Narcissa's last tweets (times are UTC)

2019-01-08 19:29:52 - RT @41Strange: British Illustrator Miles Johnston https://t.co/Ny0cr0o0WA
2019-01-08 18:39:59 - @voltcatfish she's my favorite too
2019-01-08 18:34:38 - RT @samim: Magnets https://t.co/1BbF9jYOJY
2019-01-08 18:28:55 - im so sorry
2019-01-08 18:27:04 - there's definitely some things I don't want to be. navigate. sigh. what kind of playground is this world. oh, physics and stuff okay. umm... .........
2019-01-08 18:26:09 - "your legacy, your legacy"
2019-01-08 18:25:40 - context again, it comes up again.. lol. narrative.
                      being a narrative isn't being present in the moment nor is it being a person.... it's being a history??? or is it history in the making... is it... #futuresight
2019-01-08 18:23:43 - remembered for my flaws
2019-01-08 18:19:31 - i get "crushes" which means I sometimes think of situations that would be nice to be in.... is this unhealthy
                      lol
2019-01-08 18:18:36 - @karilotl 1. I think it is neutral
                      2. reliant.... I don't think so, life would probably be easier without it. it's difficult but I feel compelled.
                      3. psilocybin. or lower dose. or sober. any of those. lol
2019-01-08 18:10:17 - I guess there's a question of, what kind of feelings are ... mine idk, and under what substances / environment is it best...... is sober life the best? can somebody tell me. it's weird how I start using thc and then I use it over and over again, day after day, and melt.
2019-01-08 18:07:58 - we wear clothes, sometimes we're shy.
2019-01-08 18:06:23 - we give each other context
2019-01-08 18:05:05 - "it's on the outside too, not just within" yeppers. ok well what do I occupy myself with. guess I'll play smash. again. yes. it's pretty good though. not bad. idk why I need emotional consolement, it's too powerful. with thc. without it it's not like that really although
2019-01-08 18:05:05 - it is highly plausible that stuff builds up over time, or I'm the most spoiled in all the land, actually I'm not a princess I'm a goddess now. sometimes. and i'm also fallible. stupid paradox humblebag.
2019-01-08 17:59:11 - literally I wanna be in some kind of internet hugbox where machines harvest my soul so that I can get to level 2. thanks
2019-01-08 17:55:22 - puddle here
2019-01-08 17:54:57 - it's all ruined! it's all falling down, falling down.... ssplash
2019-01-08 17:54:35 - its all ruined, layers and meta ruin it all,
2019-01-08 17:54:15 - those feelings though sometimes stuff is so real, emotionally real?
2019-01-08 17:53:56 - grr
2019-01-08 17:53:50 - oh it's some kind of mathematical thing it's uhh hmm its uhhh well it's cokmplicated okay. I see. thanks. err, hmm. I'm sleepy. I'm hungry, I have to  go to the bathroom, I'm needy, I'm bored,
2019-01-08 17:53:05 - I think I don't know what's real anymore. but maybe that's the point. what is reality.
2019-01-08 17:51:37 - a "boundary break" you might say. hacking into your SOUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                      sorry.
2019-01-08 17:50:43 - sometimes i'm limitless
2019-01-08 17:49:05 - twitter, my little command center, to try to influence the entire world to do my bidding
2019-01-08 17:47:52 - @LordGATTSU this advice what????? smoking the bowl would make me go even more emotional. lol
2019-01-08 17:46:05 - I don't feel like I need anything right now, though.
                      bleh every single thought out of my head is ruined by it simply existing on twitter, what does that mean..
2019-01-08 17:32:32 - @Olbert0 lol
2019-01-08 17:31:53 - human neediness is like endless. I can feel it very often
2019-01-08 17:31:11 - @Olbert0 dammit. it's probably awful connection
2019-01-08 17:30:39 - @Olbert0 what is EUW
2019-01-08 17:25:56 - 1. do you live in north america
                      2. do you have a lan adapter https://t.co/NEzpNNvSUG
2019-01-08 17:24:41 - *reads 10000 unfair criticisms* *becomes weird* wow who would have thunk it. this is also a meta humblebrag btw. might as well call it a paradox humblebrag
2019-01-08 17:22:14 - i don't have much to say i'm just annoying
2019-01-08 17:21:32 - human nature............................................................ bleh.
2019-01-08 17:20:25 - i'm being annoying. sorry
2019-01-08 17:19:34 - I wann play someone good ! more in the future!! that would be fun! I am HAPPYY To be humbled by strong opponents. fight me, fight me!
2019-01-08 17:19:07 - instead try to be in there in the moment ............ but what if your autopilot is PERFECT. what if you flow and mix it all up in some way where every risk is calculated.. 😳

                      LOL.... ok I need to play with better players more often. SERIOUSLY its such bad habits.
2019-01-08 17:17:58 - bad approach
2019-01-08 17:17:31 - can I use my dunk on all the people who don't literally nolife videogames their entire life, to elevate my status, to literally become my ego, that is something huh
2019-01-08 17:15:37 - lol I'm blowing steam like I'm idk
2019-01-08 17:15:26 - I think I get unrewarded for blowing off steam. why am i mad though MAD? I shouldn't be. what
2019-01-08 17:15:00 - human emotion? is it ... bad? to feel?
2019-01-08 17:13:38 - there's not many good smash players out there
2019-01-08 17:13:28 - I'm getting 3 fucking million GSP today. that means I'm more powerful than three million smashers! three million... but what is sad

                      this is what is sad. people who have 97% of my GSP. have bad gameplans, they get opened up and fall apart like they're nothing.
2019-01-08 17:12:27 - can a girl sustain herself off smash alone?? I ask this
2019-01-08 17:11:28 - i dunno, the value of letting out feelings.. Value??? ..Grrrr idk wtf is really going on next but it is!! IT IS.
2019-01-08 17:10:12 - is this due to months of no thc and life progressing, and then.. I let out my feelings, holy shit . is this behavior repugnant . it feels like it at times, like im this stupid fucking SLUG that's too Loud and annoying
2019-01-08 17:09:04 - i've sort of become nonverbal, kind of. not ENTIRELY but .. you think I'm mostly talking when I stream outloud? nah.... but........ I have a voice though. I do.
2019-01-08 17:08:27 - kinda relaxing a bit, it's nice
2019-01-08 17:08:11 - it's as if I've become a complete puddle
2019-01-08 17:07:51 - well its a yearning, it's a desire. yeah.
2019-01-08 17:07:27 - I dunno how not to be a snake, it's so fucking hot when I have ppl in my grasp
                      yet i'm also helpeless after I make a move, I stop and run away, and then, I wanna just like
                      find someplace I can lightly, so lightly touch another. and that place isn't even physical, it's metaphysica
2019-01-08 17:06:12 - it's all a fucking paradox, humble or like metahumble
                      askldsajldksajda
                      AS IF ... .social behavior is... rewarded... it kinda is though. WEIRD. too bad meta layers and complexity literally completely utterly RUINS it. completely.
2019-01-08 17:05:25 - is THC the drug that literally drags you to your lowest
2019-01-08 17:04:46 - whatever, if it's  yelling for a better life than so be it
2019-01-08 17:04:18 - im actually a really weak person
2019-01-08 17:02:08 - I can't help but feel it's too loud and that's like not cool, I guess I'm not that cool ssometimes. it's actually endlessly paradoxical, like . literally its both. at once. dumb. then the CONTEXT is what .. makes it , advantageous or whatever, its
                      ' so fuckin weird this life. wow
2019-01-08 17:01:17 - WHY. is it so needy. I just wanna lay in bed. and well often I feel that way. I want to . but i have to, sometimes. sometimes just laaying down to cope and itgs nice and SOMERTIMES things are ncie in the world, yes, there are... people who are ... warm but i am very far away
2019-01-08 17:01:17 - hahahah. dammit. that's so funny. it's like , i know what i want. give me waht I want but i cannot ask its to ofar yet sometimes, I know no limits. I am an unlimited being. YES! and yeah pretty myuch that s how it is. yep. WELL THEN, how tok interract with other literal goddesses
2019-01-08 16:59:19 - "what am I , the new bob ross?"  I say to myself while giving a bit of commentary while pllaying ganon vs mega man", with a mild, self satirical emotional irony, as if to drag myself down for attempting to actually exist in this hellspace that doesn't give you reward for existing
2019-01-08 16:57:31 - 5mg thc, hoooo fuck
2019-01-08 16:57:21 - 5mg of psilocybin? no problem fam.
2019-01-08 16:57:12 - it's incredible much
2019-01-08 16:56:54 - "I took five milligrams of thc sativa edible"
2019-01-08 16:55:55 - ughugh
2019-01-08 16:55:35 - im sorry to dump i gotta though. dammit.
2019-01-08 16:55:13 - @alyxaras thank u for lavender
2019-01-08 16:54:49 - that girl is a lecherous love thief
2019-01-08 16:54:04 - send HEARTS
2019-01-08 16:53:29 - ah dammit
2019-01-08 16:53:08 - like a mini breakdown while playing and winning a hard matchup against a hard player
2019-01-08 16:52:51 - I let out some well of emotions and I won the match. I dunno how that happened.
2019-01-08 16:52:07 - FORWARD AIR
2019-01-08 16:51:58 - I wanna drop the back air on em
2019-01-08 16:51:50 - "gonon bair - high precision"
2019-01-08 16:51:32 - Make Ganon's Back Air Hit Lower 2019. ok sorry sorry for asking for patch. it's all good I got nair to play with.
2019-01-08 16:50:31 - ganon's nair. ganon's nair.
                      DASH ATTACK! err , shit! hmm, nice. UP AIR! UP AIR!
2019-01-08 16:50:12 - most fun I had all day, ganondorf vs mega man. it's a hard matchup. ganondorf is so fun, trying to win it. pellets and gears, tornados and lead shields. back air. forward air. up smash.
2019-01-08 16:49:24 - this is me "stimming" for calm. for myself, yes only me. just me. all alone. and it's for me!!!! wow.
2019-01-08 16:48:44 - is something changing about the situation of humans
2019-01-08 16:46:04 - 5mg. too high. incredible well of emotion
2019-01-08 16:44:16 - it literally feels like too much to feel. the drug thc.
2019-01-08 16:42:16 - @a_royal_problem asdfjlkdsflk
2019-01-08 16:42:03 - @a_royal_problem sometimes I feel like I don't know limit and it goes it goes. it's not malicious we don't need malice. sometimes I've felt demonous though but it's not ... we get hurt from we all feel each other's hurt. why. idk. why. it's a lie? its my hurt, I'm needy. I think so. damn
2019-01-08 16:40:06 - @a_royal_problem it lets out feelings
2019-01-08 16:39:54 - @a_royal_problem but that's only on the drug I think? err idk
2019-01-08 16:39:41 - @a_royal_problem I guess we connect on here cause it hurts. yet the internet felt so good for so long idk what happened but like I'm barely coping
2019-01-08 16:38:40 - @a_royal_problem makes me feel the situation really in depth idk
2019-01-08 16:38:31 - @a_royal_problem I just feel it so much, the drug.
2019-01-08 16:38:03 - @a_royal_problem why is it terrifying idk
2019-01-08 16:37:57 - @a_royal_problem i'm barely coping although i'm okay. it's weird. I think if I'm on THC its too much to bear but things are fine really. it's so stupid. yet when I get on it I crave more of it, I like to let out emotions and like pour out but it's also terrifying too.
2019-01-08 16:35:29 - @a_royal_problem how to help
2019-01-08 15:06:54 - was having a bad time then I beat a Mega Man with Ganondorf
2019-01-08 13:13:03 - @Olbert0 https://t.co/V9zNDnqwg5 (shitty url cant be changed)
2019-01-08 12:41:52 - I need to recharge
2019-01-08 10:38:58 - kinda fun when a couple characters fall out of elite so I have to work them up. today it was dark pit & fox.
2019-01-08 09:55:06 - @ellaguro oh cool, yeah I only saw 2 eps but I really liked it, fast paced and good
2019-01-08 09:53:32 - https://t.co/E8v4T3Y6dn