hang out with the pretty girl, and then to whirlpool the older woman, she has really powerful energy and is the daughter of a very famous Bulgarian actor. and I know if we all start hanging out we'll only land ourselves in the loony bin again. But I am super excited. Like, this is what I live for. I also realized I have overdeveloped my so called s*xual energy because people admitted they get uncomfortable s*xual thoughts around me, even the straight women and yeah I guess just sitting there, I made a lot of people uncomfortable, but the bis*xual ones got hooked. Even my psychiatrist felt visibly uncomfortable around me, his voice shook, sometimes couldn't look me in the eyes, blushed, body language was high key nervous. I am coming to terms with the energy I possess. I don't think I can change it so I'm gonna play the games that feed my soul at the highest level and I am so thankful I've met people who wanna play games too. Even as I'm typing this, another girl from the loony bin has messaged me. Omg I made friends but I guess they not gonna stay at friendship level for long. I need to follow my bliss, follow the thrill. And the day I eat out the pretty girl will be the best day of my life. I am so fatally attracted to women but have suppressed it all my life. So here's my chance to get a taste of it.