Trials

Throughout my life I've seen and done things that any other human being couldn't live with. A while ago I've made a promise (commitment) to a few people that I'll stop being that person as hard as I could. Now those people are gone and I'm reverting back to my old self and it's getting to a point where I can no longer enjoy myself and the people around me... Every day I become more angrier and paranoid to the point I physically get sick to the stomach. There's been times I wanted to just end it ALL just to prevent myself from hurting anything that crossed paths with me. (siht si ton eht tnar fo na live nam, siht si eht tnar fo na ylemetrxe nekorb nam!) -Cristus