sad comedy

I take a lot of notes throughout the day. I’ll write down little thoughts that I can possibly expand upon later and turn into a funny stand up bit. The problem is that I have depression, so a large portion of these little thoughts would be difficult to make funny. For example, the other day I wrote down, “I’ve spent a lot of my 20s distancing myself from my friends and relishing my alone time and I’m worried about what will happen when those friends quit trying too and that I’ll have difficulty making new friends as I get older and I’ll spend the rest of my life wishing I had friends.” Yeah…HAHAHA. That one will probably go over better than, “I’m worried that my dad will die before I have children.”