble
  240. [6/6/2015 4:50:47 PM] Chicken Noodle: he puts too much effort into you when you don't give anything back.
  241. [6/6/2015 4:50:59 PM] Chicken Noodle: and why would you feel bad about not agreeing unless it was true?
  242. [6/6/2015 4:51:12 PM] Chicken Noodle: so if it turned into two things will then its a double against your own actions...
  243. [6/6/2015 4:51:41 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I honestly have no idea what that last part means...
  244. [6/6/2015 4:52:27 PM] Chicken Noodle: you were telling me I used it against you the words. when I used it to help save scoots the emotional trouble later. and you point out that it'd make you feel bad unless you didn't agree so in turn I just brought out how you do not agree or care.
  245. [6/6/2015 4:52:38 PM] Chicken Noodle: if that makes sense...a bit confusing.
  246. [6/6/2015 4:52:45 PM] Shrimp Noodle: ...but I have to say, I'm glad that I finally broke through to your true feelings.
  247. [6/6/2015 4:52:54 PM] Chicken Noodle: mine?
  248. [6/6/2015 4:58:32 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Yep. But this is going nowhere, especially with your skillful, yet confusing double-speak. Honestly, I don't think I'm worth so much of Scoot's effort, either. I'm a screwed up person, inside and outside, and Scoots would probably be happier with someone more put-together than me, especially if this crap is what he has to go through.
  249. [6/6/2015 4:59:22 PM] Chicken Noodle: why are you now taunting my skillful way of talk?
  250. [6/6/2015 4:59:58 PM] Chicken Noodle: look
  251. [6/6/2015 5:00:21 PM] Chicken Noodle: you are being evasive, not wanting to dish out an actual answer, you use the word 'opinion' to dodge statements.
  252. [6/6/2015 5:00:35 PM] Scootie: But EC, the only one really calling themselves a screwed up person is you
  253. [6/6/2015 5:00:41 PM] Scootie: I don't see that
  254. [6/6/2015 5:00:47 PM] Scootie: I didn't see that when I got there
  255. [6/6/2015 5:00:52 PM] Scootie: You seemed fine to me
  256. [6/6/2015 5:00:59 PM] Scootie: Even if it was one whole visit
  257. [6/6/2015 5:01:08 PM] Scootie: It was not the impression I was given
  258. [6/6/2015 5:01:10 PM] Scootie: Hell
  259. [6/6/2015 5:01:17 PM] Scootie: I don't sleep either on my work days
  260. [6/6/2015 5:01:34 PM] Scootie: I got insomnia myself
  261. [6/6/2015 5:01:42 PM] Scootie: Some days I can't even sleep if I wanted to
  262. [6/6/2015 5:02:00 PM] Scootie: All the sleep I get is maybe 1-3 hours during a nap during the day
  263. [6/6/2015 5:02:07 PM] Scootie: Or rarely any at all
  264. [6/6/2015 5:02:17 PM] Scootie: If you'd stop just beating yourself up
  265. [6/6/2015 5:03:30 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Durgon, that's double-speak...or reverse psychology, or something like that I think. You're reversing everything I say so you can re-interpret it to suit your needs. It's clever, but confusing at times.
  266. [6/6/2015 5:05:20 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Scoots, this isn't going to work. I need to leave this conversation and relax, because there's no way that things aren't going to get worse at this point.
  267. [6/6/2015 5:05:41 PM] Chicken Noodle: it can
  268. [6/6/2015 5:05:47 PM] Chicken Noodle: but I don't want things to go down that road
  269. [6/6/2015 5:05:58 PM] Chicken Noodle: When we started
  270. [6/6/2015 5:06:03 PM] Chicken Noodle: I also had told scoots before
  271. [6/6/2015 5:06:13 PM] Chicken Noodle: I was a bit nervous myself because I didn't know if you viewed me as an enemy
  272. [6/6/2015 5:06:15 PM] Chicken Noodle: a friend
  273. [6/6/2015 5:06:17 PM] Chicken Noodle: or a natural party
  274. [6/6/2015 5:06:42 PM] Chicken Noodle: because when I tried being your friend, over time a friend starts to get curious who the person is behind the art, not just for their capabilities but because they wanna know more about the guy.
  275. [6/6/2015 5:06:53 PM] Chicken Noodle: but you shoved me aside
  276. [6/6/2015 5:07:00 PM] Chicken Noodle: and lied to me about thinigs
  277. [6/6/2015 5:07:03 PM] Chicken Noodle: things*
  278. [6/6/2015 5:07:27 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I shoved you aside? I avoided you because of that incident with unfriending Will.
  279. [6/6/2015 5:07:52 PM] Chicken Noodle: Will is a bad influence on your friend circle Scoots sees that more then ever. I've helped Scoots defeat will
  280. [6/6/2015 5:08:01 PM] Chicken Noodle: and I was trying to help you
  281. [6/6/2015 5:09:27 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I tried to get over it, and tried to keep those Steam times. But after what happened with Will, playing TF2 with you left me feeling frustrated, because ever time you killed me in that game it was like you were tearing me down again.
  282. [6/6/2015 5:09:51 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Especially that time when you were spawn-killing me.
  283. [6/6/2015 5:10:23 PM] Scootie: I think your taking your death in game too seriously
  284. [6/6/2015 5:10:29 PM] Scootie: Durgon backstabs me all the time
  285. [6/6/2015 5:10:41 PM] Chicken Noodle: no he means
  286. [6/6/2015 5:10:45 PM] Chicken Noodle: after we exchanged and got over it
  287. [6/6/2015 5:10:49 PM] Chicken Noodle: we went into tf2
  288. [6/6/2015 5:10:50 PM] Scootie: Oh
  289. [6/6/2015 5:10:52 PM] Chicken Noodle: and I personally killed him
  290. [6/6/2015 5:10:53 PM] Chicken Noodle: over
  291. [6/6/2015 5:10:55 PM] Chicken Noodle: and and over
  292. [6/6/2015 5:10:56 PM] Chicken Noodle: and over
  293. [6/6/2015 5:10:59 PM] Chicken Noodle: and even spawn camped him
  294. [6/6/2015 5:11:14 PM] Chicken Noodle: but I didn't have any anger towards you at that point, and the spawn killing
  295. [6/6/2015 5:11:25 PM] Chicken Noodle: that was a mistake I get carried away when I see the opportunity to spam kill
  296. [6/6/2015 5:11:28 PM] Chicken Noodle: spawn kill
  297. [6/6/2015 5:11:33 PM] Chicken Noodle: or anything to get people angry
  298. [6/6/2015 5:11:47 PM] Chicken Noodle: but that day I wasn't seeking you out.
  299. [6/6/2015 5:11:55 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Well, you succeeded in getting me angry
  300. [6/6/2015 5:12:03 PM] Chicken Noodle: well I wasn't trying to get you mad
  301. [6/6/2015 5:12:09 PM] Shrimp Noodle: And I didn't want to play with you anymore after that point.
  302. [6/6/2015 5:12:16 PM] Chicken Noodle: but it was one time ec
  303. [6/6/2015 5:12:20 PM] Chicken Noodle: what about all the fun times we had?
  304. [6/6/2015 5:12:45 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Those were before the Will incident. this happened almost immediately after it.
  305. [6/6/2015 5:13:02 PM] Chicken Noodle: I know I recall it, it was like right after it and I asked if we could play tf2 to calm down.
  306. [6/6/2015 5:13:31 PM] Chicken Noodle: but that was not my goal I was actually looking for a spot to get on, or hoping you'd get on my side.
  307. [6/6/2015 5:13:43 PM] Chicken Noodle: the in game thing was irrelevant too my emotions towards you at the time.
  308. [6/6/2015 5:17:25 PM] Shrimp Noodle: After what happened there, I just wanted to focus on taking you down so I could vent my emotions from the Will incident. And even when I wasn't after you, I was still getting mad for no reason whenever you and Scoots killed me or destroyed my sentries. Eventually, all the joy from the game was just gone whenever you guys were playing in the same server as me...which is why sometimes I just left and went to a new server by myself, just so I could relax and feel better playing TF2.
  309. [6/6/2015 5:18:38 PM] Shrimp Noodle: And eventually, as the fanboys kept adding to my frustration on Steam, it just became harder and harder for me to even work up the motivation to log in. Soon, I'd lost all energy for it.
  310. [6/6/2015 5:19:15 PM] Chicken Noodle: Well what you need to do is clear your steam of everyone but friends
  311. [6/6/2015 5:19:24 PM] Scootie: But then it just sounds like your exhausting yourself over things you shouldn't be
  312. [6/6/2015 5:19:33 PM] Scootie: Like taking death in a game too seriously
  313. [6/6/2015 5:19:43 PM] Chicken Noodle: no he wanted to vent scoots
  314. [6/6/2015 5:19:46 PM] Chicken Noodle: I know how he feels about that
  315. [6/6/2015 5:19:52 PM] Chicken Noodle: he hadn't entirely gotten over it
  316. [6/6/2015 5:20:01 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I needed to vent.
  317. [6/6/2015 5:20:11 PM] Chicken Noodle: but he wasn't able to, because I kept killing him
  318. [6/6/2015 5:20:17 PM] Shrimp Noodle: TF2 was one of the only games I could do that in.
  319. [6/6/2015 5:20:19 PM] Chicken Noodle: and spawn camping him didn't make it any better
  320. [6/6/2015 5:20:33 PM] Chicken Noodle: I'm sorry for that
  321. [6/6/2015 5:22:36 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I still remember that spawn camping, because I was mad that my team was so useless...and I was practically livid when you sent me a chat message a short while into it actually asking if I wanted you to stop spawn-killing me.
  322. [6/6/2015 5:23:14 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm sure you meant well, but it was a kick in the crotch to me and my pent-up anger.
  323. [6/6/2015 5:24:08 PM] Chicken Noodle: yea I know that too, its happened with my friends as well. but this time you were the one receiving it not me. I know exactly how that anger can feel, I've gotten so mad that I stopped being friends with people. But I didn't know you were having such pent up anger and I was asking cause I did realize you were there and I didn't want too bully you around.
  324. [6/6/2015 5:25:59 PM] Shrimp Noodle: God, I wanted to take you out so badly in that game. Eventually, I just left and went to Doomsday, since I always feel better playing that map. I remember Scoots asking where I'd gone, but I kinda ignored him at that point, I think.
  325. [6/6/2015 5:26:42 PM] Chicken Noodle: well I apologize for that then, again I didn't know and if that is what this is about we can still move on from that can't we? It was an in game moment gone horribly wrong.
  326. [6/6/2015 5:27:11 PM] Chicken Noodle: (if that is one of the sole reasons for quitting tf2 about I mean.)
  327. [6/6/2015 5:27:18 PM] Chicken Noodle: you don't have to quit tf2 and steam because of that
  328. [6/6/2015 5:27:27 PM] Chicken Noodle: what you need to do is remove everyone in your list ec
  329. [6/6/2015 5:27:28 PM] Chicken Noodle: on steam
  330. [6/6/2015 5:27:37 PM] Chicken Noodle: and keep only friends and supporters like Scoots and Will
  331. [6/6/2015 5:27:45 PM] Chicken Noodle: (or maybe not unless you want)
  332. [6/6/2015 5:27:52 PM] Chicken Noodle: and keep gaming to a personal level
  333. [6/6/2015 5:27:56 PM] Chicken Noodle: no information about it on your fa
  334. [6/6/2015 5:30:09 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Well, I already quit TF2, because I uninstalled it from my system. I'll probably install it again sometime in the future, but not anytime soon. And without TF2, I don't have much reason to even really use my Steam anymore.
  335. [6/6/2015 5:31:10 PM] Scootie: I'm not really sure what to say right now
  336. [6/6/2015 5:31:27 PM] Chicken Noodle: yea well ec I think you should manage your fans and clear them out from steam just
  337. [6/6/2015 5:31:32 PM] Chicken Noodle: sweep the whole place over
  338. [6/6/2015 5:31:50 PM] Chicken Noodle: re-install steam or some games because games help you vent or just take your mind off life's worries
  339. [6/6/2015 5:32:06 PM] Chicken Noodle: I only apologize when I know for sure I've done something wrong like all I've said here
  340. [6/6/2015 5:32:12 PM] Chicken Noodle: I believe in fact with actions
  341. [6/6/2015 5:32:22 PM] Chicken Noodle: but what I did to YOU that day when you still needed time to vent
  342. [6/6/2015 5:32:32 PM] Chicken Noodle: uncool of me, I was wrong even if I didn't realize it, I should have known
  343. [6/6/2015 5:32:47 PM] Chicken Noodle: I shouldn't have gotten carried away and made it worse so I'm really sorry about that.
  344. [6/6/2015 5:33:10 PM] Chicken Noodle: and I wont spawncamp you ever again if we were to ever play tf2 again
  345. [6/6/2015 5:33:27 PM] Chicken Noodle: but right now I think you view me as an enemy vs someone who cares, and that's alright I guess.
  346. [6/6/2015 5:33:56 PM] Chicken Noodle: I don't want to force you to view me any otherwise but know I am truly sorry for making it worse in tf2 that day.
  347. [6/6/2015 5:38:15 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Apology accepted. And I'm really sorry for avoiding you during that time as well. I was so bitter and frustrated with you, but being ever the people-pleaser, I made promises to you about being on Steam that I couldn't keep. I just couldn't keep getting on TF2 and getting angry at every little thing.
  348. [6/6/2015 5:40:25 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I think I actually remember telling Scoots or you about one time I got angry on TF2 after leaving the server, though I said that it was because of another player at the time.
  349. [6/6/2015 5:40:44 PM] Scootie: You told me that
  350. [6/6/2015 5:41:03 PM] Chicken Noodle: I accept your apology as well ec its good to know the truth of the event, talking does help us get somewhere but we need to come out and speak.
  351. [6/6/2015 5:41:31 PM] Chicken Noodle: like you did just now, I didn't know of that time, but telling me I apologized and if we ever play again I will personally refrain from spawn camping if you're on the enemy team.
  352. [6/6/2015 5:41:48 PM] Chicken Noodle: I will also try to not kill you if you're worried it'd just make you mad? that is if we do play
  353. [6/6/2015 5:42:28 PM] Chicken Noodle: ec I think it would be an improvement if you tried to clean out your steam so you can spend time with your real friends online
  354. [6/6/2015 5:43:31 PM] Scootie: I guess I'll just say this
  355. [6/6/2015 5:44:25 PM] Scootie: EC, you probably might never give me an answer and even when you say you don't know and I have to wait for you to give one, it takes a bit longer.
  356. [6/6/2015 5:44:57 PM] Scootie: So if your just going to stay where you are and not ever give an answer, I'm going to have to move on
  357. [6/6/2015 5:45:37 PM] Scootie: And honestly, yes I'd feel a bit hurt because I'd never have that question answered, knowing I can't force it and that it's just going to be that.
  358. [6/6/2015 5:49:23 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Honestly, I still don't know where I stand, or really who I am. I've invested so much time into this, and I still don't how long it could take for me to finally figure things out. But I don't want you to miss out on something better just because I can't make a decision.
  359. [6/6/2015 5:51:16 PM] Chicken Noodle: Ec if I may
  360. [6/6/2015 5:51:34 PM] Chicken Noodle: you say you don't know how you feel, why not try something with Scoots as per like, an online relationship?
  361. [6/6/2015 5:51:46 PM] Chicken Noodle: just "try" or something, doesn't need to be done but a thought.
  362. [6/6/2015 5:54:23 PM] Shrimp Noodle: That's the same as getting his hopes up if it turns out that I'm not suitable for this. I still don't know where I stand, still questioning, and I don't want to go too deep into anything until I know it's where I'm supposed to be.
  363. [6/6/2015 5:55:07 PM] Scootie: Well, I think it'd be better if you did try and if you don't let it, just try to set my down gently
  364. [6/6/2015 5:55:22 PM] Scootie: Trying is something a little different than going into the real thing
  365. [6/6/2015 5:55:31 PM] Scootie: It's what Durgon and Dukaan had done
  366. [6/6/2015 5:55:50 PM] Scootie: They gave it a shot and well... look at where they are
  367. [6/6/2015 5:55:51 PM] Chicken Noodle: but not everyone will be like me and Dukaan
  368. [6/6/2015 5:55:56 PM] Scootie: There is that
  369. [6/6/2015 5:56:11 PM] Chicken Noodle: but like ec, you need to do things in order to figure yourself out.
  370. [6/6/2015 5:56:19 PM] Chicken Noodle: Don't you kinda already flirt with scootie X3c
  371. [6/6/2015 5:56:36 PM] Scootie: Cause of my hips? >A>
  372. [6/6/2015 5:57:50 PM] Chicken Noodle: lol
  373. [6/6/2015 5:58:08 PM] Chicken Noodle: Ec you don't have too
  374. [6/6/2015 5:58:30 PM] Chicken Noodle: it was just a suggestion because in order to find yourself or figure out what you are you have to do things. Some people don't know until they try it.
  375. [6/6/2015 6:04:02 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I don't know. I can't really decide on things like that yet. I mean, I've tried some stuff before, but it was always a natural progression, not a sudden decision.
  376. [6/6/2015 6:05:29 PM] Scootie: Well, that's what it is, a progression
  377. [6/6/2015 6:05:38 PM] Scootie: It's not an immediate decision
  378. [6/6/2015 6:06:00 PM] Scootie: You give it a try to see where it goes, to buy it or not buy it
  379. [6/6/2015 6:07:50 PM] Shrimp Noodle: It's never quite that simple, though. I'm sorry, but I need time to think about this.
  380. [6/6/2015 6:09:41 PM] Shrimp Noodle: It's just not a decision I can make easily. And if you do find someone else, I can't hold it against you if you do decide to move on.
  381. [6/6/2015 6:09:59 PM] Chicken Noodle: thing that is hard for scoots though
  382. [6/6/2015 6:10:26 PM] Chicken Noodle: is like me when I found dukaan I told Dukaan that, I don't think I could ever be happy with someone else no matter how bad he is, he has problems, medication, and a few other things...
  383. [6/6/2015 6:10:50 PM] Chicken Noodle: but no matter how bad he is, my heart goes for him and only him. I'm satisfied with him, and scoots is the same for you so its hard for him to break away.
  384. [6/6/2015 6:15:26 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I can't make that decision easily though, because it could just lead to more pain further down the road. Scoots will always be my close friend, but I still have to make the decision of my own if there can be something more. I'm really sorry about that, but that's how it has to be. My obsessive mind won't let me do this any other way.
  385. [6/6/2015 6:16:02 PM] Chicken Noodle: ok then you come forward whenever you feel ready
  386. [6/6/2015 6:16:08 PM] Chicken Noodle: because it is your choice as well.
  387. [6/6/2015 6:16:50 PM] Chicken Noodle: I
  388. [6/6/2015 6:16:56 PM] Chicken Noodle: I think I'm done here for now
  389. [6/6/2015 6:17:00 PM] Chicken Noodle: it was nice talking too you ec
  390. [6/6/2015 6:17:07 PM] Chicken Noodle: even if we got on a bad foot in the beginning
  391. [6/6/2015 6:17:09 PM] Chicken Noodle: but right now
  392. [6/6/2015 6:17:21 PM] Chicken Noodle: something else has come up and I just feel like killing myself sometimes
  393. [6/6/2015 6:17:47 PM] Chicken Noodle: So I hope you come back to steam or something (hit me up if you want I unfriended you cause I thought you died)
  394. [6/6/2015 6:18:16 PM] Scootie: Okay then EC, I'll see you then..
  395. [6/6/2015 6:19:57 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, thank you. And I'm sorry about this, Scoots. I didn't want to disappoint you or anything. Hope you guys have a good night, and hopefully we'll talk again soon.
  396. [6/6/2015 6:20:33 PM] Scootie: hugs
  397. [6/6/2015 6:20:34 PM] Chicken Noodle: mhmm you too
  398. [6/6/2015 6:20:43 PM] *** Chicken Noodle has left ***
  399. [6/6/2015 6:21:01 PM] Shrimp Noodle: hugs back Seeya later
  400. [6/6/2015 6:21:41 PM] *** Scootie has left ***
  401. [11/1/2015 10:52:36 PM] *** Chicken Noodle has left ***
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