I've been dealing with depression for about 8 years. 2016 was a really bad year for me. I've been improving over the past couple years. The streaming has definitely helped. I've reached a point where nothing is enjoyable for me again. I don't want to stream, map, or play games. I'm sorry for the random inactivity. I feel unmotivated to continue. Maybe it is time for a break. Thank you for the support.