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Subject: Message from Misuzu (no access to forums)
Date: Thu Sep 19, 2019 4:42 pm
From: [url=https://forum.ls-rp.io:443/memberlist.php?mode=viewprofile&u=378009]Bruno.[/url]
To: Surreal

[quote=Bruno.]
MisuzuYesterday at 10:48 PM
Hello, Surreal!

Hope you're doing well. Sorry that I couldn't directly message this to you myself - I'm currently caught up in an IP ban on the forums and, unfortunately, my IP is static so there's no easy way for me to amend it.

Sorry that you're having to deal with this situation - I know it's a bit of a mess. Back in March/April this year, Bruno and I were appointed co-Deputy Fire Chiefs following the resignation of the entire CFO Team. Things got off to a really good start. Bruno and I started working together to finish the new guides that previous staff had started working on. Bruno finalized some changes to a PCR format that someone, who later turned out to be OBrien, had made, and we had started establishing more of an in-game presence. Unfortunately, after a few days, Bruno and I started finding we had opposing views over a lot of details in the faction, with him wanting one thing whilst I wanted the other.

I'd like to admit that I, with certainty, handled the situation very immaturely. I took every small reason to complain to Flemwad about Bruno without actually addressing Bruno about the issues I had with him directly. I'm aware of one particular incident that's been brought up from which I complained after I found out that Bruno had been talking about me behind my back, saying I wasn't suitable for the Fire Chief position due to my mental health (I was going through a severe depressive episode at the time). Bruno did mention to me directly that he thought I wasn't suitable for this sort of position as he knew about the extent of my personal issues, however I, again, took this as an insult and complained about it. I became extremely sensitive and, if I'm honest, probably became angry/upset when there was, in reality, no reason to. I was then promoted to Fire Chief after a few days, which I believe was due to all the reports I made about Bruno upsetting me or saying things that I simply didn't agree with.

I ended up resigning after a few days because of how much I had deteriorated mentally, along with ongoing family issues that I couldn't ignore. Bruno was then demoted back down to Captain due to all of the complaints I had filed against him. Bruno then left immediately after. Since then, my mental health has, thankfully, been on a steady incline with me now receiving frequent counselling. Bruno and I have talked multiple times since the ordeal and have both apologized for our behaviour, both of us recognising that we had handled the situation completely out of proportion.

For the record, I'd like to say that I hold nothing against Bruno and I really wouldn't want what he said to me in the past to hold him back. We're both over what happened and we're both looking to continue moving forward.  I know I complained against Bruno a lot, sometimes even unecessarily and merely out of pure spite/pettiness. If anything, quite a lot of what went down in that week is on my shoulders, I believe. Whilst I can't remember exactly what I detailed to Flemwad, I'm aware that there's a possibility I either over-exaggerated or completely misworded the situation and my emotions. I've also been dignoased with something that annoyingly makes communicating my thoughts and feelings extremely difficult and I know that sometimes I come across to others differently as to how I intended.

All I'm asking is that what Bruno and I said and did to eachother those few months ago is taken out of consideration, or at least becomes less considered, if that makes sense. Thank you so much for your time - if I can be of any further assistance then please don't hesitate to contact me.

Kind Regards,
Tori/Misuzu


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