Dear Nobelium: A Message from Quidem (3/28)

Hi...it's Quidem...

I haven't checked on Nobelium in months, and I decided to look at the site to see if the community was still super worried about me, or if it was just a facade since the hats/gear were gone. Well...my suspicions were confirmed.

Raymonf released this: https://nobelium.xyz/item/1674

The community stopped talking about me.
The games are even more active than when I was there.
And I'm completely forgotten. Kinery also unfriended me because he claimed that he always tried to help me but I ignored him...?

Let me make this clear as to why I'm still not joining N* back as an admin:
-The admins and the community betrayed me.
-The admins and the community shamed me for having a different opinion.
-You guys only liked me for my hats/gear and treated me as your slave.
-The community told me to go kill myself several times, adding more to my depression that I already have.
-I did more harm than help to the site.
-For God's sake I was doxxed several times. Do you think I want that to happen another time and potentially have my face leaked?
-I'm still being harassed, which makes me distaste the site even more.
-I'm busy dealing with personal issues right now and managing my stress from T&V's, Nobelium user harassment, school, and my family.
-Oh yeah, speaking of which, when I was myself and talked about T&V's, you didn't like me for being myself.
-Instead, you just told me to shut up and asked me to make more shitty ass content.
-Raymonf lied to me. He said he trusted me entirely, yet stripping away all of my powers and also shutting me out as a friend.

I hope you understand. Now stop harassing me because it's honestly fucking annoying me. I already have several people telling me to go fucking kill myself, I don't need more. The EC V2s, the suicide threats, and the hat/gear/face threats all need to stop. Seriously.

Sincerely,
Quidem / GameArcade

P.S. Yes, I was the goodbye account on flarum.nobelium.xyz. If you have a problem with me being edgy, that's just who I am.

















































































































































































































































































Also, fuck you syntax, Linktothehat, b0rf, P4risAndStuff, and Raymonf. All 5 of you are the reasons I left this hellhole.