You spent your entire life living in luxury.  You father worked as an executive at a multinational corporation, and you lived a life of wealth.  In your teenage years, it is discovered your father had been embezzling from the company for years.  After a years of legal battles, and eating through all your families wealth to pay the legal fees, he gets convicted.  This leaves the family penniless.

Unable to face the loss of stature and wealth, you go to the basement to hang yourself, but once you put the noose around your neck you realize you don't have the courage to follow through with it and trigger.