Gray's Backstory

To explain this story it needs some backstory
Ok for some backstory, I’m also gonna use alternative names because yeah
So the was a server called Another Chance, was owned by a friend of mine, I met this dude named Steve (not really his name but yeah)
So basically
I developed a huge ass crush on this guy
He was that type of dude
Like the “hahah being offensive is funny I’m gonna make triggering jokes”
But he was tall and really pretty so I hung around him
he blatantly ignored me being uncomfortable with rape jokes
It was bad
So like mid may id say
He got really drunk and he basically asked me out and my dumbass liked it and then he broke up with me the next morning
but he knew I liked him
So he led me on a string with emotional manipulation and extremely sexual jokes I was n o t comfortable with
And I tried to cut him out once but he sent me into a panic attack by exploiting my paranoia and threatening to come to my house and kill me

Beginning of June
I winded up friends with him again unfortunately because his new gf was owner of a server I was staff on

And his irl best friend of 15 years joined the server
and boy oh boy
(He was 16 around the same age as me)
No ok so I talked to this dude, I’m gonna use his actual name because he’s such a fucking sweetheart, so this guy’s name is Jake
I literally stayed up all night talking to him
Started dating Yknow my abusers best friend like a fucking dumbass
Now let me set one thing straight right now, this boy Jake n e v e r did a thing wrong to me he was the sweetest person ever I have no clue why he was friends with this *Steve guy but he was

I was staff on it, so was a few other people involving two guys named Cry and D (again fake names Obelisk knows who I’m talking about though)
So Cry did something to piss Jake and *Steve off so the two of them essentially framed Cry by forcing him to unban and invite a member
And then Cry got banned by Steves* gf and D unbanned Cry
But then Steve’s* gf got mad at D
And D and Cry fucking l o s t t h e i r shit
So D and Cry came to me and they were like ‘Steve and Jake are toxic for you, leave this server we’re gonna make a brand new one.’ So I went with them and D got me in contact with Azusa and I told her my story and told her how awful Steve was and sent her screenshots of him sexually manipulating me despite the fact I was dating his best friend
Azusa, from what I understand, went to her alliance and got Steve banned from all the servers in her alliance
Blacklisted his server and all the ones he will make in the future
I’m p sure D got banned? Possibly Jake? I dunno
Azusa sent me a bunch of links to servers for me to get help, find a community and also find staff positions because Yknow I got booted off staff
So I joined all the servers and stayed in them for a few days and left the all of them except a few that I felt comfortable in
So essentially D was like being a triple agent or some shit and was playing all sides from what I gathered, went and attacked Taz’s gf and called her awful staff
So uh present day gray has extreme paranoia after the experience and currently really misses her ex and keeps trying to befriend people to fill the void he left ayo