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Xenuria
[17:54]	Xenuria	hello?
[17:54]	===	Xenuria <[email protected]> “...”
[17:54]	===	Xenuria: attached to triton.az.us.synirc.net “The Messenger of the Sea”
[17:54]	---	End of WHOIS information for Xenuria.
[17:55]	Xenuria	Who is this?
[17:55]	Butts	im a spy for starfleet dental
[17:55]	Butts	i can get you in
[17:55]	Xenuria	into what
[17:55]	Xenuria	oh
[17:55]	Butts	yea
[17:55]	Butts	the 1% guild
[17:55]	Xenuria	No thanks man. I have no interest in getting into them.
[17:55]	Butts	you sure
[17:56]	Butts	we got holds in star citizen too
[17:56]	Xenuria	I just came on here because that sperg jaeger keeps obessing over me
[17:56]	Butts	idunno man, youre kinda hot
[17:56]	Butts	i dont see why he wouldnt
[17:56]	Butts	but i try not to
[17:56]	Xenuria	Well I have listened to some recordings of him and he seems like a really sad person.
[17:56]	Xenuria	His lisp alone probabbly made him a target of bullyinfg
[17:56]	Butts	he is stalked by girls and hes gay
[17:57]	Butts	nothing wrong with a lisp man
[17:57]	Xenuria	Facinating, explains his interest in hockles.
[17:57]	Butts	who is hockles?
[17:57]	Butts	or what is hockles
[17:57]	Xenuria	I suppose. The attempt at stalking is creepy though
[17:57]	Xenuria	Hockles is a friend of mine from an old gaming community.
[17:57]	Butts	oh
[17:57]	Xenuria	He is kind of the comic releaf.
[17:57]	Butts	that clears things up
[17:57]	Xenuria	Yeah, but jaeger spent alot of time trying to find him irl
[17:58]	Butts	i wouldnt know
[17:58]	Xenuria	Which made hock very uncomfortable.
[17:58]	Butts	i dont helldump people anymore
[17:58]	Xenuria	hocks like 16 or something and the last thing he needs is some creeper from the net trying to track him down.
[17:58]	Xenuria	Thats actually why he wont play GW2 anymore
[17:59]	Butts	anymore?
[17:59]	Xenuria	He played with me and the guild Servants of Xenu during release
[17:59]	Xenuria	Then he quit but he was going to come back, except there was jaeger and his minnions acting all creepy like.
[18:00]	Butts	i dont think jaeger has minions
[18:00]	Xenuria	He appeared too.
[18:00]	Xenuria	I'm no expert on social posturing but I know a problematic person when I meet one. That kid needs jesus, tarvu or... something.
[18:00]	Butts	i dont think so
[18:01]	Xenuria	I would like to see this thread about me.
[18:01]	Xenuria	Supposedly There is in fact a thread on the SFD forums dedicated to me.
[18:01]	Butts	im pretty sure a thread about you would be a bannable offense
[18:01]	Butts	well considering im a member of high standing, there are none
[18:01]	Xenuria	Oh, so perhaps they were being sarcastic or attempting to bait me.
[18:01]	Butts	i could always check
[18:01]	Butts	havent been on the forums lately
[18:02]	Xenuria	Well like I said, more than 50% of his posts on youtube are on my vids and he claims there is a thread.
[18:03]	Butts	if anything, it would be in our wcb forum
[18:03]	Butts	and it would be praising you
[18:03]	Xenuria	wcb?
[18:04]	Butts	wild charr bitches
[18:04]	Xenuria	Others praising me is fine but nowhere neer as facinating as the content alledging wild conspiracies about me.
[18:05]	Xenuria	Everything from Terrorist to cyber lizard.
[18:05]	Butts	well you are a rather mysterious thing
[18:05]	Xenuria	I don't know..
[18:06]	Xenuria	I think any mystique I give off is more often the result of other people seeing something about themselves they find unpleasent or problematic.
[18:06]	Xenuria	Many of my closest friends describe me as a "psychological mirror"
[18:06]	Xenuria	Sindel said I hold up a mirror to the "bad people" and show them their reflection.
[18:06]	Xenuria	This is why they hate me she says
[18:07]	Xenuria	It's a sound theory as any but so is the theory that I am just a good operator and have a future in intelligence.
[18:07]	Butts	everyone starts off at the bottom tier
[18:07]	Xenuria	Tier/Facet/Shard it matters not.
[18:07]	Butts	the first step to improvement and success for me was accepting that i aint shit
[18:08]	Butts	since then, life has been really kind to me
[18:08]	Xenuria	Oh life is VERY kind to me these days
[18:08]	Xenuria	I have a girlfriend that loves me and a good quality of life.
[18:08]	Xenuria	I am making friends and forming meaningful connections with people.
[18:08]	Butts	you know, the best people are those who appeal to everyone else without having to lift a finger
[18:08]	Xenuria	I disagree.
[18:09]	Xenuria	I think changing yourself to be appealing is the antithesis of what I am.
[18:09]	Butts	well iti s subjective
[18:09]	Butts	but trying to be different is what most people do
[18:09]	Xenuria	The perception of the person is subjective, their change or more accuratly their choice to change isnt.
[18:09]	Butts	so you arent really setting yourself apart from anyone
[18:09]	Xenuria	I beg to differ.
[18:10]	Xenuria	I am a trendsetter or so I am told.
[18:10]	Butts	you cannot believe everything someone tells you
[18:10]	Xenuria	While others conform to social norms and birth a nihilistic apathy towards things that matter, I consistently define myself through my actions.
[18:10]	Butts	i tend to believe everything someone tells me as a joke until i try to find out the truth myself
[18:10]	Butts	makes life less stressful
[18:11]	Butts	you do have a huge hate crowd based on your actions so far, though
[18:11]	Xenuria	Yes, this is intentional.
[18:11]	Butts	you dont really want to do that, though
[18:12]	Xenuria	Don't pretend to understand what I want.
[18:12]	Butts	theres other people i dont like, but have built a sturdy bridge with them regarding employment
[18:12]	Butts	its just from my own personal successes and experience
[18:12]	Xenuria	These people, the ones full of hate; they are the problem.
[18:12]	Xenuria	I am the solution
[18:12]	Butts	im only offering support, not accusing anyone of bad decisions
[18:13]	Xenuria	Listen bomber I appreciate what you are trying to do but you are coming at this with all the wrong info.
[18:13]	Xenuria	You are trying to play chess with a deck of cards.
[18:13]	Xenuria	You just don't understand what i am about.
[18:15]	Xenuria	The culture you are a part of is at best a casual clique governed by lunchtable politics.
[18:15]	Butts	you can play chess with a deck of cards, you just need to think outside the box
[18:16]	Xenuria	Correct, Bomberman meet box.
[18:16]	Xenuria	Box, Bomberman.
[18:16]	Xenuria	See my point.
[18:16]	Xenuria	You need to go out into the world and actually meet people.
[18:17]	Xenuria	The internet is great but you can learn so much by just going out and talking to people.
[18:17]	Xenuria	Volunteer at a soup kictchen, tutor some students, do something other than be a tough guy on the net and I promise you, you will come to understand me.
[18:18]	Xenuria	There is no shame in servitude, many religions have it as their central premise.
[18:18]	Xenuria	Leave the box bomberman.
[18:19]	Xenuria	Are you still there?
[18:20]	Butts	yea
[18:20]	Butts	talkin to other people on other stuff
[18:20]	Xenuria	Oh good.
[18:20]	Butts	hard to think and talk and type and think
[18:20]	Xenuria	Being social is good but it can work against you if you surround yourself with people who always agree with you.
[18:21]	Xenuria	You need to multitask better. I am currently in 4 ircs, 2mumbles, 1 Teamspeak, and I am playing Castlevania.
[18:21]	Butts	you need wolfenstein
[18:21]	Xenuria	No thanks...
[18:22]	Xenuria	I get my facism fix from observing your ilk.
[18:22]	Xenuria	That's less an insult and more a cultural critisism.
[18:22]	Butts	youre a pretty morbid person
[18:23]	Xenuria	I think the word you are looking for is "Macabre"
[18:24]	Xenuria	Either way, this conversation is silly. Do you have anything else that you would like to say?
[18:24]	Butts	nah
[18:25]	Butts	just was seeing if i could help you understand why people feel the way they do around you
[18:25]	Xenuria	Likewise.
[18:25]	Xenuria	Have a nice day.
[18:25]	Butts	didnt think you actually thought on a different tier altogether
[18:25]	===	The nickname “Xenuria” does not exist.