This is my Story

Hey Guys,

first and foremost I wanna wish you all Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays with your friends and your families. I hope you get the love and the presents you deserve. The christmas time is always something magical for me, allthough I'm not in a christmas mood this year. I can't really tell why. This was also a reason why I needed a few days to think and I'm still not finished. But I can already tell that some things WILL change.

Something I realized just now that I'm to friendly and to helpfull. Dont get me wrong I love to help but in the last time I didnt got the appreciation. Besides that I did this on the cost of my own free time and my health. When I had the time or the mood, something came up and I decided to take care of that first. I decided to take responsibility for other things/people before taking responsibility for myself first. This is going to end now. As weird as it sounds I'm gonna try to be more selfish. I feel like I helped to much. I'm living my own live and I dont wanna support other people before I support myself. This is my story and I wanna be the carry in this game. I wanna be the hero of my story. From now on its: Indi First, the Rest second.
I'm gonna do the things I want, whenever I want and how I want.

This means also some changes to my stream. I wanna go back to my roots and focus not just on speedrunning but also on entertaining the people and do more with my community. You may say: "But Indi speedrunning is also entertaining!" Then I would say: https://clips.twitch.tv/EphemeralTrustworthyBatteryAllenHuhu OpieOP
Naah but seriously. I wanna also do more casual runs of games I actually havent played and I wanna play games that I have played before in a different way. Kinda challenging myself. But more on that in the next days.

I said it a few days ago. I probably wont stream again this year, since there are a few things I still need to prepare. But you can help me. You are actually very welcome to do so. What I need is feedback, wishes, ideas ( for projects, games to play casual etc.) This doesnt mean I wanna be reliable on you but it can never hurt to have extra input :)

If you need me you know where to find me ;)

Happy Holidays

Indi :)