im actually dead why is this my life pt1

[3:44 PM]
milkiee♡:
	hey sorry for the late add
	whats up?

[3:46 PM]
RachelSweetpaw #GirlGamers ♀:
	Added you cause im transgirl too

[3:47 PM]
milkiee♡:
	ah, okay so thats it?

[3:47 PM]
RachelSweetpaw #GirlGamers ♀:
	And you are furry, right?

[3:47 PM]
milkiee♡:
	yeppers

[3:48 PM]
RachelSweetpaw #GirlGamers ♀:
	Yeah, me too
	Btw
	I'm looking for someone to teach me to draw
	Could you help?

[3:50 PM]
milkiee♡:
	i cant draw at all
	i just get commisions when i get the cash for it
	or some of my friends do it as gifts

[3:51 PM]
RachelSweetpaw #GirlGamers ♀:
	Could you please find or ask anyone
	Please
	It's super important

[3:53 PM]
milkiee♡:
	i mean there is always fa and da for asking for people to help with art, not to mention tons of tutorials for using references and anatomy form.but if you're looking to get good fast, theres no one that can do that, it's just something that takes a lot of time and hard work

[3:54 PM]
RachelSweetpaw #GirlGamers ♀:
	Please.
	I need someone

[3:57 PM]
milkiee♡:
	okay once again, im sorry but there isnt like this 100% way to draw or create art, it really is a self learning thing and even if i did tell u of some artist friends i know, they'll tell u the same thing unless u can specifically ask what u might need help with.its like asking "how do i succeed" its too broad of a question to ask and u need to know what you want to get out of it in the first place.if you really do need help, then i do suggest sites like Furraffinity, Deviant Art, and other artsharing sites that are furry friendly to help with getting small basics down, but may eventually need to be paided for at some point.
	its not that i dont want to help, its what you're asking is hard to help since you're not really being specific about it. because then i'd have something to ask some of my artist friends instead of "help my friend draw better"

[4:00 PM]
RachelSweetpaw #GirlGamers ♀:
	Please. Just ask them to teach me basics

[4:01 PM]
milkiee♡:
	basics of what exactly? anatomy, color theory, composition, linework, sketching, program usage?

[4:02 PM]
RachelSweetpaw #GirlGamers ♀:
	Sketching, linework, anatomy, basics of basics

[4:04 PM]
milkiee♡:
	basics of basics is putting a pen to a paper, but for the other stuff, that is somewhat google-able. are you asking for them to be like i a call to see you progress or are u looking to just hear what they have to say about it. if its the second option, im quite sure it wont be exactly the most riviting convo.

[4:05 PM]
RachelSweetpaw #GirlGamers ♀:
	Just a fucking lesson, for fucks sake, I need help

[4:12 PM]
milkiee♡:
	okay one, dont get snippy with me. you're asking a question that you dont even understand.two, if i refer you to anyone, what the hell do you think they're gonna do?make u draw better? art is not like math or science or things that go into a sorted list.its not something u just get one or two tips in and instantly become amazing. its a practice that is almost purely a creation of the user and is only gained and understood from personal experience and almost no one else.you can take all the artclasses in the world, learn from the best artists in the industry, but never understand what it means to make art if you just dont try and expect someone to "teach" you to do it.its not that simple and its gonna make me look crazy asking my friends and some people who arent my friends, to give a random stranger lessons on a subject that she doesnt even understand yet.if you want to draw, if you wanna learn the basics, and u wanna put a pen to the paper, just go trace a coloring book.but if you want to be an artist who can make their own things, u need to know what u truely want to do first, to that u need to just put the pen to the paper, change things up as u go, then start learning how you want to do anatomy, learn how u want to use references, learn how u want to use composition.those are things no one is gonna teach you about art. and if you're asking for that, then im sorry, but no one can help with that.

[4:15 PM]
RachelSweetpaw #GirlGamers ♀:
	I will be honest with you
	Tomorrow I plan to suicide
	I just hoped that perhaps someone will help me, but seems like no.
	Thanks for trying to
	Tho*