What am I doing?

Sometimes I run
Why do I run though?
Is it so I can grasp knowledge?
Or is it because I can't handle the truth?

I feel like I overindulged
Instead of dreaming big and aiming high
I'm sitting on this couch
Accomplishing absolutely nothing

Sweet, I put a lot into this
But it got me nowhere really
Meanwhile the bills all pile up
Nobody's taking care of them

Shit, guess I done screwed up
What will I do now?