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- (8:45:44 PM) blakeacaker: dude i just got some sweet chronix
- (8:45:51 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: ? im not in mood atm
- (8:45:56 PM) blakeacaker: okay ill ttyl
- (8:46:05 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: u wont see me again
- (8:46:12 PM) blakeacaker: okay
- (8:46:20 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: i got big meeting tomoz
- (8:46:22 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: at hosp
- (8:46:27 PM) blakeacaker: hosp?
- (8:46:30 PM) blakeacaker: oooo
- (8:46:31 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: hospital
- (8:46:35 PM) blakeacaker: about the sickness?
- (8:46:46 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: 96% chance of being sectioned under the mental health act
- (8:46:51 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: locked in a padded room
- (8:46:56 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: medicated to fuck
- (8:46:59 PM) blakeacaker: dude
- (8:46:59 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: looney bin
- (8:47:02 PM) blakeacaker: thats not right
- (8:47:05 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: ??
- (8:47:09 PM) blakeacaker: they cant do that
- (8:47:13 PM) blakeacaker: thats like horrid
- (8:47:22 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: they can if your a danger to your self or others
- (8:47:22 PM) blakeacaker: fucking run away
- (8:47:25 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: no
- (8:47:29 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: i want to be locked up
- (8:47:40 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: im cutting deep now and ill go in a t shirt
- (8:47:43 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: so they see it
- (8:47:46 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: and lock me up
- (8:48:03 PM) blakeacaker: why do you want to be locked up
- (8:48:11 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: im a dangerous person
- (8:48:18 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: im scared of what im going to do
- (8:48:30 PM) blakeacaker: when will you be back?
- (8:48:58 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: 7 month section
- (8:49:01 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: inside a room
- (8:49:15 PM) blakeacaker: what can you do
- (8:49:18 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: nothing
- (8:49:19 PM) blakeacaker: just sit there?
- (8:49:26 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: you get let out of room in day
- (8:49:30 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: onto the ward
- (8:49:36 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: full of other mentally ill people
- (8:49:48 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: schitzaphreniacs etc
- (8:49:55 PM) blakeacaker: well dude who knows maybe youll come out a whole new person
- (8:50:13 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: no ill die in there
- (8:50:18 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: once u go in u dont come out
- (8:50:28 PM) blakeacaker: thats fucked
- (8:50:30 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: u come out and go in again and again
- (8:50:34 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: worse and worse
- (8:50:38 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: final result = suicide
- (8:50:46 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: or lonely old man on ur own in a council flat
- (8:50:54 PM) blakeacaker: hmmm
- (8:51:02 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: its a institute
- (8:51:05 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: state
- (8:51:13 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: men and women will be mixed with me
- (8:51:16 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: and other kids
- (8:51:21 PM) blakeacaker: rape lol
- (8:51:28 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: ill go nuts
- (8:51:34 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: ill attack the staff
- (8:51:38 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: just to get injected
- (8:51:41 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: and knocked out
- (8:51:46 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: with lethal drugs
- (8:51:51 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: that can cause brain damage
- (8:52:36 PM) blakeacaker: the uk's govt is fucked up
- (8:53:06 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: The acute day hospital attached to Ward F, Neath Port Talbot Hospital, provides short-term care, support, and intervention via a range of therapeutic activitiesfor people who experience serious mental health problems.
- Access into the service is via the consultant psychiatrist.
- (8:53:10 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: my local mental ward
- (8:53:12 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: Ward F
- (8:53:32 PM) blakeacaker: dont sound too good
- (8:53:42 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: lol
- (8:54:01 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: i wake up suddenly, to the noise of a patient out in the hallway having a psychotic episode. for a very brief moment i forget where i am, but am quickly reminded by the hard bed with it's blue blankets. i never crawl inside the sheets in psych hospitals
- (8:54:21 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: stories from the death ward aka ward f
- (8:54:45 PM) blakeacaker: thats fucked dude
- (8:55:27 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: I have been suffering from depression for nearly 4 years now, it started when I was 15 but I didn't understand it at the time. I was in secondary school and I started to self harm and I became very isolated and withdrawn. I lost all my friends and I got bullied. I went through a lot of terrible things when I was little which has left me damaged and emotionally scarred. It is why I'm the way I am today.
- (8:55:31 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: some kids storie
- (8:55:33 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: matchs mine
- (8:56:34 PM) blakeacaker: you have had a very tough life
- (8:56:38 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: yes
- (8:58:56 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: i also get shock treatment
- (8:59:01 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: once every 3 weeks
- (8:59:08 PM) blakeacaker: which does?
- (8:59:35 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: The nurses would place a rubber bite block in my mouth, so I wouldn't accidentally break my teeth. ECT sends a mild shock through your brain in order to produce a controlled seizure. Normally, the patient's body barely vibrates during ECT, but on occassion a bit more shaking can occur. The doctor then places two cold metal discs into pockets in the nifty headband
- (8:59:37 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: etc
- (8:59:41 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: eletrick shocks
- (8:59:47 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: can lead to brain damage
- (9:00:17 PM) blakeacaker: all illegal practices in the USA
- (9:00:22 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: lol?
- (9:00:50 PM) blakeacaker: they are
- (9:00:57 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: put it this way im a 15 year old kid who needs help
- (9:01:04 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: if i dont get it tomoz i die
- (9:01:13 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: and i wil be on there mind 24/7
- (9:01:15 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: for allowing it
- (9:01:19 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: my death
- (9:01:28 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: ILL HAUNT THEM MAKE THEM SUICIDE
- (9:01:35 PM) blakeacaker: haha
- (9:01:57 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: ill say to the doctor im not gonna play games u either help me or i will die tonight 11pm
- (9:01:59 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: ur choice
- (9:02:03 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: act upon it simple
- (9:02:35 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: cut time now
- (9:02:40 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: so they know i do self harm
- (9:02:42 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: and im serious
- (9:03:05 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: :-(
- (9:03:14 PM) blakeacaker: dont cut yourself
- (9:03:20 PM) blakeacaker: its not worth it in the end
- (9:03:33 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: It's only way ill get help
- (9:03:34 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: trust me
- (9:03:43 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: u gotta be a serious risk before ur helped in UK
- (9:04:55 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: ?
- (9:05:07 PM) blakeacaker: what im listening
- (9:05:34 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: kk
- (9:09:06 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: fucking blade in blunt
- (9:09:09 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: :-*
- (9:09:28 PM) blakeacaker: lol im sniffing this good shit
- (9:09:40 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: lolz
- (9:10:48 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: bleeding
- (9:10:49 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: good sign
- (9:10:52 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: light headed
- (9:10:54 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: blurry
- (9:10:57 PM) stoned_2007@hotmail.co.uk: seeing stars
- (9:11:44 PM) blakeacaker: tisk tisk
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